Nirvana-tivity

Long day todae, wasnt the best day in my life. I was on a momentary high just now, and im suddenly kinda moody because of something i heard just now. Why am i moody? I know deep inside, yet i dun wanna admit it and i cant say it out. I know im contradictory, but isnt life contradictory from the start?

Alrite, shall not dwell too much on it.

Projects are slowly draining the life force out of me, and im beginning to ask myself the epic question again, how to hell did i get here? Ah watever man. Im alive and kicking and glad to be that way. heh.

Dreams and hopes are what makes people great, or so i was told, but im not great leh. Maybe not yet lah, but the kinda person i wan to be in future is veri simple. A successful businessman who is refined and eludes charisma, yet at the same time a musician who is creative and writes songs based on people that i know. I will also take up photography, then travel around the world to take pictures of different places to form a huge collage. And not forgetting a good woman who will accompany through thick and thin. :)

Ah well, sounds kiddish and unreal i know, told u i was dreaming. But im working towards my goal, there's a diff between dreaming and working towards your dream. I chose to believe im the latter. :)

Recently some events shook the foundations of my newfound peace. And currently im trying to rebalance out things to achieve emotional equilibrium again. Ya, im trying to calm myself down and proceed with things a little slower, its going too fast too furious. Chill man, if its yours its yours, if its not meant to be, hao fast also will never be.

Jason's : Who is the one i see in the mirror? A reflection of myself, or am i the reflection?