Its been a long time since my last entry...exactly 2 weeks... well, i waited for her hint in her blog, but it seems i dun understand wat she means... haiz... maybe im realli too stupid le ba. ^_^ . But hor, i tink ignorance might be bliss in the end, because i dun tink she holds much feeling for me. im not low-confident lah, its juz the facts mah, i realli dun c any hints leh.. i guess she still juz treats me as a frend onli ba. hahaha. Dun worry bout me, cause i've learned to take things in my stride a long time ago le, so im not too sad lah. What cannot kills me onli makes me stronger mah, rite? Work wise im getting more n more slack le... god save my soul, im rotting in camp le... maybe its wat they call ORD mood ba..:P... Looking back, i realised my life actually only revolves around the same old things. im always repeating the same old routines the whole year round... i dun want that kinda of life, so most probably after my NS, i will travel around the world to see wat is out there. But the money will be a problem, maybe i go on holiday once every 3 mths? hmm... Everyone has their own problems, but for me travelling is a good way to de-stress ba. i like to look at the night sky in another country n tink of the ppl who i treasure in singapore. Are they looking at the same sky as me? Basically i like the feeling of coming home the most... its like a new start to ur life, wat u c n hear overseas will change ur perceptions of how things are in ur own life. Everyone seems so much fresher n changes is all around you... Its like travelling to the future ba... hehe. hao le lah, i dun write too long le ba... Im not a religious man but still, maybe god bless me from now on ba..( i dun know whether got god anot lah, but hopefully he still bless me no matter wat ba... haha. ^_-)

How do you know u r in love with a gal? Tis question always pops up between conversations... everybody have a different answer to tis simple question. My answer? Quite simple also... If i feel care for her, i will be worried for her safety if she goes home late at nite. Although smsing seems quite 'fan', but its juz a simple way to care mah. ^_-. Sometimes frendz can always go a further distance, ur heart have been broken b4, y not let me take u on a lifelong journey to show u wat is love actually? Im not a veri veri brave guy hence i also not sure whether u wanna go out with me anot. lolz, then i wait here wait there also abit silly rite? Give me a positive signal n i cfm will pop the question to u one. Im not like other guyz, seriously, let me tell u y im different.
1)Im fat, so i no other gals will snatch me from u.
2)Im poor, so no gals would want a pauper like me.
3)Im ugly, so no gals will want me to go out with them.
4)Im stupid, so i cfm wont cheat u.
5)Im nice, so u would be my little princess no matter where u are.
6)Im lazy, so i also certainly wont make the effort of going to know other gals cause its too tiring.
7)Im NOT a jerk, so i will NEVER EVER break ur heart.
8)I have a soft n cuddly body, so u will have a big n lively teddy bear with u whereever u go.
9)Im humourous, i can realli entertain n cheer u up.
10)Finally, im damn cute n big size, so who bully u i can KILL him/her. (Except ur parents...-.-)

See, im so good, it hurts. ^_^. U know who im toking about le lah, YES, it YOU! Im willing to let u hit me all the way, no matter wat happens, im willing to be there to let u beat...(unless u kill me lah, i die liaoz then cannot let u beat le...). But hor, i dun know how to tell u the truth, because im not sure whether u want a guy like me anot leh... wat do u tink? lolz... Try to hint abit in ur blog ba, i will be waiting... :P <----(Jason is damn gutless, but he's damn sincere leh, give him a chance lah... dun wait le lah... :P)

Im getting lazy... sssssssssssooooooooooo long then blog sia... but nvm, im going to write a composition tis time.. hehe... its nearly 2 weeks since i last blogged, n surprisingly nothing serious happened sia -.-....Lets start with work ba, im leading a realli slack life in the med ctr these days because im alreadi having the ORD mood liaoz.. im ORDing on december 24th! tis yr's christmas would mean so much to me... :P Im leaving the stupid SAF finally sia, all these days in the army have taught me alot of things though. No wonder they say guys tat went thru army r more mature lah, how to dun be mature when u have some crazy lamers tat scream at u for no reason watsoever of 2 yrs n 4mths? Even a healthy person will change when he/she everday TURBO tio kan by a bunch of crazy losers rite? Kaoz, i tell u all something, in army we are worms, but wait till we ORD, we will become DRAGONS liaoz.. then those tat bully us using their ranks will realli suffer when they meet us in society..wahahaha..DIE! Okay le, dun bitch about work le, we go on to finance. Im still as poor as ever, i sometimes realli wonder hor, if i got a girlfrend hor, she cfm will suffer with me one sia, i always so poor till cant even support myself every mth -.-...Then if she suffer i cfm will heartache one, so hor, y find a girlfrend to purposely make myself heart-pain leh? got logic rite? hehe, after i ORD, i tink im working liao le, i dun realli wanna study anymore le, damn sianz. Yesterday nite i was in camp doing duty mah, then hor, i was watching 'Jue Dui SUPERSTAR' with my campmates... the contestants r realli brave to go up stage sia, but they realli sing like pigs sia.. kaoz, i nearly died listening to the guyz sing, all cannot make it one, pui! The gals still quite ok lah, they sing mostly buay pai one although none are realli chio. :P Im tinking of joining nxt yr when im out of the army leh... dun know got chance anot leh... hmm, but hor, i realli respect one of the contestant leh, the guy is BLIND but he sings like an angel sia... he's a busker i always c in the streets one leh, but too bad he didnt get into the final 24... i tink its because of his disability ba, because all the guys sing n look like pigs....
Or izzit my ego acting up? hahaha, everybody cfm tink themselves sing better then the contestants one, but let me tell u one thing, my singing is REALLI REALLI BETTER THEN THOSE PIGS! WAHAHAHA <----(Jason went mad with pride again, haiz, y is he so haolian one? Buay tahan sia...T_T)