Kids

Sometimes, i listen to people and i feel that they are at the same stage as i was before. Meaning i actually went thru that kinda mentality before. Childish, immature and dumb. Especially when it comes to relationships.

People say they will change themselves for somebody in 2 or 3 yrs time, they made that statement with so much vigor that u will think them as being realli sincere. 2 to 3 yrs later, they changed as they have said, but everything changed as well, the person u wanna change for, turns out to be just another someone. That person isnt what u wanted after all, because with physical change, comes mental change, its unavoidable.

That goes the same for people that say they will wait for somebody, no matter the time. To them, i will say --> fuck u understand? Dun say stuffs u dun mean, even if u do mean them during the time u say them. If u cannot confirm and ascertain that in future u will stick to your promise, dun make them.

Waiting is simply dumb, its not im not sincere, but there's a limit. While u wait and rot and become emo and sad, do she know? No. When u go through all the shit while pinning for her smile, her hand and her hug, does she know? No. And finally, when u are so sincere and keep on doing so many stuffs for her, does she know? No.

Since she dont know a damn thing while u do all these, is it worth it? No again. Therefore, dun bother. If she likes you, she will accept u now. If she dun like you, u can be a casanova and its still hopeless. Period. Like means like, dun like means dun like. Ah, i remember commenting on this in a previous entry, so i will not say more.

In myself, i see myself degrading slowly. Im starting to doubt the sanity of being really nice to somebody who isnt worth it. You only open the door to your heart and your world to somebody who wants to be in it, anyhow open the door, and despair might slowly creep in. Bit by bit, your sincerity is eroded away without any value, and the end result is what we call heartache. Never trust anybody with your heart unless that person proof that he or she is worthy of it. This message goes out to everybody out there. Remember, dun trust anybody easily, even me.

Therefore if u see me still being nice to you after this entry, u should know, u are among the ones that i really trust and like. Frends, gals, watever. Once the trust is there, it is unwavering. Why the sudden strong entry? Because somebody just told me something that i totally disagree with.

He told me he likes this gal that i know so much that he is willing to change himself in 2 yrs, and if the gal is still single, he will woo her. I laughed in his face, told him he is childish and hinted to him to wake up the idea. He's still young, there's so many options out there, he met the gal not long ago somemore. In this 2yrs, he will meet countless other people, and im willing to bet my balls that he will find someone better. Yesh, you heard right, i will cut off my balls if he never change target.

Worse is, when i asked him how come he's so into her, he told me that its challenging and fun. When i saw that, i instantly warned him, if he dares to toy with her, im gonna play with his detached balls. Then he told me he's joking, and everything he said is nonsense. I pua his cb, knn wtf he meant man? Im not happy, especially since the gal is somebody i know. Argh, some guys are just soooo fucked up.

And to add salt to spice, another frend i toked to ytd, wanted to bet with me whether i can get the gal i want anot. I instantly reject. Dramas and shows also got show leh, u DO NOT bet on whether u can get a gal anot. They are human beings with a beating heart, u dun bet on their hearts like some worthless stuff. There's no price tag attached to somebody's heart, so its of immeasurable value. Since we're frends, i gave him my advice and told him never to bet on things so childish. You wanna go after somebody because u realli like him/her, not because of some stupid bet. Fook.

Im beginning to understand how come some people are so defensive and totally close the doors shut. Its just so messy out there, u never know who or what kinda beast u are letting into your heart. Its so serious that some people even switched gender preference or chose to remain single all their lives. Wow.

Went supper with aiying just now, she asked me a very intriguing question. Why do guys change hearts. Um, how to answer? lolx. My explanation is simple, people change. What they want now might not be what they want in future. There's no way to prevent stuffs from happening, my mentality is what comes, comes. When someone wanna leave, no matter what u do, that person will still leave. I will never wanna retain somebody physically, while her heart is not with me. Its like caging a bird and snipping off its wings. Freedom, is something that everyone should have.

