Guilty

201st post alreadi, and was reading my posts right from the 1st post till the 200th post, remember its a diary of events in my life and how i grew as a person? yupz, it served that purpose :) Some vague remnants of my life in the past has been relit and revisting those memories realli brings a smile to my face. A huge regret is that i didnt realli started earlier, cause i realli wanna see what kinda person i am when i was with corinne in the past during BMT period. That was some of the happiest times of my life, yet also the darkest moments of my life. Ironic isnt it? hahass :P

Todae was an uneventful day, though in the morning i was confronted over my blog entry. I alreadi edited that entry to remove the offensive stuff because well, after tinking it through, i was at fault. Shouldnt involve myself in other's business nxt time, kaypoh mah, cfm tio kio one. lolx. Anyways considering things from ur shoes, i do agree if the same thing happened to me, i will also get pissed. So ya, i admit that its my fault to ridicule u. Paiseh. :)
Okays, that issue solved, i wanna thk 'history blogger' for enlightening me on bloggin ethics, hahass. Next time shall not be so tactless, and since i have alreadi made a mistake, no choice but to suck it up and move on. ^_^

Nxt up is i actually studied todae. Yes, actually. I've been playing games for the past few days and its like im not even gan jiong about the exams. Gosh, i tink i need to mull over what kinda attitude i have towards my studies sia. And todae was preoccupied with something else in my mind. The question is how different i am now compared to me in the past. Something or someone changed me completely, and the past means a few yrs ago during primary, sec skool and poly days. Was chatting with aiying at the playground 2 weeks ago, when she told me she used to hate me when we were in primary skool because i keep bullying people, which i dun recall doing lah. im so nice lors, where will bully her? =.="" But well, who will believe that someone that hates me in the past will actually be close frens with me now? hahass :)

Sec skool days: Days of play and running around and street soccer after skool with the guys. Always ponten lessons to play soccer and the teacher always had to come down to the soccer court to find us, then fark us and force us to go back to class. And how did we retaliated? We sleep. hahass! And as usaul, people says i keep bullying other people, but i realli didnt leh, there's gangsters around leh, how to bully ppl? But the sec skool toilet is realli c buay chui one, though my skool is a new skool, they always go inside fight one. The mirror is most of the time broken and the cubicles always have smoke coming out. hahass~~ My malay frens are always caught for smoking, and chinese ones always fight. I tink there is a pattern ba. And a plus point is, i didnt smoke. And well, i have a close fren from my sec skool class, and she also says i did changed le, but i didnt ask her in what aspect. :p

Poly days: Among the slackest and most no life period of my life. Totally farked my studies and went to do silly things. Year 1 was the most boring time of my poly days, didnt manage to find people that click much in my classmates and mechatronics wasnt the best course in the basket. Tons of Papa Romeo Charlies in my class and that sort of sucked, im not racist but its just funny toking to them with a slang. Year 2, i found my clique and sadly, most of them got 'ta pao' modules, lolx. So since our common interests is ponten lessons and go find leisure, we totally clicked. muahaha! But we're realli realli no life people during that time man, all of us are total cocks and i tink only ah wong realli studied. KC and stuart are cliff-hangers, botak is 100% submarine. Vincent and Jason Kok were the ones i dun kw much about because they were most of the time with Papa Romeo Charlie gals. heehee... Now most of them are alreadi out of army alreadi, KC is now workin as an assistant engineer, his taiwanese gf and him are going to get married soon i tink. Stuart is studying with me in SIM and he has a stable gf now plus he is super studious. Daniel has plans to study in australia and i believe he is someone that can make the mark de. Ah kok has his own company and the last i heard, his company is doing quite badly. Botak and vincent im not sure how they're getting on nowadays, hmms.... Time to organise gathering during holiday! weee!

Army days: Nothing much to write, alot to talk about. After NS, guys have ALOT to tok about life serving the nation. The sour, sweet, bitter and spicy stuff in the army, and the good buddies i have made during my liability period. Sean and Peter, both of them kw me well, kws i tua kang alot, but still accepted my nonsense with a laugh. They accepted my irresponsibilty as well and for that, i concluded that they are realli true frens. They tell me honestly when i fucked up and i appreciate that, they stand by me when im right, so ya, true frens. :)

Toking about true frens, i have a buddy. This buddy knows me inside out, knows my antics and has shared alot of joys and sadness with me. There was some problems in the recent months, but after going out with him ytd, i realised though we did change, we still cherish this brotherhood that has been ongoing for 13 yrs now. Ah-wei, if u are reading this, lets ensure that our brotherhood will be strong till we get old and die. Once brothers, always brothers. Zhen de.

Okies, so looking back, i realli did had some good and bad times in my life, and all these actually went thru my mind while im studying todae, which means im consciously studying, and subconsciously going thru my whole life.... wow... sometimes the human mind is so intriging rite?

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