Informational-Therapy

Alrite, tis time, i have alot to blog. Been storing alot of details and didnt realli have the time to blog everything here, or in short --> im lazy. :P

Firstly, lets start with a roster of events.
1) Got a new com from HP.
2) Xu wei lun passed on.
3) Nearly did something.
4) Started project.
5) Repicked guitar.
6) Met up with peter and sean
7) Donuts factory.


K, now the details.
1) Got a new com with the signing of a 2 yr plan with starhub. lolx. Pumped in $408 to upgrade the thing. So now damn fast my com. heehee

2) Beatrice Xu Wei Lun passed away from an car accident on 28th jan 7.57pm. Made me rethought about wat life realli means and the fragility of life. She's pretty, talented and quite young, yet in just a few hrs time, she left the world. We never kw what will happen tml, so shouldnt we cherish wat we have todae and do wat we want to prevent regrets? Tat's y if u like someone, tell her/him that, dun wait, fate doesnt wait, why should u? Same for grudges, dun bear grudges against ppl for too long, life is much happier when u are at peace with the whole world.

3) Do you ppl ever had an experience when u kw u are supposed to hold someone's hand? Everything seemed so perfect there and then? Well, i guess sometimes u just kw tat though its the time alreadi, u suddenly know tat u dun feel tat way for tat person. Simply cant. Cannot. No way. So u didnt held his/her hands. I guess its better tat way for both persons ba. Dun feel for tat person, then dun lead tat person. Its beri hard to reverse the effects after u held tat person's hand. Thank god i did not make tat mistake. Realised i did grow up. hahass :)

4) Finally started project with nich and the gals. Met up, discussed job scopes and then assimilated jobs accordingly. Toking about tat, i havent even did my part. Gosh, i am so forgetful, i onli recalled when im typing tis. omg... =.="" Anyways, we met up at city hall the other day, and we chatted abit about ben. Remember tat hypocritical guy i was toking about? That i known him during army time and he didnt recognised me? Okays, forget nvm. lolx. Anyways noone realli likes him i tink, and im not someone to hide wat i feel ba. I dun like him, i voice it out. Why i dun like him, u want can ask me directly, i dun wanna write negative stuffs bout him here. :)

5) I was surfing thru the web for guitar tabs earlier, and i suddenly tot about the days where i strumed and singed with the guys during my poly days in NPS. Totally missed those days, when we are basically free and easy, after practice or camps or watever events, hoe pin will take up the guitar and started strumming some songs. The guys naturally will follow suit and the rest without guitars will sing. Though dun realli sound beri nice with alot of deep voices singing, its damn enjoyable. hahasss. As for me, i onli kw how to strum Qing Fei De Yi and Guan Huai Fang Shi. hahasss, im not as good as hoe pin on the guitar mah, he is guitar god leh. siao siao. :P Anyways, since i missed those days, might as well take up my old guitar and started recapturing that kinda feeling once again rite? right. i did just tat and well, i admit im abit rusty, but still, music is my passion, i still am veri sure of that. :)

6) Met with peter and sean at cityhall (again =.="). We went to have a cup of kopi at starbucks and sat there chilling out toking about guy stuffs. hahass. Well, if u tink we tok about gals, wrong, we toked about politics, the society differences globally and the stereotypical perceptions of singaporeans. We also expressed our personal experience regarding the above topics and i realli gained alot of insight from chilling out with them. Im glad to have such good frens tat can tok about these intriging issues rather then toking nonsense with my other frens. I have 2 cathegories of frens, one type is crappotypical ( new phrase invented by me. lolx) and the other type is those i can engage deep-tinking conversations with. There's a few that transcends both sides, meaning i can crap and tok serious with them. Peter and sean are among them. lolx. I realli wished i can find someone of the opposite sex that fits the bill. I dun care how she looks like, as long as she look human can le. I want chemistry, i dun need a vase. Argh, i wanna write something here, but i kw i cant. i just cant, its too bloody obvious. Haiz... Lets continue with the nxt event ba.

7) Donut factory is located at raffles city basement. And their Q is DAMN long sia, i wanted to try it, but the long Q totally deterred me. lolx. But their concept will spark off another 'bubble' i tink. Soon enough, it will be like the bubble tea concept, shops will open all around and then when the market gets over saturated, BURST! hahass.. but i tink i will try donut fac's donuts someday ba, when i have the money to buy 20 donuts. ( If wanna line up, at least line up to buy 20 donuts for family mah, dun dumb line up 2 hrs get 2 donuts. I am smart. WUDI! ^_^V )


Jason's Famous Quotes: Do not judge a book by its cover, read the sypnosis at the back of the book. :)

Did You Know?: Fat is now the IN thing.