As to myself, I dare not say i 100% will not stray ( even if i wanna stray, i dun have the qualities lah, im too fat.), but i will learn from my dad's mistake and never walk his path. One means one, dun let your dick get the better of you. And mind you, good wives are dick-cutters, they will KILL you if u stray. lolx.

This entry is abit long, because its been some time since my last entry, alot to crap about. hahass. Now on to more daily stuffs. My mum has been pestering me to clean up my room since august, and i tink its time to clean up le. hahahas! im a bad son i know. lolx. Im now jobless, and rotting at home waiting for business. Being boss isnt so exciting after all. lolx.

Emotions wise, im now starting to get confused once again. Typical of me lah, there's stuffs i'd better not say here, but seriously, my dream yesterday nite isnt what i call a straight forward decision. Do dreams reflect your sub-conscious, or are they simply opposites of reality and how u feel? The irony of dreams and life. hahass

Jason's Simplicity : All the beauties of life is man-made. The only never-changing thing is change.

Hi! Can i be your frend?

Hahahas, i cant stop laughing after looking at a guy's friendster profile, i see his picture i alreadi buay tahan alreadi, i dun fucking know why. HAHAHAHASSSS dumb fuck!!!! HAHAHAHAHAS!

Alrite, i know its bad laughing at people, because i myself is also none the better, most probably worse, but still, he realli looks like a cock. lolx. pardon me, im little mad todae. Since i've started on this dumb issue of cocks in friendster, i shall continue to entertain myself. :)

I realised, guys come in various varieties ( yeah, i know, im a guy too.), most of them are normal, but there's this minority that's abit off the edge. They are the people that are like 20+ yrs old, and they go message 14-16 yr old kids in friendster stuffs like " Hi, wanna be frends?" or maybe " Heys, u are realli pretty and i like u alot, can we be friends?". HAHAHAHAHAS!!!! Dumb fucks! How do i know? Because my younger sister and my other female friends showed me their friendster inbox and we totally laughed our heads off.

And then further more, some of them claimed to be super hunky, one even said he looks like david beckham! Im like, if you REALLI looked like beckham, then why the fuck do u need to know a 14-16 yr old girl for? Go date models lah fuck tart. lol! I can never understand how some guys in their 20s can actually do something so stupid. I classify these people as paedophiles, perverts in the making. If u realli wanna target, get somebody thats above 18. Dun be so pathetic and terrorize secondary school gals for god sake.

And its no surprise most of these guys are in army. I've been to army, and to date i've known 2 perverts while i was serving the nation. One claims he is singapore's best lion dancer and has learned martial arts since he was young. My big question to him was: Why are u still so fat? hahahahss! ( Im fat too, i know. T_T)

The second one was a guy that smells and steals. He smells because he never bathes for 3 days in a row, and he steals people's handphones and stuffs. When he got caught, he kneels down and beg the guys not to beat the shit out of him or report him. Once is okay, twice is coincidence, but he did it for 6 times! wow!

Anyways, these 2 low-lifes are similar, in that they like realli young gals. One of them has a 14 yr old gal as a gf, and he likes to browse thru his frends' friendster to find new targets to cheat. The other guy that steals alot is much more obvious, he borrows ur handphone, saying his handphone is low on batt, then he goes to the toilet with ur phone. Guess what he did in the toilet? He copied the female phone numbers in ur phone into his phone, and he calls the gals up saying he's some fren of yours that wanna know the gal. I know, this guy's a complete fucker. He should be wasted even before he was born. And did i say he had a 12 yr old gf? Both these guys are 20+, and their gfs are 14 and 12 yr old. Argh, pervs! End of perv stories. Enough for todae.

And then, todae i went to utilize facebook's horoscope reading out of boredom. And guess what did the it say? I paste it here for u people to see and decipher ba.


Virgo Love Horoscope
Friday, December 21
More than anything, relaxation and psychic neutrality is important for being able to see things with objectivity. If you have been accumulating small animosities or misunderstandings with someone in the past, it is very possible that suddenly everything will come to light.


