My Alter-Ego

Some people are just childish, i dun fucking know why am i still competing with tat fucker, i just dun wanna lose out? A failure in life is somebody who have fallen from the ranks, according to xh, i do think its true, if u're smart, then u wouldnt be here in the first place. And so i sealed my fate as another failure in life. watever.

I met eugene and xh todae at jurong point, we're supposed to be shopping for new yr clothes, but im the end eugene just bought a rim of paper and we headed to my house to play mahjong. Wrong move, i lost money again. I keep losing money man, cb one. I will wash my hands off gambling until my luck turns better.

The man side of me is running amok these few days, so i might be a little violence-inclinded. Another notion is, i simply cant fucking stick to a regime, either im totally rebellious or im simply lazy. Gosh, i tink its the second. So i shall give myself 2 more weeks, if things dun get better, im switching to extreme mode. She wont stay single forever you know?

Tonite is a emo nite, not that kinda love-lorn-sad kinda emo, but more towards a fuck-the-world kinda emo. Meaning fucked up mood, i kinda wanna hit every single fucking bastard out there. Dun kw why, images of those cb kias in my life starts floating pass my mind one by one. Either im having what they call male-form PMS, or im going crazy. I tink its the latter.

There might be another reason why im soooooooo fucking pissed, but its a reason i wont say, simply because it reflects very very badly on me. Yes, as a businessman and as a frend. Those who are interested can ask me, i rather tell u personally then posting it for the whole world to see how fucked up i am.

How many times have u seen me being veri quiet? Im only quiet for special reasons. Either im sad, tulanz, or i gek sai too the extend that if i open my mouth to speak, shit will come out from the ass. Im never a quiet person, so people tend to get worried when i stop toking. I will cut short my hair veri veri soon, im starting to get sick of trying to get them in the right place throughout the day. I want hassle free hair.

Cannot, buay tahan le, i go sleep le, if i continue i tink more fucked up stuffs will flow out. Nitez.

Jason's : An unknown anger engulfs me, dun fuck with me please.