Verbalization

Hmms, sometimes i wonder, i blog so much, but do i read other's blogs? lolx. Right now im a regular reader of just 1 blog man. Gosh. i tink i need to look for more blogs to read? But nonetheless, tat single blog tat i read regularly is quite interesting lah. Anyways todae, went to bugis with dumb-dumb to walk around b4 going for nich's bday celebration at arab street.

Last min change of plan, celebration postponed to 8pm meet at bugis, and well, since we are at bugis, then dun need to move lor. wootz. Swuang, im lazy to travel anyways. :P
Anyways onli me , eli, ah tan, rei, XH and nancy there nia. So we ate at TERRA CAFE at bugis and as usaul crapped alot although mostly is still bullying nich. lolx. On his bday we still bully him sia, we are inhuman.. LOLX

After the celebration for him, Rei ,ah tan ,nich and me went to play pool at pool fusion lor. Nabei todae must be damn suay sia, we played doubles and my team (which consists of nich and me) lost 6 - 0 to tan's team. Omg, wtf man, 6 - 0??? LOLX? hahass, but the game is fun lah, long time never play pool with the guys alreadi. good game guys. :)

Was on the bus just now when my IPOD played Jay Zhou's BAI SE FENG CHE. And then a sudden idea hit me. I know this might sound silly and childish, but i never said i wasnt, just that im not TAT childish. LOLX. Oks, not funny, was toking about bai se feng che right? For those ppl that dun understand, bai se feng che means white pinwheel. And i was tinking nxt time during my gf's bday, i will decorate an area with white pinwheels, meaning the entire area. And so i will bring her to eat, then blindfold her, flag a cab and then bring her to tat place before removing her blindfold, and then proceed to sing for her. LOLx... on second thoughts, maybe use speaker blast ba, cause later if i sing she puke how? :P hahasss... so funny if she pukes on me lor. :P Okays, i kw its abit dumb and naive lah, but im like that when it comes to love lah, cant realli help it mah rite? :)

10 more days. Just 10 more days to endure before i finally break free from my 'chains of self-promise'. heehee. Alot of things changed mentally loh, was toking to kuku todae about how i tended to stick to goodlooking ppl more in the past. hahass. I was telling her about some examples of people i saw on the mrt that sets me thinking about prejudices against ppl. I used to hate banglas in the past, i tink they are lecherous and low-grade people. I know its extreme, but alot of singaporeans also think in that way, im just a honest one tat's willing to admit. :)
But in actual fact, they are humans too, they have parents and a family to care for, tat's y they travel overseas to earn money to feed their families at home. They cry, they bleed and the fall sick just like anyone of us, the onli difference is that they were borned into a veri different part of the world. The same goes for people from china. Why do we receive and treat caucasians with respect whereas we tend to do the opposite for asians? Does being ang moh automatically makes u of a higher hierachy then the rest of the world? The global racism problem stems from a beri simple root --> we stereotype too much.

People tink tat caucasians are romantic and makes good lovers. But in actual fact, more caucasians divorce or kill their spouses as compared to asians. Their children's upbringing is much less effective then asians. Its all based on statistics done by specialists in case u tink im crapping. Therefore i proclaim being ang moh does not equal superior. Some ang mohs tinks they are superior, which is a rampant trait with some singaporeans also. Having some extra cash ultimately pumped their balls up to such an extend that they think they are all mighty. The above statement is from experience working at starhub. :)

All in all, im not criticising ang mohs lah, just wanna quote an example how rampant stereotypical ideologies are running deep within the globe's veins. So in the event u tink that some races or types of people are superior then other species of homo sapiens, try to visualize and analyse ur judgement from all aspects and perspectives, u will be surprised. :)

Alrite, enough about global-social psychology. That's quite a huge topic to touch on anyways, will blog more on jason's psychology nxt time. hahasssss.... kks, time to retire for the nite. Chowz~~


Jason's Famous Quotes: Some things are so hard to verbalize, it sorts of cannibalize my heart.

Did You Know?: People tend to fall in love with people they shouldnt be falling for. It always happens.

Elephant Glue

In the mood, so i blog. Whole day at home. Slept till beri late, woke up around 2pm and started to game. Muahah, finally have a whole day to myself for gaming. wootz. Anyways nothing much these few days, yesterday nite i packed my cupboard which completes my room packing. Sandbag's up and weights arranged nicely alreadi. Tml shall start my training once again. :)

Nxt week should have lots of free time since i onli have like 2 days of lesson. lolx. Was considering calling office to see nxt week have any roadshows anot. hmms. maybe tml will call ba. Toking about calling, knn the cb Hewlett packard still havent call me regarding my damned PC. Cb one, its around 1 wk le lor, i paid last monday and till now no call no nothing.. zzzz. Call their hotline, as usaul its so 'hot' that u can NEVER get in. hmph...

