Paradox

I know im slow, but i recently started listening to a david tao song called Melody. Its a song he wrote for one of his ex-girlfriend in LA. Nice song that chronicles the feelings that david has towards Melody and it sorts of tugs at my heart-strings because i believe almost everybody has somebody in their life that they love yet cannot be with.

Was toking to eugene online ytd nite and we were discussing how come there's someone in our lives that is almost the perfect one for us, yet we can't be with that person. We can only be frends with that special someone and that kinda agony sorts of disorientates me mentally. Im not going crazy, but its simply like u're under water and u cant resurface for air, yet at the same time u cannot drown. Complex yeah? :) Anyways here's the song lyrics, sub the word Melody with a 3 syllabus name of that someone in ur heart. :)

MELODY

终于明白你已变成回忆
没有言语能够说明当别人问起
谱了一段旋律没有句点
也无法再继续


像埋伏在街头的某种气息
无意间经过把往日笑与泪勾起
忽然心痛的无法再压抑
原来从未忘记


melody脑海中的旋律转个不停
爱过你有太多话忘了要告诉你
melody 无数动人音符在我生命
爱过你失去你我才知道要珍惜


当时无法为你写的那首歌
都是我永远的遗憾
当爱逝去如果所有的错重来一次
能否改变结局


终于落下休止符的那首歌
我听着每一个音符流过的回忆
为什么在那么多年以后
还不能说再见


melody 脑海中的旋律如此熟悉
爱过你在我心里只能轻轻叹息
melody 无数动人音符在我生命
爱过你失去你我才知道要珍惜


melody oh melody
我永远不能忘记
你是多么的美丽
让这音乐一直不停响起


melody oh melody
我舍不得去忘记
我们快乐的过去
请别让我从这梦境清醒


melody 脑海中的旋律如此熟悉
爱着你求你听我唱完这一段旋律
请不要离去


melody 你是在我脑海不停的旋律
爱过你我的心里只能无言叹息


melody 无数动人音符在生命里
爱过你失去后我才知道要珍惜你

Jason's Famous Quotes : Leaves leave because living as a leaf leaves no choice but to leave.

Did You Know? : Segmented hearts proves segmented affections.

Filial

Hmms, been nearli a mth since i last blogged. Im not sure what to write too, because there's simply too many stuffs that happened in this 20 odd days. Lets start with how my life has been going so far ya?

Working part-time nowadays as usaul, and im slacker this holidays simply because i wanna watch dramas and movies. I know i should train, as i have around 2 mths before its judgement day. Money as usaul is not enough at all, i have so much stuffs to buy and invest in, yet i dun have the funds to buy them all, lolx. Actually the one thing i would realli wanna buy is a black/brown leather jacket, looks damn nice and leather is classy. heehee. :P

Affairs of the heart wise, the cycle is starting once again. I know this sounds silly, but once again i made the choice to remain single, simply because i want somebody that i deem i have chemistry with. And not those simple chemistry, i want major chemical reaction. I know i dun have the assets to hiam other ppl, but its my heart mah. :)

An example is the teacher i was toking about a few mths ago, i met her at a skool guitar concert a few days ago. And after some turn of events, she was sitting nxt to me and chatting with me happily. We do click well and we were toking about -believe it or not- bermuda triangle and pyramids and ancient wonders of the world. lolx! But though we click, i dun tink the relevant amount of reaction is present within me, yes she is pretty, yes she is smart, but i tink she's not my type ba. Henceforth, i didnt make any further moves. hahas :P

Alrite, im feeling tired just typing so much nowdays, so lets go to a more enticing part of my entry: The societal theories! Was on my way to office this morning, when an old lady boarded at jurong east and say beside me. Then she started toking nonsense to me and the guy beside her, initially i tot she was being frendly and i merely smiled. But although i ignored her later on, she continued probing me to get my attention and blabbered on, im totally irritated but i cant scold an old lady mah.

Kaoz, i was so frustrated and felt so bottled up that i seriously wanted to stand up and fark off to one corner, but its super rude to the old lady. And so i endured, she continued toking rubbish and i continued to ignore her, when finally i cannot take it anymore.

Guess what i did? i suddenly found the whole issue amusing and i started smiling to myself, dun ask me why i felt its funny, but deep within me, the tulanness changed to humour. lolx! She stopped toking to me once we were in the tunnel and i was tinking how crazy the whole thing was. hahass. :P

So what makes an old lady blabber so much to strangers? izzit when ppl get old, extreme loneliness drove her to be mentally unsound? Or izzit when she was younger she didnt tok much, hence she tried to tok more when she got old? What i tink is most prob her family didnt tok to her much, or maybe she have family problems therefore she needs to tok to ppl to feel at ease.

