Sicktopiability

Tomolo will be my MAB test. Hopefully can make it ba. Studied a little todae, not a lot, just a bit. Life is like economy, there will be ups and downs, its natural. I've accepted the fact that now i have entered the trough at this stage of my life, soon the curve will start climbing up and then the peak will come. Im certain, if we're fated to be together, we will be. In the meantime, lets enjoy what we have todae.

Gloomy feeling, like a grey cloud hovering over my head. Feeling feverish, will fall sick soon. Hope wont be too serious, i hate fevers. Lying down like some dead fish and feeling totally farked up. Anyways, have been practicing guitar todae. Strumming and singing JU HUA TAI. I gotta admit (though abit thick skin) , i like my singing. Then revised abit of QING FEI DE YI. Wanted to go down for a jog in the evening, and then comes the thunderstorm. It always seem to rain when i wanna be healthy for once in my life. WHY?

Played diablo for entertainment todae. I restarted diablo for around 14 times thruout the whole day. Dun ask me why, i just played for 20 mins span each time i log on. I just cant seem to concentrate on watever i do, dun understand y. Maybe its cause im falling sick, tat's why. Yes, that's why. Realli.

Need a catalyst in my life to jumpstart my engine again. My mind is not functioning optimally at this moment, so i might sound abit boring and irrelevant, but fark it, who said i cannot blog nonsense in my blog?

Ah wei told me about a business plan todae. Its quite sudden and he wanna start straight away. Told him will consider it and maybe start planning when im free-er. Needa have a good tok with one of my mktg project mates soon, guess the team is getting quite vexed with her disappearing acts. I guess my instincts were right from the start, but i kept my comments to myself. Didnt realli wanted a liability in my team, but well, its stef's fren anyways, so watever lors. And to my teammates, if u guys and gals are reading this, pls dun over stress urselves over the project k? Under my super slack 'figurehead' leadership, we mostly can make it one lah. Chill ya? Oh ya, nearli forgot, we can make it because we dun have a PROJECT MANAGER in our team. ( Ben, u sux. :p )

Okay, i know im starting to sound realli kiddish. Well, there's a kid in everyone rite? And now that im in a super downtime of my life, my temper will start to surface. Normally ppl call it PMS, yes, guys have PMS also, though we dun cramp. The same thing still applies, i dun PMS my frens, even those i dun tok to. I onli PMS total strangers, example those cocks that get in my way in the public transport. Im not a nice nice smile smile neighbourhood guy, i hate aunties and uncles and stupid farktarts that stand in my way when im on a journey. No more racist barriers, the PMS extends to all strangers. Most prob will get walloped soon. Ya, most prob.

Feeling poetic, will write a poem now.

Shadow of the Heart

Ever heard the sweet heart cry?

Like a sunlight that wont shine?

Isn't it sad but can't we try?

Saving despair all behind?

Some are said but most unsaid,

As the shadow fades in line...

Okies, i kw it sux, anyways i realised there's something coincidental in the poem. Only realised it after i finished it. Anyways, there's a hint. Hint = kuku. Kks, damn obvious le lor, so simple de puzzle. :P ( Submit ur guesses in my tag, i need some tag to make sure my blog is working. :P )

Okies, time to sleep, i dun wanna die tml. Pray my MAB can make it ba. As long as i can make it, i dun mind praying to God/Guanyinma/Buddha/Allah etc....

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