Okies, now lets tok about something else ba. One of my good fren is having some probs. What happens if ur partner gets over sticky to u? Even ur best frens also noticed that tat person is over sticky? Hmms, putting myself in my fren's shoes, i will definitely freak out if my gf is super sticky. I am a nomad, i want my private life and i have my frens. I cannot 24/7 stick to my gf de, i want someone tat loves and understands the value of freedom and privacy. Husband and wife also dun 24/7 stick one lors. For a relationship to go the distance, u dun need to everyday meet and see each other's faces. What matters is the Quality of the time spent, not the Quantity.

So u see, even if she 1 whole day dun contact me, its okay. Even 1 sms in 2 days is fine with me de, as long as i kw she's safe and sound. heehee. Alot of things is realli not within ur control de, especially fate. Even if u 24/7 stick with her, one day she suddenly see a guy and falls in love with him, it can all happen in 5 mins. Trust me on this one, i've been there babe...

Alrite, so lets come back, its know as the SUPER GLUE COMPLEX as dictated by Dr Jason Lam (Ph.D Humanolovetology). Its a condition where the subject is overly obsessed with another entity (in this instance, a human) and will attempt to attach him/herself physically to that object of desire. :) Alrite, so ppl, hands up if u want someone to be superglued to u like some extra piece of tumour/parasite growing on u.... if u raised ur hand, then u need a doctor. fast. LOLX

Alrite, crap enough le, im satisfied with my update le. muahaha. Damn tired, tomolo still got morning class. hahas. :P NITEZ!


Jason's Famous Quotes: If i am abnormal, who is normal?

Did You Know?: Legends are fabricated by people tat dun kw the complete truth.

Sin and Sinsibility

Sometimes i feel its crap when people say --> "We are too good frens, we kw each other too well le, lets just stay as frens :)". The above is another senseless excuse to reject someone. lolx. A partner is supposed to be someone that knows u better then other people, sometimes even more than u know urself. That's why he/she makes u whole. Humans are flawed for a reason, and that reason is our other half is with someone else, and when u find him/her, u will be whole again. :) I know, some may tink tis is nonsense and bullshit, but tink properly, if u realli see beyond lust, the deeper side of being with someone is to learn to become a better person.

Its just something i thought about during boring MGMT ACCTs lecture todae, it happened to somebody else and was considering how dumb the excuse is. Im still serving my sentence and i have 16 days left, wootz! I actually managed to realli keep to my personal promise. *PROUD*

Skool started a few days ago and things are starting to get stressful. Knn the Marketing project is so farking rush lor, nabei one, in 3 days must alreadi kw what to do le. Cb sia. Then the Accts even worse, 3 days alreadi and i still dun kw what toking her sia, the RMIT lecturer realli abit hard to comprehend lors. Her sentences sometimes dun make sense sia, beri confused =.=....
Comm Law is still okay, the lecturer is quite humourous and therefore makes it enjoyable.

Anyway marketing-wise, i will be doing a marketing proposal with regards to Shangri-La Hotel. wee you wee, we're the only grp that is going to do hospitality lor, siao siao. :) Next we come to
school social life. Things are fine and dandy with the guys and gals, realised when u see things and people from a different perspective, u will notice lots of difference. Hmms, one more thing, when there's someone tat's realli sensitive and u wanna blog about her, how do u do it so that it wont offend her ah? (?.?)

Alrite, now we come to my emotional section. This long period of abstinence from affairs of the heart made me see clearly wat i wanted. Lust and love is completely different issues altogether. Chemistry is what binds, and looking back, there's someone that i realli feel the chemistry with, yet well, right now tat person is unavailable. lolx. Sometime irony makes life realli realli interesting ya? :)

Jason's Famous Quotes: Innocense is the purest element.

Did You Know?: Perception is Reality.

Pigeon-ti-flyed

Veri vulgar entry. Dun read if u are allergic to vulgarities or ur status is excuse vulgarities.
Tis morning, a cb kia sms me ask me evening go la kopi. Never confirm timing, just say going out. Ask further, say in the evening, acknowledged. Meeting sean in the afternoon for tea and discuss who is the fucking cb kia that keeps have no balls. Not angry at the balless one, juz tat i bad mood so i scold. I accept ppl's thoughts and like to debate, so i dun get realli angry or watever, to each his own and i kw everyone have his own perspective. Im angry with that fucking cb that put my aeroplane. Put aeroplane nvm, dun even cb bothered to reply sms.