Old folks in singapore are quite poor thing in fact, other country's old folks retire and live a good life, whereas old folks in singapore are still working at fast food eateries to earn a living. Izzit our national culture that made our old folks work like dogs? Or izzit our national sense of filial piety is dangerously lacking? I guess the answer is obvious just reading the newspaper daily. In our pursuit for monetary and esteem satisfaction, we neglected our consciential development.

Parents became people that painstakingly took care of us and sheltered us till we grow to a age ripe enough to abandon or ignore them both verbally and mentally. A dangerous epidermic is spreading like wildfire among us urbanians, we are losing our roots slowly and surely. True enough there are people that still treasures these traditional values, but as wealth grew, so did our misconception that money is equal to love and filial piety.

Some parents gave monetary satisfaction to their kids thinking that its love, and some kids gave money to their parents believing its being filial. Oh how wrong they were, infact current social affairs seems to grant insight into this trend which proves to be both detrimental and contagious. All in all, love ur parents more, no matter what they did.


Jason's Famous Quotes : Courage is a derivative of cowardice.

Did You Know? : Im beginning to like a very irrelevant person.

Corinne

I once said, music is my life, and hence todae i shall discuss some of my favourite singers. :)

First and foremost is Jay Zhou Jie Lun, he is a veri talented song writer and the song he writes always tugs at the listener's heart. But what he lack is a singing voice, lets be frank now, jay realli dun have a nice singing voice. As a conclusion, his composing abilities more than makes up for his voice deficit, that's why he is the king of mandarin pop currently. He preaches Zhong Guo Feng and he's songs always surprises people by incorporating musical vibes from various european styles. He's the pride of mandarin music. :P

David Tao Zhe, a man that has the composing and singing talent. His style inclines more towards a RnB composition base and he do steps into some heavy metal vibes too. Vocal wise he can reach high notes easily and his voice holds a sort of veri soothing thickness in them. An interesting fact is the ZHE character in his chinese name does not exist in the dictionary ( i tink so, because i dun realli kw. hahass :P )

And next up is Hom Wang Li Hong, this is somebody with the package. And package means voice, talents and looks. Boyish good looks coupled with a good vocal alreadi is a sin, and he has composing talents when it comes to love songs. His Forever Love is one of his best piece he has written and most of his love songs have become classics over the years. His mastery in a range of musical instruments gives his music melodies a number of routes for expression.

Okies, im getting tired and i shall stop at 3, will continue the others another time. hahas. :p Anyways i still tink Jay is the best simply because he is a true-bred homegrown asian, david and li hom are both ABCs ( American born chinese, not Ang moh kio borned chinese. =.=" ). David and Li hom are both from rich families ( i tink) and Jay was ur typical poor single-parented kid.
To their fans, there's no pun intended okies, dun flame me hor, its just my opinion. :p

Watched Spiderman 3 with sean todae, and we toked about some issues of our life. Still as man as ever eh sean? hahass :P Ai Zai! And thks for the new method to deal with problems man, next time i also take off my shirt. :p Jokes aside, spiderman was nice, but its the usaul fare, hero save gal, cheesy one liners and the likes, u get it ya? I wished there was another movie like 300, epic yet it tugs at ur innate male ego. Im tinking whether they will be coming out with a San Guo movie, theres so much space to get creative with that script.

I had a crazy idea sometime ago, and this idea is so crazy, i tink its interesting! Shyts! Im going to be a director, ya, u heard rite, a director. lolx. Im supposed to shoot a army/war flick and then edit it abit to make it like a spoof. hahass! Anyways do anybody kw where to buy those small small dark green plastic soldiers? When i was young, they used to sell the little green soldiers at provision shops and i totally love those toys. Ah~~~ Childhood, dun u just miss those days? hmms...

My dvd player has broken down. Fark one sia, why the hell did it broke down? Sianz lah, i tink im going to dismantle it to repair the lens soon, like what i did with my playstation 2. muahaha! Another plus point of studying engineering in the past! Infact, im starting to miss engineering modules... haiz... And im listening to JJ's Chi Pang now, which started me tinking about corinne and our past. I tink im beginning to miss her alreadi, after exams maybe its time we went out, its been AGES since i went out with a gal, im beginning to suspect im gay man. hahass! :p


Jason 's Famous Quotes : Noone can clip my wings, i choose when and where to land.

