Juiced

Again the wheels are moving, and again i feel sick and tired of change. I dun kw man, seriously i dun kw. But like i said all along, im quite certain this time round. Veri veri certain.

In financial need again, as usual. sigh, and im such a nice fren, i even forked out my last $50 to help my fren with his website. yeah, its hoohaa.com. And those reading my entry, if u people wanna join hoohaa, put my nick aegisx as the referrer, and that will entitle u to 5 additional bids on top of your 20 per mth.

The various parts are growing, and i like how i look in the mirror. Day by day, after training, the shape kinda jumps out of my lard slowly. So now i need to keep buring off the lard and building what's underneath, with time, will definitely get sean faris or christian bale's body. Or so that's i try to motivate myself lah, dun laugh at me. hahass =p

Went to look for my MP again regarding my deferment for this semester. Why the fuck do my CO keep forcing me to go back man, do i seriously look like i enjoy giving up studies and go rot in camp with uncles? Sigh. Why must the stupid reservist clash with my semester man, just fucking post me into a unit with the other tertiary dudes and i will gladly return to serve the nation. (My MP Alvin Yeo is a veri nice fellow.)

Tomolo is will be having marketing minor in the morning, and then go NP to train in the afternoon, after tat go for international finance class. Thinking bout training makes me excited man, im looking forward to sweat and train. heh.

Oh ya, i nearli forgot, tat day i went to SIP's outing, and knew a few new people. The president eugene wasnt a bad guy i realised, im juz prejudiced because of my own judgement lah. And as usual there's edmund, the hyperactive guy from port dickson. He toks lots of rot and craps, kinda funny because he always embarass himself infront of people. Hahasss

And edmund asked me one question which i did not answer. "Why you dun speak to the gals one?". I kept quiet and walked on, ignoring him. I mean, what's there to tok about? I just find it a chore to ask people stuffs, im starting to tok less these days, because im afraid i might say the wrong thing.

And there's this fat fellow who is quite interesting. I forgot his name, though he added me on facebook, but he looks totally like a uncle. Surprisingly, he conducts himself well, and his craps are quite high leveled, takes a smart person to laugh at his jokes. He got charisma, that one i give it to him. Those ang moh type of charisma with your homely uncle physique. hurhurs

And then there's tsai or sai or watever is his name lah. He's from myanmar though he looks like 80% like an ang moh with black hair. Stick thin, veri unique dress sense and i tell u man, he is one pretty boy. Im not gay, but i cant help noticing he looks extremely pretty man. Huge eyes, small mouth, sharp nose, wah lan eh, tis is the first guy fren i have that looks super pretty sia.

Finally there's this indonesian chinese guy called joker. Yes, the pronunciation is joker, though i dun kw how to spell his name. Speaks chinese (duh...) and urm.... tat's about it. Nothing impressive about him, loves to grab attention though. So you see, i keep quiet in a crowd, but i am veri observant.

What else to update u people... hmms.... business wise, i have lots of opportunities all of a sudden. People are asking me to help them out. Most say they trust me, but i tink they cant find other people lah, so have to settle on me ba. A frend asked me before, why dun i strike out and start something on my own?

To answer that question, i realised im not ready to go solo yet. There's alot i have to change, especially my lazy attitude. Going solo means u are responsible for urself, and i dun give much emphasis to myself. I will feel responsible when im doing stuffs with people, cause i feel they trust me and i should do my best to uphold that trust. Alone by myself, i onli have to answer to myself, so yeah... -.-

Jason's : Every song tells a story, will i write my story into a song?