Stagnant Water

Todae wasnt so routine. Supposed to wake up early to go gym this morning at 7am, but i woke up at 7am, sat on the bed for 5 mins, then suddenly i concussed. Next thing i kw, i woke up at 9am. gosh. I had a sudden loss of consciousness for 2 hrs, hahahass.

Anyways, had lecture todae, im late as usual. Marketing wasnt veri interesting, lectures are not veri interesting in general anyways. And then there was project discussion. The thing about project is, they're quite interesting although tedious. U kind of get stuck everywhere and u have absolutely no idea how to start. Ah well, things always seem to straighten themselves out and deadlines are always met rite? yeah. =)

Supposed to join the guys for a run, but remember i have to go gym? So i rushed home to get to the gym before they close. Evening gym is fucking crowded man, i dun wanna try it again. And there's this fucker, i put my towel on the machine to 'book' the machine cause im going to get a drink, its like 5 seconds? Tat cb took my towel, put on another machine then snatch my machine.
And so, when i came back 5 seconds later, i gave him the meaningful stare, and i was supposed to ask him what is his father's name. Yes, i wanted to make sure his dad wasnt lao lee before i whack him. But, i didnt do silly things lah, i was kinda chuckling to myself at my crazy violent thoughts. And so i stand beside him and waited lor, wat to do, im supposed to be grown up and not quarrel over small things. Yes, this blog is a place where i am childish and i can vent my violent intentions. muahahahah

And todae's training was kinda tough, cause after the day, i was quite drained, but nevertheless, trained till muscle fatigue, focusing more on the arms. The next session shall be toning, so wont do heavy weights. And kert just reminded me, i gotta do more cardio. So my new schedule will be gym and roadwork one day, swimming the next. Yupz, more cardio, i need to lose my round face, its making me damn depressed. hohoho

Just a random thought on the bus home, there are people in the world that look down on you, and give negative comments. To me, these people are there for a reason, to spur u on and test ur patience. Some people think they are so hunky and stuff, but deep within their souls, wat are they made off? Im not a veri clean soul for your info, but i do not look down on people. No matter how fucked up i am, i will never look down on a person, unless of course, that person is totally fucked up. Ben is a good example.

And so, there's lesson tml, and tml is wednesday! yeah! Thursday there's a 30% chance of going k-ing, because ppl might fly aeroplane last min, so the status is like KIV. Ah well, me and my boring life. Oh ya, before i sign off, gotta tell u people one more aspect to add to my travelling dreams.

Im gonna start a travel-blog when i start to traverse the globe when i have the cash. You know, go everywhere and take pictures and find out more bout the culture there, then post it all up in a blog as a sort of album. hohoho, tinking bout it makes me excited man, i love travelling.

Jason's : If only i am him.

- - - - - -

Sometimes, in life misunderstandings happen, and some misunderstandings are veri hard to clear up. U might not think they are misunderstandings, but have u ever given a chance to the other party to explain?

Normal life as usual, went down to run just now. The same old usual route, i tink the next run i will go explore NTU ba, its mostly upslope, so the resistance will be greater. Wasnt veri effective these 2 days, supposed to be on low carb, and i kinda ate chicken rice. sigh. Where is my determination man....

Will be heading down to the gym tml as usual, and i always feel veri excited and happy to train, i dun kw why. Maybe its the feel good factor after every work out, or maybe im juz trying to occupy myself with some thoughts to distract me from tinking too much. Ah well, watever it is, it makes my training more effective in a way.

A quiet nite tonite, as is every nite. Looking around my room, i am realli freaking disorganized and untidy. Papers lying all around, clothes strung all over my bean bag. I tink i needa pack my room sometime soon. Lots of things plaguing me now, the projects have started unofficially and the fucking reservist matter havent been settled yet.

Im always fucking tulanz when i tink about the reservist thingy. I just wanna study in peace man, not wear green and go sleep with the mosquitoes. Fuck my CO, hope his dick grow mushrooms. Fuck.

And so, as i was saying before the vulgarity outburst, i needa pack my room. Oh ya, i watched Harold and Kumar, both the movies were damn funny and i had a good time laughing at kumar's antics. And i was sooooo damn impressed by how kumar scared the shit out of the old auntie on the plane. hahass, u guys should go watch it, the full name of the movie is Harold And Kumar : Escape From Guantanamo Bay.

Tomolo shall do my projects. I dun wanna piss my frends off. The other day, i tot it was SM group project meeting, which turned out to be MR, and so i was fucked by the guys. Heng it's with the guys, i can imagine i will literally die if its... ah well, gotta organize myself and get my shit in position. Projects here i come.

