Flame Me

People feedback. People feedback to me. They say so and so isnt a realli good person, and the only thing i can do is listen and analyse. But i wouldnt believe people unless i saw it with my own eyes. I might be naive, i might be dumb, but still i believe its because they dun understand u, that's why the say such stuffs. I always choose to believe in people, because i believe humans just need to be understood. :)

Todae i realised one thing, being fat is a sin. If you're fat, u're easily ridiculed by people. Its not like they do it on purpose, its juz the natural state of things. hahas, and im fine with it, till now. All along i tot if somebody likes u for who u are, then tat's true love. Wrong. Looks means alot. Being fat means u're degraded. No matter how u deny it, u're degraded.

Therefore, i shall not tok more about this issue, because if i told u people im going to train and lose weight, i might fail again. Dun tok about something u are not certain of doing. I always say i wanna lose weight, but in the end im still the same, abit pointless and ridiculous. Eat less, do more cardio, im told. Try, i replied. And now sean's biceps are growing bigger, my tummy is expanding bigger. Fuck.

My head is spinning now, with loads and loads of stuffs. Seraphine is starting to take off, and as the orders start pouring in, my head starts overloading. There's this sickening guy that keeps bothering me asking me to do business with him, and he keeps calling, im totally pissed off with him. He's out to cheat me n ah wei, we both know, but we cant simply call him to fuck off. Argh.

Gal troubles also cloud my tiny mind, as is with my entire 24 yrs. hahas, but its funny, i kw its not possible but still i just want her to kw. yeah, i know, mad. but watever, fuck me, im crazy.

In pursuit of the perfect man. But being too perfect, is it realli perfect to be perfect? In the process of being perfect, will become not that perfect after all? A flawed existence is an ironic translation of perfection in fact. Food for thought... hmms....

And lastly, before i forget, weiliang, u are so wrong. :)

Jason's Simplicity: Im the silliest guy in the world. Im willing to be silly if its about u.