Story goes : Met sean at 2.30pm to la kopi and chat and walk around town. Went to starbucks wisma atria, sit down, nua, la kopi, tok cock, sing song, play mahjong. Rhymes right, anyways delete the play mahjong, cause starbucks cannot play mahjong. When chatting with sean, smsed the fucker to ask "Are we meeting in orchard?". Got a reply "Ya, most prob.". Continued chatting with sean on the birds and the bees and school work and stuff and results...etc.
Was wanting to go home around 430pm, but i stayed in orchard till 630pm because cb says he 630pm off work. Smsed him around 6pm, "What time u reaching orchard?". Got a reply "Ask XXX.". Proceeded to sms XXX. No reply. Puzzled, sms cb again "XXX no reply, so later what time u reaching?". Got a reply Ask XXX, i lazy to sms and reply.". Nabei chao cheebye, knn he call me come out he knn tis type of fucking attitude, fuck him. Then im pissed, called XXX directly to ask. XXX picked up and said we not meeting, told him cb kia say we meeting in orchard, he shouted to cb kia to ask, and replied " we not meeting le."... FUCKING CCB, GAN SI LANG TULANZ, firstly, he's at work, cant he juz fucking walk over to XXX to ask him whether he still wanna meet anot then sms me? If he's lazy nvm, then at least fucking hell inform me mah, ccb, still tell me he dun kw, which means if XXX dun reply my sms and i call him he never pick up, i fucking ccb wait till 10pm? FUCK HIS CB FACE LAH, FUCKING CB KIA!

Didnt kw he was so fucking irresponsible, anyways it took just one incident to see wat kind of fucker he was. If u put aeroplane, a sms to say paiseh or anything also song, knn tat cb kia didnt even bothered to sms. Well, tis type of cb attitude, who can stand? 2hrs in orchard is nothing much i know, but its the fucking cb attitude problem. He wants attitude rite? Next time he fucking hell need my help, he go eat himself, fucking ccb. I fucking hell MSN nick also change le, he jittao dun dare to fucking hell msn me to say anything. FUCK HIM MAN!
Damn cheebye irresponsible, i fucking hell spit on his integrity! PUI! __

Alrite, feels so much better after typing all that. wootz. I know, i might be a normal and frendly chap that can joke around and can take jokes, but please dun assume i dun have a temper. I always see ppl throwing tandrums or acting tulanz or watever, but mind u, when im mad, im realli crazy. I will not vent my anger at my frens or close ones i once again announce, but when u realli see me tulanz, u will kw wat is fear. Alrite, i dun wanna further emphasize le, im like promoting myself to be a fucking violent freak. gosh. Anyways sean and me discussed some political issues and stuff, and we came to a familiar topic: RESERVIST.

Sean's reservist unit is some wulu unit in kranji camp i tink, and well, he's not called up yet. Im the second in our army frens to be called up for reservist, first one was zhaowei. Sad but true.
Peter went to Cambodia and Laos to backpack alreadi, so he's not in the country. Quite interesting to have a fren like peter, who likes to backpack to minefield laden areas of the globe. hmms, i must admit, he have guts and his balls are definitely bigger then mine. Imagine, taking a tourist bus to the hotel, and on the bus besides the tour guide, there's 2 gunman taking AK-47s to protect the bus because some days ago, some guerillas attack and killed the entire bus of tourists. At least that's wat i remembered hearing. What the fuck man, i wouldnt even fucking dare to get on the bus after hearing that lor, imagine u happily taking the bus, then suddenly a bullet hit ur head and u instantaneously die from a headshot? WTF? Gosh...

Part 2 of peter's scary story is the minefield walk. Knn they have to walk thru a minefield to get to some secluded place, and there's onli 2 lines of white tape to mark out a safe route thru the minefield, wat if u accidentally step OUTSIDE the lines? Or accidentally drop ur bag outside the line? I guess they need like 10 days to slowly pick out pieces of u from different places... Peter have guts, tat one i give it to him. lolx. He says he's going to Tibet and Nepal next, which is MUCH MUCH safer then Cambodia and Laos thank god... I wont be surprised if he suddenly says he's going to North Korea or Iraq to backpack....lol -.-""

Sean and me are quite simple, we just wanna go taiwan to backpack. Simple, safe, fun. I know we are balless, but i rather be balless then six feet under. hahass. :) Peter maybe u can join us when we go taiwan ya? Safer lah, me n sean cannot take much AK-47 bullets, one or 2 we jittao lie down bite the dust le. LOLX :P

Alrite, i tink i end here le ba, wat a fucking cb day sia. Heng im meeting sean first, imagine i cb went there and wait, then tio put aeroplane...zzzz. Bitch finish, forget it. Tomolo's another beautiful day to nua at home. Maybe go gym?