To end todae's update, i shall tok about my day todae. Interesting rite? Went to have brunch with my mum and grandparents at bukit merah market. And as usual, the chit chat with old folks never fails to amaze me. They always have gems of knowledges to impart to you. And as things go, my mum was complaining about me not having a girlfriend. And my grandfather said something quite interesting. He said in cantonese : " 缘份未到.".

Jason's : Im out of gas finally. Let god take over my fate.

Bird Bird!

I rarely blog these days, due to the simple fact that i have a drought on ideas and topics to blog on. If i blog about how much i like her, u guys say i am too crazy over her. If i blog on politics, i might a free stay in changi. Worse still, i might blog something that piss people off and they will come kill my whole family. So ya, i will stick to telling u guys my daily life and bore the hell out of u peeps. =)

Todae went to gym as usual, trained hard, but not hard enough i guess, though i trained till muscle fatigue. I know i shouldnt rush things, so wat to do, go home lor. Will be running tml evening, and most prob swimming on saturday if the weather permits. Training is now part of my life, and there's one other thing i wanna make a part of my life. Okay, im not supposed to tok bout her tis entry. hahass.

And in the evening, i went back to NP Strings, my old guitar club at Ngee Ann Poly. I dun kw almost everybody there man, im realli getting super old, and its been like 3 yrs since i realli went back to take a good look at my club.

I went on a tour of sorts, i was the onli guitar alumni there, and i kinda patrolled around like some VIP on inspection. lolx. I hope i wasnt a irritant lah, i was walking around tinking about the good old days, when i was still kiddish and in my 18s. All the things that happened at every corner slowly floods into my mind.

The staircase outside the clubhouse: I asked somebody to be my gal here, and i repeated 3 times before she got the msg. hahass

The music room where we practiced: Where most of the memories are, spent a dark nite here with a ghostly encounter, cracked stupid jokes here, practiced hard for concerts here etc. And yes, i met corinne here.

The store where we stored the equipments: Stupid place, hot like fuck with no ventilation. Used to be and still is a rubbish dumb.

The clubhouse : place to slack and hold meetings. i remember the quarrels the committee always have, and i used to chuckle at one corner at their anger. I mean come on, got need to quarrel meh, tok nicely lah. And the hole tat the 'supposingly' veri furious derrick or derence or watever-his-name-is punched in the wall is no longer there. Dumb fellow. totally stupid.

So you see, though the place is kinda small, lots of memories came back to me when i was looking at the old pictures of NPS during my days. I wasnt a cam whore, so i didnt have much pictures, but those few i have, i was realli fat sia. (I know, im still fat now. haha)

Didnt tok to those people i dun kw, im now anti-social. weeee. So like i was saying, i listened in on their practice for the upcoming concert, and i must say, i am disappointed. The standard isnt there anymore and the ensemble wasnt realli tat great. Im not good i know, but still i must say, they realli need to buck up, they have 1 mth left to the concert. sigh.

Going to skool tml to do project. Haiz, sibei sian, need to go back to skool all the way to do project, yet lan lan must go back. I kinda tot i can go swimming tml afternoon lor. Nvm, dun whine, project must do, its a responsibility to my group.

Going low carb again, though i just ate nasi lemak juz nw. Argh. That officially means i cannot touch any starch for the rest of the week till next friday. wah lan, fuck me. From now onwards, no starch or sugar, or its suicide for me. And yes, i will start to drink iced kopi-o kosong before every training session to get some caffiene into my system to aid metabolism. =)

Jason's : It never was a crush. Im serious.

Juiced

Again the wheels are moving, and again i feel sick and tired of change. I dun kw man, seriously i dun kw. But like i said all along, im quite certain this time round. Veri veri certain.

In financial need again, as usual. sigh, and im such a nice fren, i even forked out my last $50 to help my fren with his website. yeah, its hoohaa.com. And those reading my entry, if u people wanna join hoohaa, put my nick aegisx as the referrer, and that will entitle u to 5 additional bids on top of your 20 per mth.

The various parts are growing, and i like how i look in the mirror. Day by day, after training, the shape kinda jumps out of my lard slowly. So now i need to keep buring off the lard and building what's underneath, with time, will definitely get sean faris or christian bale's body. Or so that's i try to motivate myself lah, dun laugh at me. hahass =p

Went to look for my MP again regarding my deferment for this semester. Why the fuck do my CO keep forcing me to go back man, do i seriously look like i enjoy giving up studies and go rot in camp with uncles? Sigh. Why must the stupid reservist clash with my semester man, just fucking post me into a unit with the other tertiary dudes and i will gladly return to serve the nation. (My MP Alvin Yeo is a veri nice fellow.)

