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Sometimes, its simply astounds me how fake a human being can be. U can be someone at this moment yet u can be another person at differing times. Though its been sometime, i still insist that humans are evil, especially guys. People can put nice nice comments on u and stuff, but deep inside, they just want a piece of u. They say u are nice/pretty/handsome/watever but in the end, they just wanna kiong u. So what's at the end of the road?

The above said, that explains why we as homosapians treasure sincerity. I treasure sincerity and though i dun always give it, i try to most of the time. The purest form of sincerity is the type without returns. Being true to people without expecting people to be true to you. In our modern society, that is known as naive/dumb/stewpid. I've read some stuffs and also read the comments by people. All in all, maybe im just being pessimistic ba, yet i have seen some very dissapointing display of hypocripsy that made me very sensitive to 'nice' people.

If you dun understand what i meant above, dun bother brooding over it too much, cause its pointless anyways. Okays, lets move on to something more jovial.

Yesterday went to play game with nich rei and tan. We finally completed moomoo, hahass, damn fun. :P After that we went to eat chicken rice at rochor road, and there was this guy from cheena that looked at rei like a total gay shit. lolx! And we realised rei is a GAY MAGNET! hahass, nich is the God/Shen and rei is gay magnet.... Reilly is a beri good looking guy, yet he eludes a 'gay aura' that converts most ppl around him to gays. LOLX.. we were walking along the road and suddenly nich and tan 'held' hands due to the gay aura. knn damn farnny can the scene when both of them turbo clean their hands and freak out. hahasss.. :P

Im beginning to miss some people. They are the people i hang out with during my poly days... Ah wong, KC, Weak Kaichong, Vincent, Botak.... haiz, time simply erodes away at frendship....

Im troubled, its those downtimes in life again, im starting to feel stressed up and the things piling up infront of me dun realli help. Studies wise i am beri worried, alot of mugging to do at the end of this mth. Fitness wise i am totally lazy and hardly trains much. Gaming wise i am gaming too much, its realli bad but its fun. And finally relationship wise i am tinking of giving up, but the fighter in me tells me to have stamina and endure. But what if this goes on for 5 yrs? If i wont age, i will wait, but i am human after all. I have waited in the past before, but i was 16 yrs old then. I guess i still have to take back what i say after all peter, as long as he is nice to her then enough le ba, i join ur pessimistic-yet-noble club ba. No point mah, no money, no body, no looks cfm cannot make it de. Even if fate denotes that she was mine, she will onli be suffering with me. Shyt, why am i tinking the same way as u peter? lols.. u infected me with ur psychological virus izzit? hahahss...

Anyways i hope our misfortune will not spread to sean ba :). Went back to collect pay yesterday at office, i got $80 onli cause i work 1 day -.-"".... hao poor... feel the poorness.... And saw chap in the office, chatted with him abit cause he's leaving the company already. Sad to see him go, but he is going to work at a bank mah, so its good for him lor. And do i realli look like a jap? Was wondering how come people say i look jap. hmms... fat jap anyone? heehee :P

*If u are a person that dun tink alot, dun read the below paragraph.*

Todae's theory is the theory of the ULTIMATE TRUTH. What is truth? Truth means the unveiling of the real and correct state of matters(according to me). Truth hurts, yet it also teaches. So what is the ultimate truth? The ultimate truth is a phenomenon that occurs when the final facades of deception falls(Jason's theorem :) ). In my introduction paragraph, i described a entity of being hypocritical, and hence i shall use the entity as an example. Truth have another astral entity tagging along with it, and its name is called Justice. With Truth, comes Justice. When the truth of an issue is known, justice will be summoned to punish the one that infringes and distorts truth for his own use. Another ethereal entity called fate will summon forth retribution to fulfill the request of Justice so as to complete the Cycle of Truth. And Justice is classified into 2 cathegories, Righteous Justice and Perceived Justice. And well, when everything seemingly ends after the deceit of morals have been uncovered, regulatory action will autonomously take effect. No matter the amount of time required, the ultimate truth will still emerge victorious. The cycle of life is complex yet simple. What comes around shall goes around. Do evil, tink evil, and u will beget evil. Therefore from tomolo onwards, i shall do/tink less evil and maybe ascertain myself as non-evil person. :)

(Note: Coming to tink of it, why not i take up peter's idea and go be a living buddha in Tibet? LOLX)


Jason's Famous Quotes: The ultimate truth will always elude u until u seek enlightenment.

Did You Know?: Spell LIVE backwards and u get ---> EVIL....