黑色毛衣

Its surprising where u can simply overlook something or someone. This comes at a time when i truly needed it and the more i find out and understand, the more im attached. I shouldnt be too blunt or obvious here, lest the repercussions will swallow me whole. I will be giving myself and this issue sometime, i feel that there's something special this time round, even i cannot comprehend it.

But i do have to say something first, my entries in the past projects me as a good guy and boyfrend bla bla bla, but in actual fact i dont have a actual girlfrend before, so its all one-sided judgement. No one will say he or she is fucked up and mean it sincerely lah, so just to inform u people, keep a neutral stance, im not some god-sent boyfrend from heaven or watever. Nonetheless, i solemnly promise to treat my future girlfrend with respect and will take good care of her no matter what happens. And no, promises are not meant to be broken. :)

Currently my status is not here not there, meaning i've just started out as a entrepreneur, still pursuing my degree and lacks a long term part-time job. Im fat but not ugly, and i tink im not extremely fat lah, just abit round. hahahass. Interestingly, im happy now, though im finantially tight, i think im quite satisfied with how things turned out till now. Sad stuffs are behind me, and slowly happier times are looking to be just around the corner.

RT is starting next saturday, and i kinda look forward to it, because i will turbo run during RT, then i will slim down abit ba. Slimming down is a bonus lah, i just wanna pass my IPPT, whether i slim down and become yandao hor, i dun fuck care anymore. If the gal i like thinks i cannot make it because im fat, then its pointless to be spending time trying to get into her good books lah. If u truly like me, whether im fat slim ugly or handsome u also will like de lah, good looks and rock-hard body is a bonus, the key to whether a relationship can go the distance lies in the personality.

Technically, if we just ignore those fucking bastard (eg--> cheater shawn) and childish fuckers, our life will be better. Why bother toking and arguing with those fucktarts? Simply show them the finger and walk off ba, dun waste your breathe toking to them. I will only open my mouth to talk to people i deemed are my frends, and toking about frends, i love my OG. (i know this sounds gay lah, but seriously, you guys and gals are the best.)

Nich, eugene, reilly, xuanhe, these 4 jokers are the guys closest to me in the OG, especially nich and eugene. Nich is abit crazy, eugene is full of lust, rei hates gays and xuanhe is kenny no more! Anyways if u guys happen to be reading this entry, i have some stuffs to tell u all. Firstly to nich, pls dun listen to so much emo chinese songs, er xin leh. Eugene, dun sian ba, there's alot of others in SIM lah, forget the nurse and yan ba. Rei, study more lah, dun play so much MMORPG lah, abit lifeless leh. Xuanhe, tok more to train ur mouth muscles ba, they needa move after so long.

And well, after so long, i finally will try saving up for a backpacking trip to taiwan or hongkong at mid year. Will try to save up around 2000 bucks ba, but if i get attached ( ya, attached to my O), then maybe save around 4000 bucks till end of the year, then sponsor her trip as well. hohoh, me and my big fat dream. lolx! But watever man, i will still start planning for the trip ba.

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