Courageous

I realised, i look like a cock at home... um, most prob i look like a cock everywhere i go? lolx! Was looking into the mirror when i woke up tis morning to conduct 'annual' inspection. Im in bad shape man, the face also like veri old like tat, face machiam charsiew bao, single eyelids closing and dying...and the list goes on.. hmmss.... Maybe its time i do something about it? But then again, maybe not, because i dun kw how to make dbl eyelids. lolx!

And so, nowadays after i started training, my whole body aches for the nxt day, so i mostly onli train on alternate days. But i alreadi can feel the effects of my regime sia, im starting to feel like i can punch thru the sandbag with a haymaker man. Yet the funny stuff is, i tink im feeling calmer at the same time, giving more tots to consequences infact. Its not the po po ma ma humji type of change in me, its like i realli tink in a more peaceful and serene way. The word for it is ZEN, ya, ZEN, im tinking in a ZEN way. heehee~~~

I have not started on my mugging officially, dun ask me why, just havent got in the mood yet, i dun farking kw why. Todae was a whole day of gaming / tv and sleeping, im starting to be hooked on the tv man, my kenwood dvd player which has been collecting dust for the past has been in overdrive recently. The source of my dvd obsession is nich, i borrowed serials and shows from him, so im starting to start life as a coach potato stoning and watching vcd/dvds at home! Im starting to have this feelin that during my holidays, i will onli have 3 things that i do at home. Train, Tv, Game..... will this gut feeling come true? No. I will force myself to turbo work to earn money so that i will be rich when i start the sem... yeah... work... boring work.... argh~~~

Did u ppl ever heard a song called WO NIU by zhou jie lun? Its a veri nice and hopeful song, im listening to it now and i realised its so damn inspirational. Its about being like a snail, slowly climbing up the neverending stairs~~~ And i do agree with the lyrics, watever u do, as long as u perservere, u will definitely reach ur destination. Its the same with life and love, persevere as if time has no effect on u, and u will definitely get wat u want. I know, ppl say that everything can be forced except love, but if there's somebody that waits for u with no regards to time, u will accept tat person de.

I asked myself this question: If someone is willing to wait and change herself for me though i dun like her at all, will i accept her? The answer initially is a yes, because chemistry cant be forced, but as i pondered deeper, i realised the key lies in time, she waits 1 yr, i reject, she waits 5 yrs, i reject again, she wait 10 yrs, how to reject? If u say its sympathy, i agree its sympathy, but the destination is being able to be with tat person, so u got what u want didnt u? In our pursuit of happiness in our daily lives, we became selfish without realising it.

Alrite, now the play list is playing the storm riders theme song. I like the instrumental oriental groove within the song. Its gives u the feeling of 'legendary' and coming to tink about it, why the fark is my entries so farking long one ah? Do ppl bother to read the whole thing? hmms.. =.="

Concluding this last paragraph, i shall divulge another secret about myself: I like to dance, i love dancing although i dance like a fat penguin. I believe dancing is a way to freely express ur intepretation of the music. And so, lets take a look at my interests ba, im into : martial arts, ancient military strategies, psychology, love, gaming, tv(new), bodybuilding (dun laugh), cooking, looking at gals, writing songs and poems, writing fantasy stories, archealogy, origami, swimming, philosophising new theories of every kind etc.. and not forgeting oggling my eye candy. heeheee. :p

Jason's Famous Quotes : Courage under fire is true courage, what defines fire? My fists.

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