Sibei Sian

Boring Boring Boring, i've been running around these few days, until todae then i have the chance to take a breather. But still, life is boring. Nothing special happens, im still trying to shed lard, still dun dare to breathe a word to her, still obsessed with getting rich etc. There's so many 'stills' and the only consolations is i've accomplished some of those stuffs.

Shedding lard is a slow and steady process, no point rushing. If u like me, then good, dun like me, nvm, i dun fuck care. I know my mum likes me no matter how fat i am. muahahaha. Yes, im loved by my mum. lolx. Anyways seriously lah, im not bad looking, just abit rounded. Lose the lard and im there. Easier said then done i know, but if moses lim can do it, why cant i?

Regarding her, i dun wanna say anything more. So many entries about her, people do get sick listening about it though i will never get sick toking bout her. hahasss

Eugene chided me 2 days ago, and i tink i truly deserve the scolding. Im fucked up in some sense that i wouldnt wanna say here, but i think only true frends scold u. Im that kinda crazy fellow that reflects alot, so when people give opinions on my stuffs, i listen and i appreciate it.

Daily life wise, im trying to spice things up a little, but spicing up needs money, and money is the only other thing i dun have besides a darling. I need new clothes, and since new yr is coming, maybe some other new stuffs as well. Needa meet up with my buddies as well, its the new year man.

Education wise, im still on route towards my degree, so ya, i needa put in effort. I do suspect i will do the last minute thingy again this semester, im not the 'continual assessment' kinda guy, if u get wat i mean. Lots of projects this semester, which means i have to depend on my project mates alot. I trust the guys, but for those random teams, i just need to pray hard.

New year resolutions. I make them for the sake of making them, but i hardly adhere to them. hahass. First to come is the resolution i have made for the past 10 yrs i tink, lose weight. Second is get a good darling. Third is financial surplus ( if this comes true, im gonna bring my mum to hong kong.). And then there's the top 50, hahass, dun tink its possible tis yr. Something is telling me 2008 is my year, i dun kw why, but i have a feeling i will get watever i want this year. hmms...

Jason's : Success = Money = Confidence = Charisma