Controversy

My hair is getting longer by the day. Lost my wallet ytd. Someone found it and info counter returned it to me. Money and EZlink gone. IC and 11B intact. Total fortune around $20+ gone, but IC and 11B intact, so at least wont get fined $100. -.-" But the thing that matters most is the wallet itself, its a gift from my OG frens. No matter what ppl tink, i realli do treasure it alot.

Met up with yuyun todae while im working. lolx. I went MIA for 30 mins and when i went back got a scolding from raquel. lolx, she's not realli evil lah, i kw she backstabs and likes to quarrel, but aunties are like tat one mah, rite? hahasss. so anyways let her lors. I've been working in the company for around 3 weeks now and i sort of seen thru some ppl rite from the start le. All my classmates have a job of some sort and everybody is busy earning money to fund the nxt semester. Realised everybody have their lives to lead (duh~~~) and their own problems (fark me...zzz).

In my line of work, i met another guy that i wanna hoot( as usaul~~). Tat guy, he watch out ba, he snatched my fren's sales and he tinks he is beri zai. Shall i show him my dark side? hmms, lets see how the thing goes ba, he's abit small size, so i dun wanna resort to violence if possible, he might die after taking a blow from me. ^_- Okay, now i finish complaining about tat fugger le, feels abit better ba. lolx.

Toked to ah wei abit about my business idea, and for once, he agreed with the plans. lolx. He is a beri pessimistic person and for him to agree it realli realli must be a veri good venture.. -.- And i will be roping in elissa and one more person to set up a 4 person partnership ba. Ah wei is my best bud, and i kw he have a veri cautious and sound mind, he's like someone tat pulls me back to earth everytime i fly too far. Elissa is a veri responsible and trustworthy person, though i've onli kwn her for half a yr, i kw i can trust her with important jobs. :) And the last person i will find is either stuart or richard. Richard is also someone i can trust to do the job rite, stuart also is a veri entrepreneurial guy i kw tat is dependable, but he have a 20% tendency to run off with money.. -.-"" lolx

Tomolo is not working, so have lots of time to rot at home. heehee. Will need time to watch miami vice and a korean movie. lolx. And well, after the loss-of-wallet incident, i learnt to TRY to not take things for granted. heeheee. And my job is quite enriching, because i always seem to get professional ppl ( eg: bosses, pilots, general manager etc.) for customers and i like to tok to them and get to kw their life experiences and what they went through. I learnt alot from them and when we're done with the forms and mailing, a good handshake to seal the deal is wat i always do. A good handshake signifies wat makes a man and how successful u are, i like the feeling of a successful handshake. :)


Jason's Famous Quotes: Luck is the rare phenomenon when the enviroment changes to suit the man. ( My veri own statement when i was in sec 4. heehee :P)

Did You Know?: When i dun show my dick doesnt mean i dun have one. Same for temper.

Playlists

Habit. When im bloggin, i always like to listen to my special 'sentimental' songlist. lolx. Brings me into the mood to blog. Well well well, so u ppl wanna kw wat's in my playlist rite? hahass, it changes periodically but there's a few songs that are basically 'embeded' in the list and wont change no matter wat. Before i continue, tis is a sentimental entry, so dun tell me not to blog about love and romance, im onli stating the reasons for the songs, not on a emotional basis. :)

Alrite, fo those of u tat dun kw, i had an entry in the past denoting that i have songs that remind me of somebody. Meaning that some songs always brings back memories of some particular person in my life, and yes, those ppl im toking about is gals in my life. Most ppl just listen to songs and like the songs, but i for one will always attribute a song to the ppl that made a significant impact on my life and they did play a part in forging me as wat i am todae. Okays, enough with the long winded explanations, i shall list out my playlist nxt.

My Playlist :

Adeline's
1) Liu Geng Hong - Cai Hong Tian Tang >>> Tis song reminds me of adeline. Alot.

2) Zhou Jie Lun - Feng >>> Same as above, because its a prelude to cai hong tian tang's mtv.

3) Cao Ge - Superwoman >>> The onli time we went for ktv session, she said she wanna listen to tis song, so i sang tis song for her. Though its a small thing and i sang like a dog, meant lots to me.

4) Lin Junjie - Zhi Dui Ni Shuo >>> Tis is obvious, i said sa lang hae you is onli for her, and its realli onli for her. This is the song that i will never ever forget for life. never, ever.

5) Aaron Kwok - Deng Ni Shuo Ai Wo >>> Well, tis is wat i hope for, but i guess it wont happen after all... will it?


Corinne's
1) Sammi Cheng - Mut Kai >>> A canto song, corinne is the onli one that sings and listens to cantonese songs with me. Its her favourite song.

2) Zhang Dong Liang - Ji Mo Bian Jie >>> A song she cherished when the one she loves cheated her. Yet she dun kw that someone else was there for her all along then....

