No Zouk

Some people like to make their problem, my problem. If u are unhappy or in a bad mood, dun fucking vent ur anger on ur frens and leave in the middle of a game. There is onli 2 persons who i allow them to vent their anger on me. My mum and her. The rest can fuck off and die for all i care.

Didnt join the guys at Zouk, because firstly, im kinda broke, and the money i wanna save and go spend in Genting tomolo. Secondly, i went to a counselling session just nw, and what they say made me retink lots of stuffs. They meant well for me, im not stubborn, im just.... i dun kw how to explain lah, there is something urging me to hang on. Try to understand me guys, i realli realli need to see this thru. No matter the outcome.

Todae had a glimpse of what is low carb diet, its actually quite nice. I have planned my daily meals for the next 2 weeks, based on my own preferences and i shall convert to 6 small meals per day system. Starting next monday, i shall embark on this low carb thingy and train diligently. :)

How to motivate myself? Simple. I tink men's health model and passing my ippt and the fat stigma. not forgetting.... lolx... anyways, i want 6 pec by december, and i wanna tone up this 2 mths. Easy to say lah, im also sick of being a NATO (No Action Tok Only), so just do it lor, no need tink too much.

K, short entry, enough, im picking up the pieces of my sanity currently. Im starting to go weird, maybe its the influence ba. Weird.

Jason's : Im blind, not deaf.