Tomolo is will be having marketing minor in the morning, and then go NP to train in the afternoon, after tat go for international finance class. Thinking bout training makes me excited man, im looking forward to sweat and train. heh.

Oh ya, i nearli forgot, tat day i went to SIP's outing, and knew a few new people. The president eugene wasnt a bad guy i realised, im juz prejudiced because of my own judgement lah. And as usual there's edmund, the hyperactive guy from port dickson. He toks lots of rot and craps, kinda funny because he always embarass himself infront of people. Hahasss

And edmund asked me one question which i did not answer. "Why you dun speak to the gals one?". I kept quiet and walked on, ignoring him. I mean, what's there to tok about? I just find it a chore to ask people stuffs, im starting to tok less these days, because im afraid i might say the wrong thing.

And there's this fat fellow who is quite interesting. I forgot his name, though he added me on facebook, but he looks totally like a uncle. Surprisingly, he conducts himself well, and his craps are quite high leveled, takes a smart person to laugh at his jokes. He got charisma, that one i give it to him. Those ang moh type of charisma with your homely uncle physique. hurhurs

And then there's tsai or sai or watever is his name lah. He's from myanmar though he looks like 80% like an ang moh with black hair. Stick thin, veri unique dress sense and i tell u man, he is one pretty boy. Im not gay, but i cant help noticing he looks extremely pretty man. Huge eyes, small mouth, sharp nose, wah lan eh, tis is the first guy fren i have that looks super pretty sia.

Finally there's this indonesian chinese guy called joker. Yes, the pronunciation is joker, though i dun kw how to spell his name. Speaks chinese (duh...) and urm.... tat's about it. Nothing impressive about him, loves to grab attention though. So you see, i keep quiet in a crowd, but i am veri observant.

What else to update u people... hmms.... business wise, i have lots of opportunities all of a sudden. People are asking me to help them out. Most say they trust me, but i tink they cant find other people lah, so have to settle on me ba. A frend asked me before, why dun i strike out and start something on my own?

To answer that question, i realised im not ready to go solo yet. There's alot i have to change, especially my lazy attitude. Going solo means u are responsible for urself, and i dun give much emphasis to myself. I will feel responsible when im doing stuffs with people, cause i feel they trust me and i should do my best to uphold that trust. Alone by myself, i onli have to answer to myself, so yeah... -.-

Jason's : Every song tells a story, will i write my story into a song?

突发奇想

突然之间，我竟想以中文来记录这次的日档。 这几天以来，我更加肯定我真的爱上了训练。 每天都想着去跑步，真他妈的，如果我早一点有这种思想， 我早就已瘦下来了。言归正传，昨天和同学们去看 “赤壁”， 很不错的一部片子， 虽然有些地方做的有点跨张。 奶奶的， 关张赵三名猛将就将两千名士兵杀个清光。 哇靠， 有够变态。

开学以来，我每天上课时都很开心，虽说都是一样的人， 一想到每天都有东西做，就有一种无名的喜悦。当然，能让我最高兴的，也只有一个人。 *笑*

反正贤着，就把一首老但很猛的歌贴给大家过阅吧。这首歌是澳语的哦！

我有我路向
成龙

词：黄沾 曲：李宗盛

大时代 放眼望 急风中
我要有我路向
我有我 小岗位
我有我美丽梦幻小小理想
这世界 云迷雾障
去试试我志向我有我主张
对准风暴 挥出每滴能量

大时代 远路更长 天风中
我有正确路向
我有我 好岗位
我有美丽梦幻好好理想
这世界重重路障
更要试我志向我有我主张
不奢望 只想发热发光

自由自我 匹马单枪
那管东方西方北方我奋身上
全力去尽我心 爆一声笑声
毋负你满心渴望
未惧万难 不怕苦干
淘尽我我满身力量

凭我匹马单枪我东方西方北方
我奋身上全力去 尽我心
一声啸响 男儿又爱你满心渴望
莫负热望重望 万难千困我干
淘尽我 我满身 力量
流尽我 浑身血汗

阿蓝 ：这首歌，越听越猛！

Royal Ramblings

Todae, i got a question to ask u peeps. Do you think that there is another person who looks exactly the same as you, living somewhere else in the world? Its abit crazy to be tinking bout such things when everyone is like so stressed up with life itself. hehe. But seriously, if there is indeed an identical person, then the onli thing that separates us is our personality. Personalities are unique, might be similar, but i dun tink its possible to find 2 persons that behave, eat, shit, sleep and perceive in the exact same ways. Even twins dun do that, do they?

