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Inch by inch, bit by bit, i know. Patience, i have. Tired, i am. People say its impossible, to me, if we dun try, its realli impossible. I try, at least more then 0%, dun try, cfm 0%.

This morning went to gym, did some light stuffs because its been sometime since my last gym session. Indeed i have weakened, i used to be able to endure 12 reps 3 cycles, now its juz 8 reps 2 cycles. Whatever it is, im taking it slow and steady. I might not become a hunk, i might not get a 6 pec, but the gist of the story is i try. I at least try fucking hard to get them.

Soon my boxing regime will start once again, this time the complete stuff, not just heavy bags. I most prob will be proceeding to phrase 2 of the RT because 1 mth is simply too little time to tone up enough to pass the IPPT, but im not complaining, because RT force the focus into me. I needa get kicked in the butt to take training religiously.

And now abit of psychology.
We human beings, always have highs and lows in our emotional states. But the surprising thing is there's no absolute continuing span of high or low. Meaning, what comes up must go down, what goes down must come up. Have u ever wondered how a simple song, or a single event can instantly affect ur mood? Sometimes even a 180 degree change?

Different people have different methods to calm themselves down, and for me, its music. The wonderful thing about music is the various genres seems to have a mind of their own, singing about love, or simply chanting about hope and life itself. Each and every song have a soul of its own, and that's how i perceive songs to be, an individual entity. I heard from somewhere, that every song tells a story.

Usually things can be very simple, so why make things so difficult?

Jason's : Im just a man. A simple man.