3 doors open, 2 doors closed

People ask me, why i so long never blog. My answer besides the exams is that i dun wanna divulge too much stuffs, might cause misunderstandings you see. Exams are officially over, and if nothing goes wrong, theoretically im at the end of my student life. After 26 yrs. wow.

Along this whole 3 yrs of uni life, everything now seems like a fleeting image. You kw, the joyous times, the down times, the mugging days etc. I've made frens that i kw can go the distance, and im kinda thankful that i actually belonged to a group the moment i step into uni.

Went out abit after the exams, and im beginning and understand the magnitude of the next phrase of life. Finally i have walked out of the confines of this academic society, armed with the most basic of qualifications. Which door will i open? What path will i walk? The unknown always seem to excite me and generally speaking, im a risk taker.

Pilot plans have to be shelved for the time being, cause i needa earn some dough for the reasons i've explained in a previous post. So now its a ground job for the time being. Banker? Marketer? Sales? Infact, i dun wanna take up a back end job. Yeah i kw its stable, but there's no challenges and risk, its too mundane. I thrive on volatility, to me, its either u make it, or u dun. Simple equation.

And lastly, there are 2 things i should shed. 1 is fats, the other, my kiddish demeanour, or in short, my crapping and yapping. Im naturally a joyful person, but sometimes too joyful and i automatically go into crap mode. And so, time to lose it and face the world. =)

Alrite, now to tok about a type of person i totally fucking hate. I hate ppl that keeps saying how bad life has been to them and they keep toking about what kind of shit they have been thru etc. They think they're the onli ones with problems and they've been thru enough shit and hence is a breed above. I say fuck their cb mentality. I know of 2 persons like tat.

They lead what kind of fuck life, i dun care, but the thing is, i KNOW things aint that bad for them. They are the kind of fucktarts that craves for people to respect them, and they aint getting it from me. Infact, i look down on them. To have to resort to such methods hoping that people will respect them. Pui.

Im toking about a specific type here, im fine with people whining about life and such, but to tell you things like "aiyah, i've been thru more then you lah, u dun kw one lah.", tis is that kind i hate the most. Among the 2, 1 of them i totally ignore, whenever he ask me out for kopi or watever, i simply ignore or heck. I dun wanna go out there and listen to his fucking cb nonsenses, and i totally am not impressed by watever he says he's been thru.

People like to dramaticize things, to the extend i realli realli feel they are damn dumb. Argh. Fuck them all.

Okays, composure. Chill. And as i was saying, life after studies. A few plans are in my mind, i alreadi plan how to spend money =.=". Firsy paycheck will be used to buy working neccesities, and then nxt one to revamp my room, and all future earnings will be invested. A percentage will go to repayment of the study debt, and a little amount is saved in the bank, just in case my stocks go bankrupt. i shall apply the 1/4 theory that i so convenient thought out for myself.

The 1/4 theory is a basic and simple approach to investment that people always overlook. 1/4 of your investment fund should always be hedged on some non-risky asset, and the other 1/4 for extremely risky assets. The remaining half should be positioned somewhere in between both risk horizon, meaning moderate-risk assets. Never play contra, unless you can cover your ass. After my bad experience with the US stock markets, i can safely tell you guys that stocks are never predictable, or should i say, human psychology?

And then to supplement the investment mentality with the professional gambler rules that i've read up on. Ya, i went to research on gambling as a profession, and the ironic thing is, professional gamblers do not realli 'gamble'. They take calculated risk, and alot of patience is required. Professionals stick to the staking plan, and observation serves a critical part in the success or failure.

Wootz, i've been writing for the past hr unwittingly, and i haven updated you guys. haha

Next week im going to vietnam for my grad trip. And im not veri excited about it, dun kw why leh, just not excited. Before people jump to conclusions that im not excited because of a certain someone not going for the trip, i wanna inform people that usually before going overseas, im always in a non-chalent mood. Its the same when i went to Japan, Taiwan, Australia etc in the past. So this attribute is inherent, not derivative. =)

Oh ya, lastly, i wanna tok about true frens. There are 2 types of frens, one type, they listen to you and are there for you when u are down. The other type are the ones that lend you a hand when u are in trouble. Those people that listens and lent me a hand when im down and out, these people are the ones i will remember when things goes nicely for me. As much as i have these frens, i also wanna be such a fren to them as well. I believe in what comes around goes around, so people that are nice to me, i will be nice as well. Those that toks nonsenses and gives me fuck reasons when the going gets tough, be assured you wont even get shit from me.