What does it mean? I dun know. But this type of thing see for the fun can le, no point being too superstitious. My fate is in my own hands, i forge my own destiny and path in life.

And before i turn in for the night, i wanna touch on the emotion called patience. Maybe its not even a emotion, but lets try to define patience. Patience is the amount of shit you're willing to put up with before u actually blow your top. hahahas, crude but accurate i tink. I always believe, everybody deserve a chance to be understood and known. Yes, even the pervs. I tried to understand them, but its pointless, they're hopeless.

Things happen for a reason, people react in a certain way for a reason too. I would rather try to understand that reason, then to waste time trying to prove u're right. Noone is right all the time, i find people that tink they are right all the time veri veri sickening. If u cant lose your ego, then u shouldnt be allowed to have a ego in the first place. Anyways, as i was saying, if you're nice to me, i can put up with alot of shit. Too much infact sometimes.

In the event that you're out to 'eat' me, then im sorry to tell u my patience is limited, as i've demonstrated recently to that bastard that tried to cheat me and ah wei. My circuit is veri short for people i dun know, meaning people in society. I hate those people that open their legs very widely on the mrt or bus. The way they sit is like their family jewels is damn big and needs alot of space for them to nestle. My reaction is simple, use my leg to push their leg back, or stare at them, then stare at their legs, then repeat the action. They get the message all the time. :)

And so what's your patience level? I bet u have differing levels for different people, that's a norm for human beings. For me, i try my best not to stereotype and judge too quickly. Im not perfect myself, so why expect people to be perfect?

Okies, todae im abit mad. i know. I shouldnt laugh at people, its mean and nasty of me. lolx. Bad karma, i can feel it coming.....

P.S. : Eh, stop asking about my sister lah, she's attached alreadi, so please stop acting asking about how i am just to find a excuse to get my sister's number. We're frends since poly, and i wanna stay that way. :)

Jason's Simplicity: Whenever something is right, there's always another thing that's wrong.

Sick of it yet?

Sometimes, i feel people always tinks im still in a certain stage of my life, which i had alreadi moved on. Its not being too fast or anything, but i just learned that in life, u have to move on, being stuck on something or someone too long is simply unfair to yourself.

Life is all about yourself, though it sounds selfish. Mankind are by nature self-centred, though there are exceptions. Im just a normal man, so i admit, im selfish. There are certain things that i only do for certain people, and for the rest of the folks, it have to depend on my mood. So there, im selfish. Anyways, as i said, i moved on long ago, im into 'her' now, totally, completely, certainly. End of declaration. hahasss :P

Anyways what peter said is rite, we tend to take our mums for granted. But though i dun tok about her much, im veri defensive of her. hahass, and sometimes she does things that are unexplainable, things that will make u roll ur eyes and give up. lolx. That's my mum for u. lolx. I do have plans to do my duty as a son, but only selected ppl kw, because i dun publicize my mum. So if i told u about my plans for my mum, u're realli close to me. :)

I tried not blogging about emo stuffs, but its too boring for me. I cant simply blog about politics and my not so interesting life, then look back and discover its boring. I like to flip back and read my past entries and then recall how i felt when im doing that entry, that's y i needa record down my memories and emotions during that period of time. :)

Anyways saw sean at marina square just now. lolx, small world eh? Then before that say yuyun and laofun at cityhall mrt. I seem to bump into people at marina square alot, the last time i went there with corinne, i bumped into adeline. hahasss, small small marina square.

Nothing substantial to blog about in this entry, so shall stop here. But as usual, i dun like people to discourage me, the usual suspect is discouraging me already. Im fucking determined to prove him wrong. That's one of the reason im doing things im doing now. You're not always right, i can do it.

Jason's Simplicity: People that have or had will never understand people that never have or had.

Brittle-lity of Life

Argh, im reminded on how fragile life is. Somebody i've known have passed away, somebody from the skool. I onli saw him in the first semester, but i tink i've smiled at him before. He's my fren's fren, and i dun kw him personally at all, its just tat feeling that somebody u kw passed away, it realli sucked. Depressing, how people can simply be gone from ur life.

