Holy*Man

Future. A short word with a huge meaning behind it. It personifies a human being's hopes and dreams, and most importantly, it also chronicles that person's impending life journey. Alot of people often asks themselves this question --> where do i see myself in XX yrs? And then they plan their XX yrs so as to achieve that standing that they aspire to possess. And since nothing is free in this world, what is lost in exchange for that status elevation?

Multiple physical and emotional sacrifices are made for tat simple goal. Extra long working hrs, less time with loved ones, seemingly endless obstacles etc. But the most critical sacrifice of all, is the sacrifice of morality and conscience. Although it does not apply to all cases, it does happen to a hefty percentages of us. Human morality and conscience is what separates us from other animals, yet these things are some of the most easily disposed of.

The big big question comes back to me: Will i become a ruthless and heartless creature in the pursuit for my mark in life? Will i betray my morals and do some despicable stuff just to get what i want? I guess its quite difficult for me to join the dark side, simply because i always try to live by my "Theory of Transcension".

My theory states that everything in this world is transcendent, everything is inevitable to some extend. What you get and what u have, will gradually be gone someday, and that someday is really not that far away. That leads us to picture the world as a predetermined entity, a place where everything is planned in advance, and we are simply acting out our roles as assigned. That is not a picture i wanna paint and explain using my theory, though some religions do condone and encourage this kind of mentality.

I believe that since everything disappears someday, u should take everything in your stride. Even failure can translate to a future greater success. Failure will only lead to greater success, that is my theory of "Inevitable Success". So the greater number of failures, the greater the success when it comes. :)

Do not view monetary matters overly seriously, like what the old people say, "You dun bring it with u when u are born and u dun bring it with u when u die.". If u can see pass the facade of money, u see money as a tool and resource, not as a god.

To better demonstrate the Theory Of Transcension, we come to the concept of 'if something has a start, it will always have an end". And since we can never truly stop something from ending, we must learn to appreciate it when we have it, and learn to let go when its time. In relationships, i believe in fully enjoying the time when we're together, and when the waters of fate has ran dry, letting go is always the best and only beneficial resort. In frenships, the same applies, appreciate the frens when u still have them by your side, most frends u make in ur life time will move on inevitably. I remember my various 'best frends' from my primary school, sec school and poly lifes, we used to do so much stuffs together, and now we dun even call each other and when we do see each other at gathering, we just smiled at each other.

The only best buddy i have for 14 yrs is still veri close with me fortunately, though the route of 14 years ain't really smooth sailing. hurhur. Primary school i have this guy called jonathan as my best frend, we disturbed and bullied people together, and have lots of fun. But after we left primary school, we didnt even called each other anymore. hohohoh.

And secondary school, i have a guy called jiansheng as my best frend. He's abit on the gentle side and most people shuns him thinking that he's gay, lolx. But now i dun even have his contact number and i havent seen him for years. Upper sec, i have a best fren called fadhir ( yes, he's a malay) whom always sticks to me. We were fans of fantasy stories and naturally, we had lots to talk about. Yet last year, when we went back to sec school for alumni meeting, i find i had almost nothing to talk to him. He's still the jovial and naive kinda guy from the past, but he's a tad too kiddish. I wanna talk about market forces and he wanna talk about starwars' THE FORCE.

I tok about politics and he answers with power rangers. So how do you expect me to converse effectively with him? He talks about cartoon and animes all the time, and im more looking forward to a fruitful and more intellectually stimulating conversation. The above example demonstrates the credibility of my theory to a Tee. When our mentality matched when we were young, we click naturally, but as time erodes away the child in me more then in him, we dun click much anymore. Relationships are transcendent too. :)

Some people might have this question --> since everything is predetermined and will eventually end, might as well dun do anything and rot at home rite? The fact is like a train and the track. If u want the train to arrive at the station, u need a driving force, without the force, the train wouldnt even move. And our effort serves as the force to help us reach the next station on the predetermined track. :)

Wow, its been sometime since i've came up with some sort of theory and its a wonder i can blabber so much on such short notice. lolx. The above may appear to be crap to some people, but i have trust in my theories. hahass :)

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