Preserved

I cant help but wonder if somebody actually put some kinda voodoo curse one me. My world is always in a mess, i always meet people that suits me to a tee, yet we were never fated to get together. Its seriously abit nonsensical leh, and in the end, i have alot of very close female frends. Argh, maybe im supposed to be gay, and then something went wrong that made me non-gay?

I always wondered, what kinda stage will we be at if we're realli together. With a smile and a chuckle, i do understand that it takes 2 hands to clap, and since im the only hand clapping, no sound will ever be produced. Im not emo now or wat lah, just disappointed that what can be so perfect never turned out to be so. And like KC and Joe Joe's song 'All My Life', i prayed all my life for someone like her. When i finally found her, she doesnt feel the same way. Life and it's beautiful plot never fails to intrigue does it?

Its hard to verbally describe that kinda disappointment, its like being brought high up into the heavens, and suddenly u were dropped all the way to earth. If only she could see eye to eye and understand all that we can be and will be. Ah, its getting too obvious i tink, shouldnt be dwelling on this too much ba. Im not toking bout my O.

Back to reality. Life aint so great to me, its realli dull infact. School is boring, because after a short 1st week, i have like 2 weeks to slack before the next lecture starts. I know, timetable is fucked up, what to do? Bird school, bird admin, bird lecturers and therefore bird me. Sad.

Focusing on my stuffs aint so easy, because there isnt realli much to focus on. When i focus to do something, i finish it realli fast, and therefore nothing is left to focus at the end. Understand wat i mean? If u do, good, if not, read the sentence again until u understand.

I know those people that reads my blog might be finding it a tad too boring, because there's no pictures and stuffs like tat. Sad to say, i dun have much pictures of myself. hahass. Toking about pictures, i was flipping thru pics of my younger self, and i did changed quite abit. I wonder how did my primary and secondary school frends identified me.

Ending this entry, i had a great time todae, went to watch movie, had dhoby ghaut's super nice fish soup and went shopping with ah-sa. Ah sa lives in tampines and therefore she is a tampinian. Ya, she's an alien. hoho

Jason's : Would u have the heart to vie with another more sincere man who waited patiently?