We're so fragile u know? Gives me the creeps when i think there might be a possibility that i might not be around tomolo. Its so unpredictable. Suddenly made me rethink what i wanna do with my life, do i wanna keep dragging stuffs and in the end when i wanna do something, i cant? Live life to the fullest, do what u wanna do. Since we all think we have all the time in the world, we can afford to wait....we are so wrong... absolutely....

The greatest curse a human being can get is the knowledge of when he/she is going to die. And in order to lessen the pain, they try to live their remaining lives to the fullest, doing what they normally would postpone to do. Dying people are the ones that fully appreciate life, forgoing all worries and stress, knowing that if they dun do what they want to, they will never get to do them.

Ah, this is all fucking depressing yet inspirational at the same time. Do what u want to todae, hesitate any further and u might not get the chance to do it tomolo. There are some veri important things i need to do, and i have been postponing them for too long. Far too long.

Anyways, lets move on, enough about death and despair. I'm propelled to write a song for my dear fren nich, he's one solemn soul man. After so many yrs, he's still haunted by a bad incident, its hard on him, but i understand that kinda feeling, though not fully. I shall try to write a song based on his experience, and hopefully help him get out of this deep deep sadness.

Nowadays, i kinda wanna write songs for every single thing and experience that happened in my life. Yet the funny thing is, im getting realli realli busy nowadays, especially with the increase in Seraphine's orders. The profit margin is low, very low. Earning $12 bucks from a $400+ PSP isnt exactly a millionaire maker. But what matters is the experience, yeah, the experience. Duh.

Jason's Simplicity: Im God, King and Hunk every nite in dreamland. wow. <(-.-)>

Flame Me

People feedback. People feedback to me. They say so and so isnt a realli good person, and the only thing i can do is listen and analyse. But i wouldnt believe people unless i saw it with my own eyes. I might be naive, i might be dumb, but still i believe its because they dun understand u, that's why the say such stuffs. I always choose to believe in people, because i believe humans just need to be understood. :)

Todae i realised one thing, being fat is a sin. If you're fat, u're easily ridiculed by people. Its not like they do it on purpose, its juz the natural state of things. hahas, and im fine with it, till now. All along i tot if somebody likes u for who u are, then tat's true love. Wrong. Looks means alot. Being fat means u're degraded. No matter how u deny it, u're degraded.

Therefore, i shall not tok more about this issue, because if i told u people im going to train and lose weight, i might fail again. Dun tok about something u are not certain of doing. I always say i wanna lose weight, but in the end im still the same, abit pointless and ridiculous. Eat less, do more cardio, im told. Try, i replied. And now sean's biceps are growing bigger, my tummy is expanding bigger. Fuck.

My head is spinning now, with loads and loads of stuffs. Seraphine is starting to take off, and as the orders start pouring in, my head starts overloading. There's this sickening guy that keeps bothering me asking me to do business with him, and he keeps calling, im totally pissed off with him. He's out to cheat me n ah wei, we both know, but we cant simply call him to fuck off. Argh.

Gal troubles also cloud my tiny mind, as is with my entire 24 yrs. hahas, but its funny, i kw its not possible but still i just want her to kw. yeah, i know, mad. but watever, fuck me, im crazy.

In pursuit of the perfect man. But being too perfect, is it realli perfect to be perfect? In the process of being perfect, will become not that perfect after all? A flawed existence is an ironic translation of perfection in fact. Food for thought... hmms....

And lastly, before i forget, weiliang, u are so wrong. :)

Jason's Simplicity: Im the silliest guy in the world. Im willing to be silly if its about u.

