Monday, June 27, 2005

Its been a long time since my last entry...exactly 2 weeks... well, i waited for her hint in her blog, but it seems i dun understand wat she means... haiz... maybe im realli too stupid le ba. ^_^ . But hor, i tink ignorance might be bliss in the end, because i dun tink she holds much feeling for me. im not low-confident lah, its juz the facts mah, i realli dun c any hints leh.. i guess she still juz treats me as a frend onli ba. hahaha. Dun worry bout me, cause i've learned to take things in my stride a long time ago le, so im not too sad lah. What cannot kills me onli makes me stronger mah, rite? Work wise im getting more n more slack le... god save my soul, im rotting in camp le... maybe its wat they call ORD mood ba..:P... Looking back, i realised my life actually only revolves around the same old things. im always repeating the same old routines the whole year round... i dun want that kinda of life, so most probably after my NS, i will travel around the world to see wat is out there. But the money will be a problem, maybe i go on holiday once every 3 mths? hmm... Everyone has their own problems, but for me travelling is a good way to de-stress ba. i like to look at the night sky in another country n tink of the ppl who i treasure in singapore. Are they looking at the same sky as me? Basically i like the feeling of coming home the most... its like a new start to ur life, wat u c n hear overseas will change ur perceptions of how things are in ur own life. Everyone seems so much fresher n changes is all around you... Its like travelling to the future ba... hehe. hao le lah, i dun write too long le ba... Im not a religious man but still, maybe god bless me from now on ba..( i dun know whether got god anot lah, but hopefully he still bless me no matter wat ba... haha. ^_-)

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