Ti Amo

Had my first mobilization todae, wasnt as bad as i thought. Things moved quite fast, went to camp, inpro, unpack and check, went to emart to get watever i didnt bring, then home bound. Short and sweet. Things finished up within the hour. Hurhur.

I bought 4 sets of new PT attire at the emart todae, the new shorts were very 'sexy', the new pt shirt were brown and very nice for training purposes. Its after chinese new yr and its time to go back to what i started, i must keep to my word.

I think, sometimes we must give things a chance, no matter how impossible we perceive it to be. For example, u might not like chocolate, but u must give it a chance to see whether it suits u anot. We are born to try, no matter what, if there is no start, there will never be an end. Dun give excuses any longer, give yourself a chance, give it a go.

The above is just to remind somebody that sticking to the 'safe' boundries of his/her world will lead him/her no where. Go out and see the world for what it realli is, dun simply hold down urself and have the perception that everything that you dont do, is useless and a waste of time. I used to confine myself to my safe world in the past, but i opened up, nothing is impossible, its just whether u give yourself and give whatever u can do a chance.

I used to tink basketball is dumb, but once i gave it a try, i realised there's more to it then meets the eye. The same with the gal im currently interested in, i used to think other wise, but soon time showed me who she realli is, and therefore im determined to make the extra effort to understand her more. What im trying to say is, dun ever close off any possibilities or paths, though u might fall down, u learn something from the fall.

Ah, i think all the above thoughts came about when i was doing my mob todae, i've been tinking on my way, that mob is fucked up, yet when i reached there, it wasnt so bad. I used to tink RT and reservist sucks balls, yet once i tried them, they are quite enjoyable actually. U get to meet new frends and new people, get exposed to new environment and everyday u learn something from everybody. Wow.

I now know why tv shows always got those documentary that keeps emphasizing the learning is a lifelong process. Learning is not just confined to books and academics, but also through everyday life. Daily life makes me think, and day by day i feel more and more enlightened.

I realli grew up alot mentally, judging from what i did 2 days ago in the school library. I always have this knot in my heart that keeps stinging me. I've said in a past entry that the thorn is my past related to huimin. And the final thorn has finally been lifted. I saw the frend that took her from me in the library, and i went up to tok to him and say hi. Wow. Might not be much i know, but to me, the hatred i have brewing within me for so many yrs is gone within a few seconds.

I've learn to see things even more light heartedly and openly. If its not meant to be, means u're meant to be with another person, u just haven met the right person. We go into relationships to see whether we're meant for each other, that's y i say, we're still trying. If u wait for the perfect person to turn up, it might be an endless wait. So why not give people a chance and see whether ur compass of perfection will point in her way?

Anyways enough talk about trying, lets move on the something else. My goals, yes, im supposed to do this as my WIL assignment. I have no clue watsoever on where or how to start, i onli kw we're supposed to fill up some silly template and then write about how employable we are. Self-advertisement and haolian-ness, sounds like my territory. hahass.

Jason's : Wonderfully insane, exceedingly beautiful, totally cute.