Obviously Obvious

I still wonder how come ppl still doesnt notice it at all. I asked the one-nearest-to-me izzit obvious, and he told me for ppl tat kws, its veri obvious. Im not trying to be all secretive about this thing, but i simply dun wanna advertise it, its sickening when the whole world knows and you're kinda stuck.

I dun hold much hope, eugene told me, the higher the hope, the greater the disappointment. She's a very nice gal, i sincerely say this, yet i further understand that things have not gone the way i want them for a very long time already. I keep trying to drop hints, but whether she gets it anot, im not sure. Up to this point, if gals realli have a sixth sense, then she should know its her.

As for the past, she's a sister to me now, no more then that. After thinking thru, there's no point denying things when ppl disturb me, just smile and forget it. The more i deny, the more im still into it, therefore, dun deny, accept the joke and laugh it off. :)

These days im becoming damn sporty, monday to friday im active for 4 days man, and im gonna go for RT later at 4pm. Monday basketball, tuesday badminton, wednesday RT, thursday basketball, saturday RT. Wootz, im feeling shagged out but damn healthy and happy after every tiring day.

The fats are burning and i can feel it, but it shall take sometime for me to lose significant weight, because there's no instant healthy way to lose the lard. Im more outdoorish these days not only because of my O, its also because of various other reasons like passing my ippt etc. And yeah, i wanna look better, im a rubbish heap now.

I desperately need to clean my room, the mess is back. Clothes all over the floor, things all littered around the room. I've always wanted to buy new furniture, but im financially tight, so ya. I most probably wanna make my room black and white, so im now tinking of spraying my current cupboards and tables in my room black and white. Muahahah, im mad. :P

98 Degrees - "The day we find love" --> This isnt the first time, wont be the last time.

Jason's : Change is evident and eminent.