Humji Me*

Im worried. Worried of status change, not of mine obviously. I know i should stay confident and optimistic, but its hard not to be worried. Hmms, we came a long way, a long long way infact. Was a crush, then became an obsession, and now its matured into sincere feelings. Ah well, i didnt tell the guys about this, so nobody actually knows the process.

There's alot that i know, which i cannot blog down here. But lets just say im not a perfect person as well, i have always said, when u feel for somebody, u accept all aspects of her. Im not being noble here, just stating the facts. And i find her cute in alot of ways that others deem to be negative, come on, she's unique. :)

Okies, those goosebumps are rising up alreadi, i keep toking bout her in my blog, its abit sickening to the readers. hahaahss.

And so todae i went to the cleo top 50 bachelor party with nich and 6 other gals. Due to a strange twist of circumstances, i went there to accompany nich after finishing project in skool, infact i rushed home to change into my shoes before running downstairs to take a cab just to honour my promise to accompany nich. Cab fare was $16 bucks, and the party wasnt that fun realli. We were just standing around behind the crowd and we couldnt even see a thing.

My main purpose there was to fulfill my promise to nich and to be there so that he wont be the only guy. Im not gay, so im definitely not interested in the gay fest. I do admit there's alot of hot babes there, but seriously, they're totally not my type. I want a simple homey girl-next-door. No matter how hot the gals there, im totally bored there.

My only happiness came from a beef bun which i got at zouk as a refreshment. After the event, went to esplanade to eat a $6 hokkien mee and within 10 mins after finishing my meal, i bid nich and the gals farewell then rush for the last train. Wasnt my typical fun day, but im glad i at least helped nich abit lah, if u get wat i mean. :)

Todae spent $16 + $6 = $22 for nothing and my wallet is still bleeding from it man, hahahass. But nvm lah, u aint born with money and u cant bring money with u when u die. See open abit ba. hahahasss

Recorded 2 sample songs, Shi jie mo ri and Forever love. Turns out to be not too bad, but i need to adjust the mic and music volume abit, music too soft, mic too loud. Its quite hard to record a perfect song, because sometimes the wind blows or some fuck thing drop then spoil the whole recording. But slowly ba, the nxt song i will record is Cai Hong, and after successfully recording it, i will put it in my blog~ :) (Will take some time, projects first, then recordings.)

Jason's : I think she still dun kw, because i dun do things that normal guys do during courtship.