Brittle-lity of Life

Argh, im reminded on how fragile life is. Somebody i've known have passed away, somebody from the skool. I onli saw him in the first semester, but i tink i've smiled at him before. He's my fren's fren, and i dun kw him personally at all, its just tat feeling that somebody u kw passed away, it realli sucked. Depressing, how people can simply be gone from ur life.

We're so fragile u know? Gives me the creeps when i think there might be a possibility that i might not be around tomolo. Its so unpredictable. Suddenly made me rethink what i wanna do with my life, do i wanna keep dragging stuffs and in the end when i wanna do something, i cant? Live life to the fullest, do what u wanna do. Since we all think we have all the time in the world, we can afford to wait....we are so wrong... absolutely....

The greatest curse a human being can get is the knowledge of when he/she is going to die. And in order to lessen the pain, they try to live their remaining lives to the fullest, doing what they normally would postpone to do. Dying people are the ones that fully appreciate life, forgoing all worries and stress, knowing that if they dun do what they want to, they will never get to do them.

Ah, this is all fucking depressing yet inspirational at the same time. Do what u want to todae, hesitate any further and u might not get the chance to do it tomolo. There are some veri important things i need to do, and i have been postponing them for too long. Far too long.

Anyways, lets move on, enough about death and despair. I'm propelled to write a song for my dear fren nich, he's one solemn soul man. After so many yrs, he's still haunted by a bad incident, its hard on him, but i understand that kinda feeling, though not fully. I shall try to write a song based on his experience, and hopefully help him get out of this deep deep sadness.

Nowadays, i kinda wanna write songs for every single thing and experience that happened in my life. Yet the funny thing is, im getting realli realli busy nowadays, especially with the increase in Seraphine's orders. The profit margin is low, very low. Earning $12 bucks from a $400+ PSP isnt exactly a millionaire maker. But what matters is the experience, yeah, the experience. Duh.

Jason's Simplicity: Im God, King and Hunk every nite in dreamland. wow. <(-.-)>