3) Li Sheng Jie - Shou Fang Kai >>> When i finally got over her, tis song realli helped me alot because i told myself giving up means giving her happiness. Turns out that i am wrong. -.-"

Huimin's
1) Chen Xiao Dong - Tie Xin >>> The first song that started me on pop music. Its the first song on the first CD i bought and the first time i fell for a gal.

2) Chen Xiao Dong - Ai Ni Duo Ni >>> Totally wat i was doing during that period in sec skool. lolx, its quite funny tinking about how shy i was back then in sec skool. hahass...

3) Jacky Cheung - Ni Zui Zhen Gui >>> Her favourite during that period of time.

4) Celine Dion - My Heart Will Go On >>> This song is sang during sec 3 orchestra camp, the first time she held my hand and led me to dance with her....

Alrite, the rest i nxt time then type ba. Getting late and tml im working. How i wish i can rot at home and money will come rolling in. lolx.. alrite, tink too much. hahasss :P Anyways, the above is onli reasoning for why i like the songs, not some sort of declaration of love of watever those shit brains can imagine. Dun be so complex mentally, be simple, tink simple. :)

(While working ytd, someone told me about someone and i was abit surprised that that someone the someone was toking about chose that something that im using now. So to that someone, thks. I know i couldnt tell tat someone verbally, so i thank tat someone here ba. ^_^)


Jason's Famous Quotes: Man forgets but nvr forgives, woman forgives but nvr forgets.

Did You Know? : Music is the best language ever invented by man. Yes, its a language.

Time & Tide

Its those nites again. Emotional high-tide again. Or maybe call it loneliness ba. Hmms, sometimes i realli wish there was someone by my side that i can share my woes and happiness with. I know there's always frens, but there's some things that even the bestest of frens will not understand. Yesterday nite had a veri veri funny dream, i dreamt of someone in the past. hahass, its abit ironic and sudden. But the past seems to be coming back in my dreams these days. Hmms, izzit time to confront all those past memories and sort things that i left dangling in the past?

The logic of the world is veri simple, you can never escape from things and events, they will eventually come back to haunt u for a solution. Yet toking about tying up loose ends is much more simpler then actually doing it. After all that i've gone thru, i now understand how come ppl dun wanna grow up. With age comes resposibilities, and some responsibilities can never be fulfilled. Tell me someone who is at the age of 23 and has no problems at all, i will swallow my monitor on the spot if someone like tat exists. I dun fear problems, they forge a man out of a boy. I believe humans are meant to go thru hardships and learn from the experiences, we are after all animals, primal instincts will alway be present to make us seek the easy way out, yet to overcome these instincts will bring us further from barbaric customs.

Im philosophising more and more these days, am i getting older and thinking much more? hmms, nvms, shall tok about something more jovial. Am planning to revamp my doghole, need to go ikea to shop for some cheap furniture( especially a dbl decked bed with a sofa below), then go downstairs buy some paint. Also require a huge beanbag to sit on and slack to play ps, and if i have some money left, will proceed to buy some carpets to put on the floor. Anyways, will find time to draft out and measure the dimensions of my room and find the perfect furniture for my room. Im a engineer remember? hahass :P i tink all the above will happen just b4 chinese new yr, when i've saved enough. Im tinking of painting my room lime green and buying some glass furniture, which will have a elegant and simple classy touch to it. Table, chair, cabinets all made of glass or fibreglass, all transparent. And the new bed frame i shall choose white to complete the clean look. clean and simple. Wootz, CLASS. But i calculated the budget to be around $1000 bugs.... fugging ex man..

Measured biceps todae, shrinked till cannot alreadi, was 14.8 inches during peak, now its a meager 12.1.... The waist still okay, nvr increase but still as fat. Weight maintained but i guess its more fats then muscle mass. Health-wise, i tink im declining alreadi. Will be dead by 50yrs old if i dun do something soon. lolx. The worse is im gonna fail my ippt! FUG! Remedial Training, here i come!

Jason Famous Quotes: Being touched by an angel also means u are under the curse of the angel.

Did You Know? : Melt someone's heart too much, and u will drown in it.

V . U . L . G . A . R

Alrite, i kw people are beri happy that im back again. lolx. Thks to jer, he helped me got back my net till 25th, muahaha, heng last time i helped him b4. wootz. Well , tis 2 weeks i've been rotting at home playing final fantasy XII since i have no net. thk god that FF came out on tat day i got DCed, at least i wont die from boredom at home.

Well, yesterday or should i say saturday, i started work at the credit card company. Elissa introed me and the ppl inside are still alrite, but thing is im still quite slack. muahaha... :P
I knew a guy from on my first day of work and alreadi im starting to refrain from speaking with him too much. In my honest opinion, he likes to talk nonsense and is beri loud, just like me in the not so long ago past, i do tok rot and cock sometimes, but im trying to crap less unless im with ppl like kuku or the buds. I discovered that people dislike overly noisy individuals, so im lucky to have noticed in time, and when he started babbling about his achievements and whatever stuffs i further saw another me in him. Proud and ignorant beyond doubt. Lolx, shyts, am im critising myself or him sia, hahhasss, maybe its good to look back and compare who u WERE and who u ARE.