Jason's Famous Quotes: A small phenomenon displays the characteristic of the large entity.

Did You Know?: Most internet investment programs are money launderers.

Lethargy

Was coming back from jp after dinner with ah wei and his gf when we saw something at the depot. 3 boys were bullying a malay kid and being pushed around, all of them are around 15 yrs old. Right there, i recollected my younger days and find tat its beri childish. hahass. Anyways i wanted to help the malay kid, but in the end found it troublesome lah, they didnt reali hit him, just push him around and scold him nia.

On the bus home after that incident, i was tinking wat if it was my brother that got bullied? Well, as usaul, violent me pictured myself banging their heads against the wall till they bleed like siao then finishing them off with a rubbish bin/chair/table/watever-i-can-get-my-hands-on crashing down on them. hahasss.. muahaha, violence! promote it! >.< LOLX.

Okays, jokes aside, these few days im damn slack, hahass. sunday i was working at expo, then i rejected monday and tuesday's work. hahass :P, so in short, these 2 days i slacked like nobody's business. At home play game, then sleep, wake up play game, then sleep...etc... lifeless hor? knn i also kw, but i like nuaing, wat to do? :)

But the most memorable day this week was on saturday ba. I met up with my frens from NPS like ah kuang and ah heng they all. Went ice-skating and i fell down 7 times lor. Knn my whole body is aching and bruised from all the falls, but the weird thing is, i find it fun! Simi lj sia? ?.?
After that, we went singing at partyworld clementi! muahah, finally can sing lors~~ its fun lah, with ah heng and kuang around, cfm fun one. lolx. But the weird thing is james is there also and as usaul, everybody hated him. haiz. i tried to forgive him le lor, so its okay with me, but the others were complaining on the cab home. LOLX. So i also join in the fun lor. hahass, zhaorong was super agitated seh, he hate james to the core sia. Damn funny sia. lolx!

Alrite, now lets tok about something more private ba. For the past few weeks, people have been coming into my life. People, as in human beings. More frens, more chemistry, more tendency to stray from my remaining 36 days 'sentence'. I admit a few people shook my resolve, but in the end i tided thru it all. lolx. The one that created the most unsettlement is a future childcare teacher that is 19 yrs old. Smart, eloquent, fun, average looking, sociable,sings,not-childish. Well, tat's a brief summary. hahass. I got over it le, so im fine and dandy and on my way to finish my 36th day of my isolation. And most importantly, when i say someone is interesting/pretty/nice, it doesnt means i wanna go after that person. For goodness sake have some maturity to differenciate between admiring and interested.

I tink my singing improved le, heehee. That day i evaluated my own singing and i realised i improved le wor~~. But still need to practice more if i am to sing duet with aiying ba. Her level is damn high lors, i tink if she go superstar cfm among the top few. The superstars tis time mostly cannot make it de. Singing wise realli cannot make it sia, only a few stand out from the crowd. Up till now there's 2 girls that i tink sings realli well among my frens--> aiying and clarice. lolx. Then when it comes to guys, sad to say, most of them cant even make the grade, onli a few are average singers. Maybe zhihui ba, he can sing those beri powerful cantonese songs by jacky cheung. He got the manly and powerful deep voice. lolx. I tink onli him nia ba, the rest is realli normal singers. Among them, the worse guy singer i knew is james. He tinks he sing like jeff chang and fei yu qing, but he realli sing like a dog. lolx. Not because of prejudice, but yes, he realli sucked. :P

Im drowning in fats. yes, its that serious. sad. fatter and fatter omg. i tink soon i can roll around like a ball le. cb one. Now i cant even box sia, my stewpid cabinet is blocking my sandbag and i have no place to push it to. kaoz. im supposed to throw away tis old cabinet when i buy a new cabinet, but i haven found one that i liked yet...

And finally, regarding my tagboard, it has became war zone. lolx. War of the golden era VS unknown new medic. Lolx. But its good lah, controversy is healthy for the human mind. Tag on baby! TAG ON!


Jason's Famous Quotes: New Year resolutions are meant to be broken.

Did You Know?: Guys pierce ears in the past to ensure they wont die young.