Todae changed my blog outline.. muahaha... looks better ba. i shouldnt stay tat stale le.
anyways, tis few days have been a good kid and was at home thruout, simply because im finantially dry. T_T... wanna go out also bo lui, my fren jio me go watch long hu men and fast and the furious also no money sia, cb one. But heck lah, i dun kw y, i rot too much in the end took out my guitar and started playing again.. lolx.. suddenly the urge to compose came back le.. hahass... wootz, maybe tis time i will start to succeed in writing a song? Who the song is to, and wat is it about i dun kw, but can de lah... after INCIDENT ADELINE, i realised when i realli put my heart to a thing, i can do it. i farking hell write and designed a scrapbook for her lors, wat else cant i achieve?
deep in my heart hor, i understand tat adeline still carrys some weight no matter how i bluff and cheat myself telling myself tat she's not worth it. lolx, i've been dumb all this while, trying to escape the truth? nah, fark it lor, im a man, and i shall face everything from now on. no use trying to run away from it mah, rite?
As for my current state of mind, i guess i juz want a good life nxt time.. lolx.. earn money, then buy car, preferbly a moded BMW GTR in black and orange. muahaha, but reality onli tells me maybe i can onli afford a subaru WRX ba... lolx, but nvm de lahs, as long as its moded and in black and orange can le, i shall personally design the stickers! wootz
Im starting to have a brief idea of my business structure le, i went to read DBS bank's financial
performance sheets. lolx, its in MILLIONS lor... ta ma de... so rich... kaoz.
sometimes i was tinking it realli wasnt about money, hahass, its the process ba. money is juz a score of how u do in the process, and for me, i want to be in the top 50 on the scoreboard. :)
Sianz, i've been going to the toilet for 23 times for the past 2 days, my stomach something wrong sia, maybe i ate something wrong or did something wrong tat god wana punish me.. zzz
cb 23 times lor, my asshole super sore and pain lor, machiam my rectum is coming out also. = ="
aiyah, watever lahs, fark the world, shall go play dota now. wootz.
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