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Been watching the whole Young And Dangerous Series on crunchyroll these days. hohoho, the shows kinda rekindle the long forsaken flames of my youth. Hahass, its so nice watching them after so long and i do respect how chan ho nam actually carries himself. I guess lots of guys of my era look up to chan ho nam as a role model, but seriously speaking, none of the people i kw came close to him at all. hahas! Maybe its cause he's a fictionous character lah, but i dun believe people that values loyalty still exists todae. :)

Ah wei's cousin derrick was chatting with me about some mundane stuffs on MSN yesterday, and he said something that i sort of dun agree with. Are all seemingly 'bad' people realli bad? Are gangsters all evil? I dun tink so at all. What determines what kinda person someone is, is definitely not he or she looks to be, its what is inside the heart that matters. A lowly hooligan may infact be someone that helps and saves people in times of need, whereas ironically, a top notch lawyer may in fact be a selfish bastard that only cares for himself and his precious status.

I tink everybody's parents will most prob educate us on a very famous phrase -->" when u grow up my child, please be somebody useful and dun do bad things and join gangs". And its under this type of environment that we are injected the concept that gangsters and hooligans = evil. But have we ever saw through the common illusion that exists in our society these days? That modern top-earning professionals are in fact the most terrible beasts that exist among us, those that schemes and plots with that dark dark heart of theirs for others' downfalls?

Im not condemning the entire cohort of people, but till this day, i never fail to wonder how human beings can degrade to such an extent. When people say that we are leaving our barbaric ancient ways behind and advancing to a more civilized world, i beg to differ. True, we are advancing and learning more and more elegant and acceptable ways of living, but deep inside, our hearts are degrading at a alarming rate. We hide behind masks, we operate with a motive, we resort to unscrupulous means juz to get wat we want. And hence, as we grow more 'civilized', our hearts grew darker.

What causes such huge extents of degratory effects? I suspect its something called education. With the introduction of strategy and tactics, we employ schemes and plots into our life to further our self-perceived 'fame and fortune'. In the past, education was much more mild and traditional, people get education to seriously become educated. Sadly, people get education now to become rich one day, not to get educated. A phrase that i coined is simply people nowadays are "getting educated without being educated.".

Hurhur, enough with blabbering about my own opinions of society, im also guilty as charged. hahass :P Evil people exists in this world so that i can see them thru my eyes and remember how degraded a human being can be. Each and every stroke and move is slowly seen by me, and bit by bit i've seen how scheming people can be, acting all nice to somebody but deep inside, they want something from them. Be its lust, money, power, i've seen all of them being done. :)

Tomolo the day is about going to gym, then swim, then in the evening cooking for my family. Lolx, i've become sort of a chef at home now and im going to try different recipes every week. Practice makes perfect mah, and i tink culinary skills will realli come in handy if in future im going to work overseas. hhahas!

Jason's Famous Quotes : What seems light, might in fact be dark.

Did You Know? : I always try to judge myself first before judging other people.