But seriously when he toked to me, i juz silently smiled back and gave 1 word replies, it realli personifies the incredible childishness and lack of maturity. Im not beri matured, but yet i can seem so much more mature when compared to him. I finally understood and saw why i am labeled childish by her in the past. I do agree now. Okies, enough bad toking about people, im actually analysing myself more then him. hahassss.. :P

Work so far is still alrite, but the long standing hours are abit shag. I tink if i continue with tis job, i most prob will slim down provided im not working with kuku. lolx. Sat i worked with her and she turbo wanna eat tis and eat that, so as usual, being with her = eat and become fat and complaining about it at the same time. LOLX. Todae i worked alone with some people i didnt kw and i onli ate a bowl of noodle from 11am to 9.30pm. wee you wee, no food lors, onli drink water nia. lolx. tml i wanna go swimming, but stuart is having lessons. So in the end i tink i sleep thru the noon and then wake up start my weights ba. Should start weights le, (again...) i farking hell have no determination lors, i keep skipping my weights sessions man, how the fish am i going to be more defined and lose the stewpid fats off my farking face? zzzzz i onli have 85 days left lors... cb one, i dun like to curse but i realli farking hate my attitude sometimes. Discipline is realli not my forte, i need a discipline master.... or on second tots, a discipline mistress.... lolx :P

okay, now we come to the lewd part, for those ppl that cannot take it, dun read. i repeat, dun like? dun read, wanna read, swallow it whole.

Knew a guy called ah-cai on sat on the job, fun guy, abit egoistic but overall a okay dude. He lives in hougang and me in boon lay. so on the job, we obviously oggle at lots of gals since we are doing sales, and we came to a conclusion on a veri peculiar occurance. Gals from the east side have bigger boobs then other areas of singapore. We are not perverts lah, but generally speaking from our observations. Is it the water there? or the food there? Is it that the water content is different tat's y it encouraged growth? hmms....I tink they should do some research into this phenomenon and find out the truth and reason behind it. lolx....

Alrite, enough lewd jokes. Lets go to something more interesting. Its philosophy time again! wee you wee! On the mrt trip home, i philosophied a new theory, called the Persisten-turity Theorem. It denotes that no matter at what stage of maturity someone is, he/she will always have a immature counter personality in him/her. And in order to balance out psychologically, the person have to release the immaturity on something or someone. Some ppl play games and display childish emotions like scolding and insulting the other gamers. Alot of other ways are also commonly seen, and i do observe them in ppl. So u might see a cool guy being cold and manly, but when he watches soccer, he instantly become a hallowing and noisy retard. Understand? :)

by the way, the heading have nothing to do with the entry content, i just tink it looks cool. heehee. :p

Jason's Famous Quotes: Responsibility and Sincerity are not consistent.

Did You Know? : Some homosapiens are only partially evolved. Mentally.

Examinotopy

Im am blogging from skool. If u guys noticed, i've been missing online for a few days alreadi. lolx.
the reason is beri simple, i nvr pay bill mah, so my connection tio cut. hahahass... farked up feeling lors, i need a job that pays fast cause i want my net back, without net life is sooooo no life. At nite cannot play games with the guys leh, damn sianz. Realised i took my net for granted le, lolx, didnt knew i grew so attached to the net. especially msn, when everynite i will update the days left in the countdown. But fraid not, i have made a mental note on the days left alreadi, so the date will be accurate when i get my connection back. wootz.

As a side note, i juz finished my final paper and i tink its farked up. haiz, all my papers i tink is farked up, am i overworried or juz simply silly? Nvm ba, shall not say more. The more i ponder, the more sianz i am. Yesterday finally started on my routine again after slacking for so long for the exams, i am getting fatter and fatter... zzzzz.... nvms, the swimming pool beside my house is opening soon, and that translates to daily swimming and tanning for me! wee you wee! I dun like to run, but i love swimming, the tranquility that comes with being underwater is realli so soothing mentally. Eat less train more, i have 94 days left.

I am wat i am and i like wat i am, mentally tat is. One thing i learnt in life is dun assume. Assumption screwed me in a couple of times. When u dun kw somebody, dun pretend to kw him/her, trust me, dun try it. And to pick up the pieces after that is realli tedious and tiring, but u kw u cant leave it there, its like some thing pricking periodically at you mentally. Its okay if u dun realli care about that person, but that person keeps poping up in ur head every now and then, that is wat i call torture. Psychological burden they call it, and its not something u can put down, the only solution is to SOLVE the problem. Okies, that ends the psychology lesson for todae.

Jason's Famous Quotes: The Moonlight Shadow is a replicant of the moon's essence.

Did You Know? : Lust is the primary motivating factor for men pertaining to commercials.