I once said i like to look up into the skies, simply because im quite intrigued by the fact that no matter how different we are, whether we are frends or enemies, sad or happy, we are still encompassed under the same sky. That's why there's this saying that as long as the sky havent caved in on us, nothing is too hard to accept and swallow. Life itself is a paradox, as well as a pandora's box. We humans are governed by our paradigms, and mindsets are contagious, if u're happy, ppl around naturally get happier. At least that's the crap going on in my brains lah. tch.

Alrite, no more serious stuff. Now lets go to the more cheeky things in my life. Muscle-head nich (aka kert), jordan and weiliang are avid lovers of everything thai. Kert is half-thai, jordan was posted to thailand during his NS, so i tink its normal he like thailand. But for weiliang, i dun realli know man. lolx. I do agree thai gals are hot, the 3 above mentioned fellows keep preaching to me how wonderful and frendly they are, compared to singaporean gals.

Im closer to kert, and he's kind of subtle lah, as in tell me abit bout how thais function and their culture. Jordan, i haven contacted him for like ages, and i remember the last time we msned, he also told me he's cfm getting a thai wife. As for weiliang, he came back from thailand and then he's a thai convert.

He says the gals there woo guys, not like in SG where guys woo the gals like crazy. He's abit masochistic i tink, u kw, a MCP, so i aint surprised he's attracted to them lah. He's at the same time trying to convince me to give up. But i told him, i like sg gals, no matter how kiasu they are, how dao they are, and how materialistic and unreasonable they are. Come on man, these are the womenfolk we grew up with, if we cant handle them, how do u wanna handle the society in future?

And so yeah, im a purist. Only singaporean gals. I want somebody that can appreciate laksa and durians, complains alot about the ERP, employs singlish during conversations and rushes for the occasional sale. No need warm and frendly lah, face the facts man, if ur gal is veri warm and veri frendly, u can take it anot? Jealousy sets in, and u get screwed. So remember, if u wan her to be sociable, make sure u can accept her sociability. =)

The picture below is a thai gal that i tink is damn pretty lah. Her name is Nun Woranuch. Ironic that someone called Nun is such a pretty lass. hurhur. But yeah, she's damn pretty. Notice her big eyes, im a sucker for gals with big eyes. lol
















With that, i shall end my incessant ramblings tonite. Tomolo morning gonna go gym again, which is like my weekday morning hobby these days. And to the anonymous guy that tags my blog, be more confident ba, dun try to understand how things work in the world, most of the time, they aint meant to be understood. I once said this, and i stand by this : " If somebody likes you, they like you for who you are no matter how you portray yourself."

Jason's : Smoke gets in my eyes~~

The Black Lotus

Im in a crisis now. Fuck man. I just hope the additional weight is muscle mass, and not the fats coming back. My body shrinked, but my face is still kinda round leh. Sigh, yet again something within me tells me tis all takes time.

The tears of an angel. This is one picture i find to be damn cool. I paste here show u peeps ba. heh. And before i forget, credits to coolchaser.com and diane, the author of this picture.
















This is the type of photography that i wanna do in future when i have money. The crystallization of a moment in time, where the feelings and emotions of a particular person at a specific time is captured. (but i tink this picture is photo-shoped lah, hahass.)

Alrite, now onto what i did todae. Went to kembangan to help out at a family event in the open field. Its fucking hot and my face is fried, yes, its tomato red nw. Was pumping balloons at the booth using a balloon pump, and we did a realli silly experiment. We inhaled helium gas and our voice instantly became those cartoonish voice. lols

i dun kw how come helium changes ppl voice, maybe later i go google it up. Its realli hilarious lah, when grown men sound like some sissy cartoon character. hahass. And then the job itself was veri veri tiring and taxing, we're like standing all the way and the kids flock in to get balloons.

Its kinda sad to see the parents teaching the kids to take ALOT of balloons, u kw, kinda like impart the kiasu attitude to them during such a young age. The Q is alreadi freaking long, and then they wan like 5 balloons? Singaporeans. sigh.

