I Wish~~~

The recent events that occurred in my life tis few weeks is what i called the cursed period. Alot of unhappy things are happening in my life to pull me down. The army is forcing me to abandon my studies and go back for reservist, which i am going to get prove and then escalate this incident to national level.

Even though MP helped me, my fucking cb CO just dont see the cb point that i am a FULL-TIME student and i paid to study. I tink he just fucking look down on SIM students, how come NUS and NTU people juz need a simple letter to get deferment, whereas i need to go through so much fuck? He wanna play around with my studies and my future rite? Okies, lets play, im going to the forum, newspaper and the relevant departments. And if its possible, i would like to take legal action too. Juz wait and see. Bastard.

And then there's my studies to worry about. Todae juz went for my first finance lecture and im truly glad i made the switch. Im totally into finance and what the lecturer said is like a revision of the book that i read on stock exchange. I feel that finance shall be my strong subject this semester. As for the other topics, that's where the problem lies, im not that confident anymore after failing my comm law...haiz...

And adding salt to the wound is that it turns out that she realli dun feel anything for me. Im glad we sorted things out 2 days ago, though toking bout these type of stuffs over MSN aint realli that nice lah. I understand her wish to stay single and realli have sometime to cool off from the past relationship, but its juz this weird feeling within me that pushes me to at least get an answer. And at the end of the road, the answer isnt what i realli wanted, though im getting used to the same sentence over and over again-->" Sorry, but ur're not my type." -.-"

Anyways things were sorted out and i guess now is not the time ba, and so, i postpone wooing her to a later date. Right now i juz try to keep the feeling in stasis within me and just continue being good frens lor. Whether its possible in future anot, lets just let fate decide ba. Bottomline is this ---> no special stunts or watever silly things that can potentially embarass her. lolx!

Right now, since i have everything locked away, its time to train up for my ippt. Will be taking ippt on 15th august and though im fat and useless, i shall try to pass it. hohoho. 2 days ago, i finally picked up my butt and went downstairs to the stadium to run. Its been like 3 yrs since i last ran and as u ppl kw, i dun like to run. I was so incredibly vexed and pissed up that i forced myself to run, its good because exercise helps me vent my frustrations out. Todae i went swimming after what seems like ages and indeed, the swim calms me down alot, clearing up some of the entangled emotional problems within me.

Tomolo will be meeting zhengyi at the gym to do some weights. Good time to train my pull ups and tone up abit. Im even considering joining dragonboat as a CCA in skool but im kinda worried what happened during poly days will repeat itself, i dun wanna fail anything again. -.-"" One more news is rei is suddenly interested in the martial arts and he asked me to join a martial arts with him. hohoho. The other guys are considering joining either aikido or muay thai, and since im mad about the arts, im fine with anything. ( except those that are too expensive lah~~)

I dun believe in making empty promises and unless i realli forgot about it ( i have short term memory...my memory is onli 64MB...), i will do my best to honour it. That's why i dun tell people that i will 'wait' for them. Remember, guys that tell u that they will WAIT for u, are lying. What they meant by WAIT means ---> If another better gal comes along, i will jump ship, in the meantime i wait for u first.

My birthday is coming nxt mth. 24th august! hohoho, im going to open a chalet and invite frens.( as usual~~) but i still dun kw how is the format gonna be. As in im going to book a chalet for 5days 4 nites, but i dun kw which day call which frens man, or maybe everybody come down cluster fark on my bday? hmms.... For this year, i alreadi kw what birthday wish i will make and what present i want. There's only one present i want, and noone else can give me that present. hahass~~~ nonsense lah, tat's one present i dun tink im going to get unless god finally stopped playing tricks on me. -.-""

Long entry eh? hohohos, tat's the thing with lazy bloggers like me. We blog long long entries and then for the nxt few days we juz sort of disappear into thin air. hohohoh~~~ poof~~~~

Jason's Famous Quotes : 2 forces drives people. Money and Love.

Did You Know ? : If onli wishes came true. hmph.