Magic 80

Ti da ti da ti da, the clock goes, and my heart goes pok pom pok pom. Slack daily at home, with nothing much to do except watching dramas whole day long. An enviable lifestyle? I exercise , eat healthily while watching various dramas on my computer, sleeping when i feel like it, stoning whenever i like. Freedom. hurhurs.

I wanted to find a job, and mee kia had some OCBC lobang. Heard from him its about doing some events stuffs, cause i told him explicitly i had enough of credit card selling and picking up phone calls from screaming customers. I wanna do something more physical, moreover working for OCBC i can kw some managers so that when i graduate, i have connections in OCBC. heh.

Matured? im not realli sure, but i do know everyday u learn something, no matter how trivia. Im veri explosive these days, temper aint veri good and i have a veri low tolerance for stupid and dumb people. Something is acting up and im going abit bonkers. I scold people that do dumb things in game, everything i see just kinda piss me off sometimes, i dun know why. ( Actually i do know why im so moody, im missing ... )

And therefore i scolded fei zai yesterday, and fei zai's fren just now. sigh, and tinking back, why was i so agitated man, where's the composure that i used to have? I used to laugh things off and just smile though im kinda piss with some people doing dumb stuffs in game, but these days, the darker side is showing up. I gonna reassess myself again man. not right lah the attitude.

All in all, i guess im juz a little kid deep inside, with the rare temper flares and mood swings. Im nice and dandy most of the time, but everybody has some kinda down period. Im just a normal guy after all. Even buddha got fire rite? rite. :)

Where is everybody when u need somebody to tok to man. I got truckloads to unload man, who is willing to listen to what i have to say? Lunch or dinner people, anytime.

Jason's : Im kinda surprised, i do hope its realli her.