Ah-Beng

I've been staying at home for far too long this few days, not that i dun wanna work, not much roadshows these days. So what do i do at home? Simple, watch movies, dramas and play facebook.
Think about her, try to write songs about her and yea, consider how fat i am. Hahas~~

Yesterday i bought a Gatsby Grunch-Mocha dye for my hair, and its supposed to be abit frosty black in colour. After applying the dye, i went to watch The Simpsons. And i kinda forgot the time, so i happily say there laughing at idiotic Homer Simpson for 45 mins before i realised im still dyeing my hair. Fucking hell after i went to the toilet to wash off the dye, my hair became brownish blonde. 15 mins more it will become orange. Fuck man, i want black hair, and thanks to dumb me, its now SHINY BROWN. So now have to wait 3 mths later then attempt to dye it black again. Argh, wat the fuck.

Okay, i heard good reviews about Loreal's Architect Wax, and so i happily went to bought a bottle. I wanted to switch away from Gatsby moving rubber, its kinda boring and it doesnt hold that strong anyways. I havent tried Architect yet, but i hope it works as well as it smells.

Sometimes i tink my social network isnt as strong as other people, because i realised people have more frends then me. Not that im jealous or watever lah, but when you're having the hots on somebody that is kinda popular with people, u do get abit worried. When the choices are abundant, ur chances of scoring is proportionately reduced. Ironically, if she's anti-social and doesnt have much frends, there wouldn't be an opening for u to know her in the first place. Irony and its ironic irony.

Seraphine is doing fine now, as word spreads that our products are good and i make every effort to ensure quality to customers. The momentum is picking up, and the PSPs are rolling out slow but steadily. The website is also up and running thanks to me, and though we aint exactly millionaires now, i believe in future i will be. Seraphine is just one of the businesses that i plan to go into, there's other stuffs brewing in my pot, you could say im going to diversify my businesses. heh.

Right now my priority list goes --> her, studies, business, talents. Her, means her. Studies, means i must get my degree without ta paoing anything again. ever. Business, means success in all my endeavours. Talents, means my other stuffs, things like singing, song writing etc... I hope all these will be possible. They are all my dreams and what i realli want. I kw people might say im mad putting relationship as the first priority, but to me, what matters most is love and family. Since family wise everything is stable, i hope my love comes true. Even with all the money in the world, without love, life is meaningless.

So now technically speaking, the wheels of my dreams are in motion. I've started to fulfill my dreams one by one, its called the self-fulfillment prophecy. The feeling that your dreams are within your reach cant be described with normal words, i can only say that its definitely better then sex or chocolate. Hohoho.

Jason's Simplicity: I've always said so and so was all i ever wanted, but did i realli want them as badly as you in the first place?

Insanely Emo

(Do not Read if u cannot stand Emo stuffs.)

Was reading my private blog and recalling some stuffs that happened around 2 months ago. Realized how depressed i was then, i tried toking to people during that period, but it didnt help much. heh. i guess it all boils down to how u handle stuffs like tat, u can never get too used to that kinda feeling though. hmms.

I feel sometimes that during my search for the perfect one, i left out some good ones. Getting tired of things yet? i always ask myself, so many years, so many 'the ones', still not sick and tired? Im starting to doubt the existence of the legendary 'perfect one', hell im even starting starting to doubt life itself. Im not suicidal, for ur information, im just losing the trust in the thing called 'fate'.

Everyone has his/her time, but when is mine? There's so much i wanna do, so so much, but the pieces never seem to fall into the right places. Pardon me for being abit emo, because i haven been emo in a long long time, so yeah, allow me the luxury of being a emo kid in this entry.

And so there's still the person, the unique one. Every period there's this special one, and as my life transcends from one phrase to another, the special one keeps changing like a cycle. Some belonged to others, some still on the shelf. People ask, people listened, people got sicked, and people ignored. 100 and 1 advices, 100 and 1 remedies, yet none worked for me. We all know the reason why, its obvious, i myself can see the reason why. Its me, not anybody else. Im what i am, there's no denying it.


Jason's Simplicity : Humans adapt and evolve, how come im not?

