Friday, July 06, 2007

Clarity


Well, after yesterday, i made a decision to do something. Was out till quite late yesterday after skool, so i have lots of time to tink about stuffs on the mrt. I guess i have chosen to commit to something that might possibly be a failure, but if i dun try, i will definitely regret it. Confirmed, i dun wanna regret again... regrets hurts much more then rejection. :)

After pondering for sometime, i came to a conclusion that some time is needed before i do anything silly. I dun tink its the right time now to do what im going to do, so im gonna let nature takes its own course first. If its mine, it will be mine, if it's not to be, then its never gonna be. So please god, bless that things go well this time, i realli realli wanna do this right this time.

Okies, those that understand what i meant from the above paragraph should know wat im toking about. And no, its not about my obsession, and an obsession will always stay an obsession, sorts of like an eye candy, its never gonna take over my heart and soul. But well, i can offer my heart and soul, but whether i will be given the same is another issue altogether...

Ks, enough mushy and silly stuffs, shall change subject to my singing. heehee, nowadays im practicing Wang Li Hong's 'Ni Bu Zai' because its a song that needs lots of technique to be performed properly. Its on perma-repeat on my computer to optimize the 'mental inscription' process. lolx. Saturday im going to sing with my primary skool frens, who are mostly good singers, so i gotta prepare wat i wanna sing then. hahass! kiasu rite? :P

Next week MAYBE im going to Genting with nich and ah tan they all, but it all boils down to whether i have enough cash to go anot. lolx. I wished i could bring a 'bird' there, but she needs to be over 21 yrs old then can go... -.-"".... Well anyways when she's 21 maybe i will be rich enough to go taiwan alreadi. HURHUR! Okies, dun digress, lets get back to todae's events.

Played mahjong with nich xuanhe and meiting for nearli the whole day till 8 plus in the evening. I won the most again! ( This few weeks si beh heng ah!) i won $18 bucks, xuanhe won $16 and nich won $6. Poor meiting lost $40 sia... made us feel damn guilty winning her money especially me, because im the one tat called her to play mahjong with us -.-.... gosh... im damn guilty man... Worse is she dun realli kw how to play beri well, so that sorts of adds more to the guilt. I tink if its eugene, we will definitely be happy to win his money because he looks like a God Of Fortune anyways. LOLX!

Sunday most prob will be playing again, so wish me luck ppl! If i win, GENTING HERE I COME! hurhur~~~

Jason's Famous Quotes : Time proves everything. If its meant to be, it will be.

Did You Know ? : Its been sometime since i last dug up what has been buried for nearly 1 yr.

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