Overall todae was quite an experience lah, though its quite shiong. I believe no matter how hard the going gets, we always get to learn something from each and every event. There's no 'vegetables' todae, the onli 'veges' there are 'bean sprouts'. Anyways im still onli interested in 'black lotus', so i dun realli give a damn.

3 more days to first day of skool, kinda happy, but abit sian after realizing i needa spend tons of money on textbooks. Next semester have lots of theory modules, so need textbooks... or maybe i hiong ba, i get LM and SM text nia, the others fuck it ba. hehe.

People laugh, ppl ridicule. I even once doubted myself. But its my choice, so i shouldnt be doubting myself. They can laugh, they can ridicule, i made the decision, i chose my route. Strength of character and will is something i lack in the past, so im not gonna give in anymore.

Reservist, its back to bug me, and as usual, my application got rejected, so i appealed. Most prob will get rejected again, and then i shall do the usual stuff, go find MP again. I dun realli feel wonderful, having to keep seeking the help of my MP for a deferment so that i can concentrate on my studies and projects. Its like finding someone of higher authority to pressure on my CO, i dun realli wanna do that man, but my studies are definitely more important, so yeah, gonna use authority.

Sunday run, monday gym, tuesday swim. Wednesday whole day of lessons, though its all RMIT visits, so i foresee it will be kinda useless. Overseas lecturer visits are a complete waste of time, i tink they should stop this practice man.

The life style of the rich and ang-moh educated. Pretty gals, clubbing nights, flashy cars. They onli shop at label shops, and their rooms are like a mini apartment. Was reading up on some of their lifestyles, and i do have some opinions on them. A black lotus is one in a million, rich red roses are all around. I choose rarity over quantity anytime.

Jason's : Of kids and balloons and helium gases.

NTT-Docomo!

Richie overslept todae, and therefore i was gyming all by myself. I seem to be doing things all by myself these days, and i have a crazy habit nowadays. Whenever im bored and have nothing to do at home, i will go do roadwork. U know, kinda jog for 10 mins, then stroll around neighbourhood for 30 mins.

Went to drink kopi with richard and do some catching up. He's attached to a gal now, half-indian, half-chinese, or so i remember. I kinda told him bout my worries, and he gave me a veri good analysis and advice. I can always depend on him to help me sort things out, what he says might not be pleasing to the ear, yet they always make sense.

The details of our little talk, i shall keep it secret. Lets just say he kinda put be back on the right track, and reminded me of who i am. Mentality wise, he's among the more logical and matured frends i have.

Frends, sometimes no matter who they are, they say some veri fantastic stuffs. At least my close frends are abit unpredictable. For example ah wei, whose pride is high and absolutely nobody can make him admit he's wrong. He once told me something on the bus home when i was complaining to him bout fei zai's irritating attitude. Ah wei : " We are frends for so long because we accept each other's shit mah, i have flaws, u have flaws, so the reason why we're good frens is simply because we accept and endured each other's shit."

wow. so veri true.

The next section is about my regrets. I have 2 regrets plaguing my mind right now, one of them is for terrorizing adeline as u ppl knew. lolx. But its resolved lah, we're now good frens and i realised she can crap alot man. The other regret isnt so easily resolved. Its the onli thing i wished i didnt do. All i can say, its a vicious cycle, how ironic is it that things came one full cycle. Give me the ability to change things, and i will go back to change that day. Why cant i just shut my trap and sit down there and eat my stupid food. Sigh.

Tml will be going to kembangan for a 15min briefing on the job to do on saturday. Yes, u heard rite, a 1 hr trip from boon lay to kembangan just for a simple 15 mins briefing. Zzzz. Dumb company, its just a event lah, cant they brief like 30 mins before the event? Kaoz, tiu na seng. Heng mee kia also working with me, arbo i cfm reject the job one. Bo liao. Its in the evening somemore. Fuck.

Oh ya, before i go, i discovered NTT-DOCOMO phones are WONDERFUL todae. Damn nice lah. they have this SONY BRAVIA PHONE, which u can watch tv on! They have this other phone called AQUOS, and yes, its uses SHARP's AQUOS technology on the screen. Wah lan eh, imagine watching super high quality images and videos on your handphone. Wow. I checked out the prices, its around $780 SGD with a hypersim card, sad thing is, its onli compatible with M1 and Singtel SIM cards. I-phone? nah, im getting a NTT-Docomo SO906i Sony Bravia. =)

Oh ya, show u ppl the picture ba. =)













Jason's : Is romance a social entity or a individual entity? hmms..