Seraphine Playworks

Seraphine Playworks is born todae. Finally i've decided to name our game company that. hahas, todae went to take stocks again, and the funny thing is, the box with our stock is written --> new shop. meaning they reserved it for us, and since we didnt have a company name, its called New Shop. 0.0

Im quite happy these days, because my results turn out alrite, though not super impressive, i didnt ta pao any stuffs this sem. heh. Secondly my childhood dream finally came true, i now have my own business, hahass.

After being back from Port Dickson, i realised that i like outdoor stuffs alot. Hmms, dun kw why, i totally dig outdoor stuffs, things like paintball, beach sports etc. simply being under the sun with frends and having fun at the same time is... well, fun. hahass. If i was abit more outdoor-ish when i was young, i wouldnt be a stack of lard now. :s

Anyways, tomolo will go gym, finally its time to take a break from hectic business schedule. And in the evening, will be celebrating our exam-survival at vivo with the OG people. I was so damn glad we survived man. Wootz!

The curse of the heavens continues, when i wanted to run to burn off the lard, the sky kept raining and flooding the tracks. Fook. i am FAT FAT FAT, as the port dickson pictures showed ( well, almost ALL the pics taken in my life reflected that. hahahass). I realli wonder, IF i went for a super regimental training camp for 3 mths, how much weight will i lose? Or maybe find somebody that can control and prevent me from ballooning? hmms... watever, i still boils down to myself. Sad.

Todae i learnt how to mod psp from ah chua, the frendly gameshop uncle. I now can mod PSPs! heh. Went to get 10 stocks of PSP todae, ah wei and i were running around with $4000 cash. The freaking bank closed at 4.30pm, and atm can onli draw $2000 per day. fuck. Thank god, i am smart, i told ah wei to transfer $1800 bucks to my acct, and i drew it out. Ah wei drew out the remaining $2000 from his acct, therefore we have total cash of about $3800 with $200 alreadi in ah wei's wallet. Smart me. :)

Ytd went to have supper with aiying, and we were toking about guys keeping gals picture in their handphone/wallet. She told me there's this perv that kept her picture ( which is tat perv secretly took with his camera.) in his wallet, and one fine day, he dropped his wallet and she saw her face in his wallet.... lolx... She's like.... perv.... I was wondering, that guy is abit extreme lah, i mean i know guys keep pics of gals they like to remind them how much they meant to them, but dun SECRETLY take picture of people lah, bian tai leh. -.-"

I dun deny i do keep pictures of people that i like, but its all public pictures, not those secretly taken ones lah. And i keep pictures because i wanna compile them into something memorable, not for some crazy fetish. A good example is the scrapbook that i did a year back for somebody. I gathered her pictures, and then i printed them out to decorate a scrapbook solely for her.

Though i didnt get her, i still feel i did my best lah. Im that kinda person that wanna try my best before i will conclude that its realli not possible. I do persevere, but i also understand that if a gal likes you, she likes u, she dun like u, no matter what fuck u do also no use one. Its beri true, unless she ran out of choices, she die also wont choose u one. Maybe after sometime its possible, but at that moment she reject u, dun even think about it. And toking about perseverance, overdoing it is sickening, dun go and disturb and haunt people lah, piangz, dun want then dun want lah, why be like a sickening dog that keep pestering people? Hmph.

How did i digress so much? hohoho, as i was saying, if things start to look up, i might be acheive 'financial freedom' soon! ( Though i tink the so called 'financial freedom' is just a term invented by insurance agent to smoke their victims. hahahass! To me, financial freedom means having the extra cash to invest in stocks and make ur money work for u, not buy some dumb and silly 'savings' plan that erks out 3-5 cent to your dollar. Stocks is the way to go, boasting a 10-20cent to your dollar returns if u kw how to pick ur stocks. wee you wee~~)

Jason's Simplicity : Beauty and the Beast, possible?