Did You Know? : I measure biceps growth. I am normal. I am sane. I love biceps.......

Dreams?

Seriously speaking, i've ran out of ideas on what to write, unless i write some beri controversial stuffs. Hmms... Okies, fark it, shall break the rules this once and write something debatable. :P

Video/PC games. That and the word GUY usaully goes together. I understand there are more gal gamers nowadays, but still, most of the gamers are guys. From young, parents tend to hold a notion that if we game too much, we will fail exams. But they didnt kw, we can learn lots of different stuffs from playing games. Some games even expect you to be clever in order to complete it. Gaming is the top in the galfrend's list of enemies, second being other gals. Up to 75% of guys in developed countries spends 60% of their time on games, and gaming culture is slowly evolving to something more elegant and formal as compared to the lack lustre gaming community in the past.

Though they say gaming is bad for health, for fat ppl, its the exact opposite. When fat ppl game, they lose weight because they rarely eat, never goes out and the only time they step out of the house is to buy more games. Hard-core gamer's routine is simply game, shit, eat, sleep(maybe).
I've a few frends that lost around 10 kgs simply by gaming over a 3 mths period. Gosh....

Im supposed to get a haircut these days, but im contemplating shaving botak. Should i? Look like recruit rite? hmms... lolx... :P I still have that bottle of hair dye at home that is collecting dust, but most prob will cut short my hair then dye it for the holidays. :)

Yesterday i had a veri funny dream, its about this gal that i have NEVER see before in my life. The scene was set in such a way as in im supposed to like her, then i didnt tell her about it, in the end when i told her i liked her, she said if i told her earlier, she would have accepted me. And being rejected, im supposed to be sad rite? But i heck it and simply held her hand and that's it, she's my gal. Wtf? What kinda dream is that man? Thing is i have never ever seen her before, so where does that comes in? Anyways i woke up with a hundred question marks on my head, and after blogging it down here, shall forget it and dismiss it as just another dream ba. :)

Lin Yu Zhong, a farking talented musician i must say. I've seen him perform live on Bai Fen Bai, and i must say, he's sense of music and rhythm is impressive. So much so that im going to buy a acoustic guitar when i get pay nxt mth and go full throttle with writing songs. :)

Was working at HDB Hub 2 days ago and i got to know a person. She says she loves her bf more then he loves her, and she knows it yet cannot control it. My advice to her is simple, noone needs another person so that they could live on in this world. Relationships are transcendent, they dun usaully last that long. What matters is the process, people learn from failed relationships, so that they can be a better person for that correct one that is coming along. Therefore enjoy what u have now and let it be a sweet memory that u can recall later in ur life. Although this may sound cruel, but break-ups are inevitable, when they come, they come.

I tell my frens about when things end, they end, no point grabbing on to watever u can hold on to. Im a man of liberty and i believe in fate, when things end, it signifies that there is inconcilable damage present. Therefore rather then rushing to mend the damage, why not go our separate ways and find out what is wrong? If fate and time decreeds that we should be together, no force in this world can stop us being together in future, be it 10 yrs, 20 yrs. I have said it before, and i say it again, i dun like being tied down involuntarily, and i dun like to tie ppl down. We're together because we want to be, not because we need to be. Remember, people get together because they want to, not because they need to.

I strongly believe we are like birds, we have wings and whether we are strong flyers anot, depends on what we went thru during our lifetime. Tying ppl down is equivalent to chopping their wings off with a knife and therefore imprisoning them without giving considerations to their feelings. Tugging too hard at a kite will in the end break the string. :)

Okies, now to some ironic-societal humour. Question: What is the onli need that remains constant throughout a guy's life? Answer: Money. Generally before marriage, guys have 3 things in their mind, Gals,Cars,Money. After marriage, Wife, Kids, Money. lolx. There's obviously more, but i shall onli list 3 items. What we're doing in our daily lifes ultimately lead to the final objective, money. We study, so that we can make more money. We work hard for money. We eat so that we can stay alive to earn more money. We sleep so that we are more energetic to earn more money. Money is the final destination. Any shortcuts? Yes. 4D and ToTo. :)

Oh, and before i forget, happy birthday history blogger. :)


Jason's Famous Quotes : A successful man is one that earns more then his woman can spend, a successful woman is one that can find such a man. (Quoted from Botak Jone's Menu.)

Did You Know? : Im learning to make sushi. Special ones. :)