Pique

Went to skool todae to check out the CCA fair. SIM's CCA variety ain't many, so there wasnt much choice anyways. Was interested in singing club, so i went to check out the booth. I think i might go to a session to see what do they do during their training, u kw, kinda recce and see how things operate.

Also signed up with the Social Enterpreneurship Club. Dun ask me why i joined, i dun kw, maybe wanna give things a try ba, and just nice i can go in promote Hoohaa. Things is getting serious these days, im losing the happy-go-lucky thingy. Was out with ah-zheng 2 days ago to drink kopi and intro him to Hoohaa. He always commented that im no longer the sec skool guy that smiles and joke around alot, i always have this tinge of sadness and stress around me nowadays.

With adulthood, comes lots of things to stress about, so as we grow up, we get more stressed up. I realli do respect those people that have the courage to do what they want. Was smsing richard the other day, and he told me he's in australia. Im like what the fuck? When the hell did u go to australia man?

He told me he felt like going, and then he spent his bonus on the air tickets and flew there the next week. Wow. That is what i call absolute decision making. He's back in singapore todae, and tml gonna go gym with him.

Toking bout gym, im going there regularly, around 3 or 4 time per week, and as usual, i keep a look out for extraordinary stuffs. Contrary to popular belief, i dun look at gals at the gym, i look at the guys and their training technique. Im not gay, i love gals, so dun even for one moment think im gonna be gay soon. heh.

When ppl go gym, they usually get to know a few regular gym-goers. But im just plain anti-social and i rather stick to my trusty ipod. Gym is a place to train, not to tok and chat. Even when richard and i go gymming, we train hard individually, we rarely tok. The last gym trip, we onli said 3 sentences to each other thru out the training.
1)"I go warm-up le, see you later."
2)"Shag sia, how's your progress?"
3)"You done yet? im done and good to go, tell me when u're ready."

Saw kert in skool todae, he shrinked man, but can see he's more defined now. And he commented that my body shrinked too, but i tink my face is still round. Sigh. Wat to do, patience ba. Im just glad that im training regularly now, no matter what it is, its still beneficial in the long run.

Jason's : In ah sen's world, fate does not exist.

长大

There is alot more to learn in life. Its true when they say u learn something new everyday. Even idle web surfing, u can learn stuffs tat u never expect to learn about. Was researching on Andy Lau's song 'Shi Qi Sui', or 'Seventeen Years Old' in english. Very meaningful song narrating his journey thru like thus far.

And i stumbled upon this chinese guy's blog, he gave an analogy of human life that i tink is quite sensible. I paste what he said over here to show u peeps what i mean. "人总是不断的长大，人总是在不断的经历中长大，可是人总是有成功的，也有失败的，但是没有一个人希望自己是那个失败的人。十七岁那年我刚刚上高中；二十七 岁，我已经开始工作，开始渐渐的明白什么是人生，怎么经历人生；三十七岁，还有十年，一切都在继续……。我想起了一句话：过去只是人生经历，而不是一种负 担。"

After this event, i grew up abit more mentally. Im still veri sure of my feelings, but i do know, its all part and parcel of life itself. While training todae, i quietly asked myself what do i realli wanna accomplish in this life. Deep inside, i alreadi drafted out a plan for my future, what career i want, what status i wanna achieve and what kinda partner i want. Whether i reach those goals, depends alot on how i steer my life path.

I always have to realign myself man, does it happen to everybody? Somewhere along the line, u kinda lost your way, and then u have to wake up the idea and realign yourself back to the route u were meant to take.

Hoohaa.com officially launches on 21st july, and i wish ah wei all the best. If hoohaa goes smoothly, money will roll in for him, and finally my childhood fren will be a rich boss. =) [I just realised the jg that tagged in my blog was junkgal. heh.]

Tomolo will be going back to skool for the CCA fair, i wanna join singing club and hiphop club. And if time allows, maybe dragonboat or some other form of sports club. Kert was asking me whether wanna join SIM judo club anot. hmms.... i tink tml see how much the course fee first then say, im fucking poor now.

And before i go, i wanna tell u peeps, im gonna go eat subway tml! I absolutely love subway, healthy fastfood for the calorie counting me. hahass. Their white chip macadamia cookies is wonderful, and therefore i went to source out the recipe. Will be baking the cookie soon on my cheat day. ( Ah well, im cheating so much these days, that cheat day seems like just another day. faaaarrrrrkkkk......)

Jason's : If u remember me, add chipotle southwest sauce to your subway sandwich next time.=)