Friday, March 20, 2009

Ain't She Meaningful?

Well a few things here to tok about. First is i tide thru the IME test, i tink lah. Should be able to pass ba. Went to the career fair todae to check things out and maybe find a job there. There's a few insurance companies there, which im quite wary of, since i didnt realli like the prospect of selling insurance.

Alrite, now for some gossip and the aftermath. No, its not bout O. Yeah, been sometime since i used the codename O alreadi. Anyways like i was saying, i was returning home after la-ing kopi with the fellows at the kopitiam.

While i was crossing the road, i saw a couple in their 20s quarreling in the distance, and being the kaypoh me, i tried to listen abit on what the conversation is about. I didnt realli kw the whole story, but i heard the gal say this: "You have never demonstrated to me how much you love me at all."

That guy juz stood there quietly and extremely pissed. To me, the thing she said also sets me tinking, and whatever they said after that i didnt listen alreadi. The thing is she's actually veri rite, usually guys are callous and rarely do they do anything to show their gfs how much they actually meant to them.

And so, i quietly revised something i knew all along. The fact that love is a give and take relationship, its not all take and no give, its also nvr a all give and no take thing. You all get what i mean la hor.

Despite all these years being single, i actually learned alot of stuffs from my attached frends. Things to do, and things not to do. I can make a lists of those 'things', but i will not, cause the main point here is not to demonstrate to anybody whatsoever what i am or who i am. This entry is just a simple reflection of what that gal said.

Having said that, i suddenly remembered this song from when i was young. Its by Backstreet Boys, and i just so happened to stumble upon the MTV. Can you guess what song it is?




And so remember to tell your gal/woman this--> I'll never break your heart.

Friday, March 13, 2009

unusual chatter

alive not dead. this entry is to tell ppl im still alive. sort of anyways. heh.

As usual, the nxt entry will be a little lengthy.

Say, my entries these days are starting to be few and far between, yet its always so damn long man.

Ah well, me n my grandmother stories.

gonna koon, tml do EG. sianz.

made to last, i am. =)

Friday, March 06, 2009

Detached.

Tomolo is MC test. I hecked it. Kinda. Suddenly felt like not studying this afternoon. Sigh. Maybe its the lethargy from yesterday? Might be. Ah well, my lil sista sent me a song by NeYo, like 5 mins ago. Is kinda meaningful, at least some parts of the lyrics.

As per normal, i keep thinking bout things and how they are going. Studies wise, its going waywards, and we're halfway thru the semester. Wow. Money wise, im drained. But i shall say this again, im in love with muay thai. Though im bruised and shagged, im definitely lovin it. heh.

Will post some pictures here when i get my hands on the muay thai pics. So meantime, settle for the lyrics of the song from NeYo that i was toking bout in the previous paragraph.


Mad
Ne Yo

She's starin' at me
I'm sittin' wonderin' what she's thinkin'
Nobody's talkin' 'cause talkin' just turns into screamin'
And now it's I'm yellin' over her, she yellin' over me
All that that means is neither of us is listening

And what's even worse?
That we don't even remember why we're fighting
So both of us are mad for

Nothing, fighting for
Nothin', crying for
Nothing, whoa
But we won't let it go for

Nothing, no not for
Nothing, this should be
Nothing to a love like what we got

Oh baby, I know sometimes it's gonna rain
But baby, can we make up now?
'Cause I can't sleep through the pain
Can't sleep through the pain

Girl, I don't wanna go to bed mad at you
And I don't want you to go to bed mad at me
No, I don't wanna go to bed mad at you
And I don't want you to go to bed mad at me
Oh no no no

And it gets me upset
Girl when you're constantly accusing
Askin' questions like you already know
We're fighting this war
Baby when both of us are losing
This ain't the way that love is supposed to go

Whoa, what happened to workin' it out?
We've fall into this place
Where you ain't backin' down and I ain't backin' down
So what the hell do we do now?
It's all for

Nothing, fighting for
Nothing, crying for
Nothing, whoa
But we won't let it go for

Nothing, no not for
Nothing, this should be
Nothing to a love like what we got

Oh baby, I know sometimes it's gonna rain
But baby, can we make up now?
'Cause I can't sleep through the pain
Can't sleep through the pain

Girl, I don't wanna go to bed mad at you
And I don't want you to go to bed mad at me
No, I don't wanna go to bed mad at you
And I don't want you to go to bed mad at me
Oh no no no

Oh, baby this love ain't gonna be perfect
Perfect, perfect, oh oh
And just how good it's gonna be
We can fuss and we can fight
Long as everything's all right between us
Before we go to sleep
Baby, we're gonna be happy, oh

Baby, I know sometimes it's gonna rain
But baby, can we make up now?
'Cause I can't sleep through the pain
Can't sleep through the pain

Girl, I don't wanna go to bed mad at you
And I don't want you to go to bed mad at me
No, I don't wanna go to bed mad at you
And I don't want you to go to bed mad at me
Oh no no no




So there, another one of the little meaningful songs that meant so much. *it rhymes. heh*