Prevalent Despair...

Somethings realli aint meant to be known, I shouldnt have asked, since the answer is resounding thru my ears again and again. I sort of expected the given answer, i tot i could handle it since i have heard it countless times, but i sort of got hammered down even though im prepared. Omg, i guess fate simply doesnt like me at all. Again and again sincerity have failed me, i kw tis sounds loser but seriously speaking, tis is a vicious cycle. And i so intent to break this fucked up cycle. The bus trip was realli enlightening, i realised i asked 3 times and when i finally got the answer, i appear non-chalent, but yet there's tis super familiar feeling again... gosh... fark god or who-ever-is-up-there. Im getting realli tired of this fucking cycle and maybe tat's when despair converts into loser-hatred-for-the-world. What can i do to change the perception? i cant. its that simple. But its not from the horse's mouth, so its not tat bad... or is it?

Okies, nw onto daily life.
CAUTION: (Tis paragraph will be abit vulgar, so its not suitable for minors.)

<<<<<[I realised some ppl have been tagging fucked up stuffs in my fren's blog and pls ppl, dun do tis type of fucked up thing can? Nabei read then read lah, why go scold ppl in their blogs? You all wanna read then read lah, put something constructive in the tag, not go insult people. Watever lahs, just dun scold me in my tag board, wanna tag, tag something CONSTRUCTIVE. My mood isnt realli good sometimes so when i blog, i blog with a vengence. So to those intenting to be fucking pua cheebyes in my tag board, dun try. __ -.- __ ]>>>>>

Todae was OB class and i was late by 15 mins as usaul. Met alina on the way to skool and hence we went in together. OB was not that boring and after lessons, went on to do project with elissa and nich and alina. Was quite productive todae, we churned out a executive summary and a introduction, muahaha, we are smart people okay? Tml morning need to go to skool early to do the report seh, so tiring lahs... nb... but nvm, for the 5k i paid, i need to study. WOOTZ.

Oh ya, we ate at megabites after classes and the food was quite bad. My fish and chips was cold and clammy and it realli sux. And pertaining to the sucky food, i saw another person i dun like. In my skool, there's a few guys that i dun like at all, see their face alreadi i alreadi feel my blood boiling. I dun stereotype ppl much, but these people, once i see the face, i kw they aint no good ppl. Im NEVER a wrong judge of ppl in my life b4, and when ppl get burned/hurt, they come to me telling me im so rite about the person. But the gist of the problem is, i tell ppl the person is evil to PREVENT them from getting hurt, and yet they onli realised im rite AFTER they got burned... haiz... ppl, ppl, ppl... wake up pls? So in the end, i dun tell ppl who is those evil ppl anymore, cause ppl might tink im crapping or jealous or petty or some sort of stewpid reaction.
In my lecture class, there's quite a number of these sort of beasts but i choose to keep my mouth shut, in case my frens tink im mad or something. But i will always have tis obvious distain for these beings, and once they touch or hurt my frens, the consequences is a simple 3 words. DIE.

Went to jurong point to shop for rei's bday present with the grp and bought rei a colonge for him. wootz, GAME by davidoff... nice fragrance, i tink i will get one for myself when my pay comes... muahahahasss... After that, elaine,nich, rice and me went to eat LJS, and suddenly my phone ranged. To my surprise its corinne... lolx, in that instance, alot of images flashed past my mind, why did she sms me? Its seems she had some difficulties with her current company and wanted someone to tok to, and i called her when i reached hm to sort of counsel her. Its intriguing how come after not contacting for so long, we still spoke like best frends on the phone with no awkwardness in between... there;s not a single moment when there's silence, we juz chatter on and on.... lolx... its feels so good when u kw she is a fren, a real fren tis time round. ^_^

And by some unknown coincidence, once i ended corinne's call, aiying smsed me for dinner... nb i todae like super busy like tat.... She wanted to eat KFC and jio me out to eat, so rare lor, i used to call her go eat fish porridge with me she always lazy one, but todae dun kw y so special...lolx..
Anyways b4 meeting aiying, i still had some time to train abit, so on came my gloves and i had a fun time boxing away, at the same time recapping tat guy's stupid face. Feel the heat baby! Fear rages, blood pumps, death beckons! grrrr~~~!!!

And on a final note, i reached home at around 9 plus and started to make my wallpaper. a personalized wallpaper... lolx.. so fun lors, wallpaper lehs... siao siao. I will upload into my phone and use it, then tml show off to my frens! WOOTZ!