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What a interesting day todae was. hmms, lets recap, woke up at 8 am wanting to train, but my pecs and triceps were still aching, so postponed boxing to tomolo morning before going to skool.
Mum wanted to eat mee hoon kuay, so i accompany her for breakfast before going to skool. Was arranging my hair at the 243 bus-stop advertisement sign when i saw xueting. Mrt reached jurong east station and i saw a familiar face: kenneth. He looked tired as usaul but the sight of him just reminded me about some stuffs. He reminds me of starhub and images of the past started flashing past my mind. Memories of adeline especially.

Although i was chatting with xueting on the mrt, my mind is actually recalling all the past events when i was working at starhub last yr. Adeline, the name that made me go gaga last march to may. Adeline, the name that made me understand what is infatuation. Adeline, the name of the girl who made me lose something beri precious to me. Being overly obsessed with her was being veri unhealthy, i was sort of living in a veri different world during that period of time. But a good thing resulted from that 'dark' period in my life, i did what i pledged to do, no more 'No Action, Tok Onli" attitude. Looking back at the book i did for her, im quite amazed that i realli went ahead to do such a sincere thing. I guess in the end i found myself, a veri sincere person. :)

Every failed attempts make me grow up more and more mentally and emotionally. I dun regret what i do in the past, life is too short to live with those regrets on what u could have done. Tink about what u can do rather then hanging on the past. That's y im trying to do some body sculpting at tis point in time. Its more for myself then other people, im too selfish to do something for other people unless that person means something to me. Sometimes i understand that i can be too proud sometimes, i like to 'tua kang' like what the guys said, but i dun realli do that much nowadays, because i myself dun like proud people. For that, im slowly learning to make myself a humbler person. Everyday we learn something, and everyday i think and reflect on alot of stuffs.

In my dictionary, there isnt such a word as 'Forever'. It simply does not exist at all, it's onli a descriptive word to confuse and convince people. If someone tells u that he/she loves u forever, tat person is a lying bastard, noone loves someone forever, absolutely noone. And if u believe in the word forever, then its time to wake up, u're being too naive and most prob is 16yr old and below. Let me explain why tis is so, firstly, will u be around forever? No. Second, will u be tempted by another person that comes along and is completely better then her in terms of physical and mental aspects? Yes. ( those that say 'no' most prob will say stuffs like "we had memories and those are treasures to us" etc....) And the final point to conclude this issue is simply --> How do u know what will happen in the future? U cfm u will love a person till forever? Even in the unforeseeable future? :)

Dun worry, its not some personal issue with the word FOREVER, its just that i was tinking about my favourite ktv song "Forever Love" and hence was reflecting on the bus todae. lolx. Feel free to propose counter theories and explain to me why do u tink forever is possible. hahahass :p

Remember my eye candy? Well, she's getting cuter and prettier the more i look at her. Its never tiring to look at her man, dun understand why. lolx! Anyways, sometimes im realli tink i can go get some sort of acting award sia, i tink she still dun kw she's my eye candy..or do she kw? :P
But its hard to know lah, i dun oggle obviously mah, other girls i can appreciate them openly because they're just like passing clouds, who cares rite? But eye candy hor, different from normal gals, got priority!

Lastly to end with a new mental model, i realised one thing about being romantic. Its okay being romantic, but dun overdo it. The best form of romance is the sincere kinda stuff, not those super mushy stuffs. My mentality in the past was casanova, but now its changed to something more credible and down-to-earth. Was working the other day at vivocity, when i saw a old couple still holding hands and the ah-gong was taking veri good care of the ah-ma. That made me realised treating someone sincerely irregardless of time is the most romantic thing a man can do for a woman. To see the world together, to be there for each other, to grow old together and yet u never fail to fit her hands snugly in yours; that is indeed the best form of romance u can ever give to ur gal. From now on, no more mushy mushy stuffs, i onli offer sincerity and honesty. :)


Jason's Famous Quote : Eternity is never real because death forbids it.

Did You Know? : Yandaos are all drug abusers because Rei said this "Life sux, take drugs!".