Crazy Fucker

Todae i went to cut my hair super short. I guess i finally bear to cut my long hair. I love long hair, but i need a change i tink, and im now contemplating dyeing my hair ash blonde and getting a ear stut. Im still considering man... i seriously tink im going crazy.

Tomolo im going to sentosa! Im going with meekia they all, to get tanned and chill out abit. This week's been too hectic for me, and i need time off from all the relationship confusion that's been bugging me. Yesterday wasnt so good, cause i kinda lost my cool. I lost my focus and therefore im abit crazy yesterday. Cutting my hair is one way to help me recollect what matters most to me and what i should concentrate on.

Whether she likes me anot, i tried and im still trying, its a thick wall they say, but to me, no matter how thick the wall, as long as i feel it's worth it then i will keep trying to knock down that wall. Nicely put its called perseverance and determination, but people chose to call me dumb and silly. Whatever they say ba.

Im abstaining from soft drinks from tomolo onwards, so without sugar, i will be abit restless and moody for the next month. Give it a month, the deadline is coming up soon. RT is ending in 2 weeks time and i still haven pass my ippt, what a failure i am, wow.

Will be brushing up my guitar skills from tomolo, putting aside 1 hr per day just to practice guitar again. Im gonna get a acoustic guitar soon, and maybe i shall be taking over rei's extra acoustic.

Sometimes, when you click with people, there's 2 ways to click. One way is the open chemistry, when everything u do and say is openly similar with the other party, that is open symmetrical chemistry. The second way is hidden parallel chemistry, where u and the other party clicks, but in ways that only you know.

A good example of open chemistry is kuku, she clicks with me to a very eerie point, and that's why i think having a god-sister like her aint that bad after all. The example of hidden chemistry, i shall not say who is it, but its obvious.

And before signing off this entry, im considering taking part in the dance club in skool, yes, dun laugh, i wanna go learn hip hop. But im waiting to see if the guys wanna join me as well, if not i will go alone. I know im fat lah, but fat dun mean cannot dance mah. Chill.

Jason's : Simplicity is a felicity of life, yet pride and prejudice dictate mankind.