Fuck you Ben =)

Lots to tok about todae. Went to sing ktv with rei, nich, vivian, jeanette and clarice. Enjoyable trip, screamed out lots of songs and i kinda went crazy halfway thru the session. lol. Its been sometime since i've shown my other crazy side. So yeah, its fun. =)

Training wise, im quite satisfied because i stick to my regime regularly and tml is gym day again. heh. Im tinking of incorporating another aspect into my program, like throw in a few push ups and sit ups in the morning before i go wash up. yeah, shall do that, i will feel healthier tat way too.

I heard from the guys that ah tan's appeal failed, and im starting to worry bout my deferment. Sigh, if mine fail too, then i have to go back for 12 days, and i shall have trouble catching up with my projects. Or maybe not, cause personally im also a last min person lah, so after all the previous 'last minute' trainings, i have no trouble rushing out stuffs. So yeah, go back then go back lor.

You know, in the past, i will feel uneasy when i get to know some other guy is trying to woo the gal i like. But that kinda mentality slowly dissolve away as i grew up. Why? Because its too dumb lah. You are alreadi so preoccupied and busy trying to get her, u where got the time to care about all the other guys and what they are doing? If its meant to be, then u just do your part, things will move naturally in your favour, if its not to be, then even if u kill all your competition, she's not gonna be yours in the end rite?

My bro brought back a fortune telling bottle todae, yeah, u heard rite, its a fortune telling bottle modelled after those sticks-throwing-bottles in chinese temples. Kinda interesting, so i gave it a try. For the 1st question, i asked 3 times just to make sure, the answers are 'why not?' , 'yes' and 'yes.definitely' respectively. Im not veri superstitious lah, but still kinda happy in a childish way. hahass.

And the answers were also positive for the following questions. I asked whether i will be rich, and its a resounding yes! hohoho, but i know lah, this kinda thing, play play onli, whether i make my mark in life is up to myself, not some stick-spewing bottle.

I did tell u people im gonna pack my room rite? This time, im gonna revamp my room, meaning buy new stuffs and repaint my furniture. All that i gonna happen indefinitely though, meaning when im free lah. So many projects and reservist stuff to add to my worries, i dun wanna curse, but its like totally fuck-the-up lor. zzz


*Extremely vulgar paragraphs, do not read if u are allergic to vulgarities.*

Sometimes things are so coincidental man, i just quoted ben as a example last entry, and yesterday i heard something new. This fucktart was rejected by my frend in the past, and he went to tell ppl he was the one who rejected my frend. Aiseh, ben is indeed a hallucinating piece of shit man. I alreadi fucking dislike him, and after i heard this, i seriously feel there is something wrong with his upbringing. In army he is fucked up, nvm, i can understand, in school he asks gals tactless stuffs, nvm also, maybe he's dumb lah. But spinning up a story to cover up being rejected? Wah lan eh, not i wanna say lah, tio reject then fucking swallow the fact lah, knn go bluff ppl for fuck?

I hate the kind of guy like ben. If u have balls, u can take rejection. Its alrite to be upset, but get the fuck over it and live life like a man, when ppl ask u are u rejected, u just say yes, or if u wanna save ur tiny ego, just say 'she tinks we're not suitable lah, so yeah, it didnt turn out well' lor. Why go tell other guys that u are the one who rejected her? Ur dick feels better? Your ego feels better and u got more face? When the truth gets found out (like now), isnt it worse?

If u are a despicable mutha-fucker, its alrite, but coupled with a lack of brains, u simply are a total failure in life. Wanna be a villain, learn from the Joker man. Ben Kaw, if by some chance u are reading this, wake up your idea please and get a life. You WERE REJECTED. Get this into your fucking brain. And dun bother telling tales to other ppl in lecture, i know of at least 20 people who want u dead. So yeah, go fuck the lamppost or mailbox or watever your non-existent dick can fit into, quit lying to people ya? Finally, go listen to 'My Dick' by Mickey Avalon, totally describes you as the little kid. ~~My dick is like a bridge, yours is like a little kid's~~ =)

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Okays, those who read regularly knows im a nice fellow lah, i dun get angry easily. And my tolerance level for nonsense is actually extremely high. Whatever happens, im onli violent when im protecting people i love and care for, any other cases other then those, im dirtying my hands.

Alrite, gonna sleep alreadi, tml waking up early to go gym before heading to skool for project. Ciaoz!

Jason's : Non-routine violent streak.