Solo Solitude

Its that empty period again, where u have nothing much to look forward to. Finance test on saturday, yet there's no sense of urgency. Hmph.

While lifting weights in the gym todae, i saw the fat fat me. Still so fat, maybe its my diet? Anyways i had a sudden craving for sandwiches nowadays. Its unexplainable, i just love sandwiches. So much so that after training todae, i went to the market to buy lettuce, tomatoes, cheese, ham and bread. Once i reach home, i tried digging my toaster out, but in the end for some mysterious reason i couldnt find it.

Since im so smart, i used the oven to toast the bread and made sandwiches. Satisfaction. I simply love the taste and crunch of the sandwich. In skool nowadays, my meal consists of a sandwich and a low-sugar soyabean milk. Dun kw why, i had a realli drastic switch of taste after my cool-off period.

I understand everything takes time, but sometimes u do wanna rush things up abit, simply because change seems so slow. Perseverance, the long word that holds a even longer waiting time. I realized i've been so occupied with physical training that i have left out my boxing sessions. I miss those times when i vent lots of stuffs with every single blow on the sandbag. Balance is what i seek, and right now i need to spend more time on my studies, exams are 1 and a half months away man. I gotta clear the exams, then i can spend the holidays training up.

My O : Im so aimless now u kw? I wished there was somebody i could talk to.

Jason's Simplicity : The struggles of life are intrinsic or extrinsic?