RYAN CABRERA:

TRUE

I won't talk
I won't breathe
I won't move till you finally see
that you belong with me

you might think
I don't look
but deep inside in the corner of my mind
I'm attached to you
mmmm

I'm weak
it's true
cause I'm afraid to know the answer
do you want me too?
cause my heart keeps falling faster

I've waited all my life to cross this line
to the only thing thats true
so I will not hide
it's time to try anything to be with you
all my life I've waited
this is true

you don't know
what you do
everytime you walk into the room
I'm afraid to move

I'm weak
it's true
I'm just scared to know the ending
do you see me too?
do you even know you met me?

I've waited all my life to cross this line
to the only thing thats true
so I will not hide
its time to try anything to be with you
all my life I've waited
this is true

I know when I go
I'll be on my way to you
the way that's true

I've waited all my life to cross this line
to the only thing thats true
so I will not hide
its time to try anything to be with you
all my life I've waited
this is true

*Got a feeling tonite i will do a double entry. hmm...*

Port Dickson

Just came back from Port Dickson todae, therefore i have loads to blog here regarding the trip. Song lyrics will be postponed to some future entry when i have nothing interesting to write about.

Port Dickson was fun, and brought back lots of memories when i was still serving the nation. National service seems to come in handy in lots of situation, obvious examples being the obstacles course and paintball events.

Obstacles course, a simplified version of the traditional SOC that we army guys go through lots of times. 2yrs after ORD, and im faced with the task of completing SOC again. But to my surprise, i actually completed the course man. I dun understand why, but i can still do the monkey bar. The rest of the obstacles was a breeze for me, because the rugged me is revived. Though i look fair and smooth and fat, im actually a veri rugged and tough person when things start to get dirty.

After i've made it clear to myself that im gonna get down and dirty, then my mind will start telling my body one sentence --> " Just Do It.". And then u will see me, determined to overcome whatever stands in my way. I know, im fat, but i have the substance and soul of a man.

Enough self promotion, the paintball event was damn fun, i loved the feeling of being able to do the 'leap and bound' drill again. I was in the same team with Rei, and we owned the first rnd, but sadly, as the rounds went by, our ammo started dwindling and we were massacred. hahaha! But still, its fun, especially considering the commaderie and coordination between rei and me. Fun!

The food there was nice, very nice indeed, but its always the same fare. Chicken, curry were always the staple for lunch and dinner, but its nice lah, so i wont complain. The lamp chops were wonderful, much much better then those sold in singapore. The lectures were a tad boring, but quite enriching nonetheless.

Accommodation wasnt so rosy though, its an air-coned bunk with dbl level beds. I dun expect high class accomm for $60, but at least let it be in an mosquito free area. I was attacked by mosquito till i nearli went crazy in the middle of the nite. Mozzies like me alot, im fat and sweet, tat's the explanation the guys gave and i realli tink it wasnt so convincing. -.-"

I knew new people there, and some of these new people are... well, damn hot. hahass, i dun kw whether those people will be reading this, but i realli tink amalia is hot. Good looks coupled with a devil's figure, wootz, perfection. But she's muslim, and though im not racist, i cant bear to part with pork. And though she's so perfect, i still tink 'she' is better, i dun kw why. Even eugene also dun understand when i told him my preference. lolx.

The indon and viet guys are also quite fun to be with, though there's the language barrier. People like Phu, Filbert and Oscar are realli fun people to be with. And typical singaporean guys like jialiang were also wonderful to befriend.

And this trip was quite fruitful, though time is quite hectic because we have a packed full day schedule, the OG people still found time to take towels and go star-gazing at nite. Gazing at the stars gave me an answer to a dead-knot deep in my heart. We saw shooting stars and i personally wished upon the stars to grant me something, though that something im toking about, needs lots of effort on my part. Oh well....

And so, this trip was fun and i've grown further. My business has just started rolling, which im damn happy about, because i finally took the first step. My family is also doing well, financially im working abit here and there, which will be enough to pay my bills till the business profits come in. What im lacking is what i wished for. Figure it out. :)

K, that's about all i wanna write now, im simply dying to get in bed to sleep. I will blog in whatever i forgot in the nxt entry. So ya, im going now. nitez.

Jason's Simplicity: Starlight, starbright.