Piety

A guitar has life. To me, music is life itself. Learning to play the guitar was one of the few things tat i absolutely thank fate for. I learnt to laugh and cry using a guitar, though most of the times is cry. I am a traditional guy that holds on to the golden rules of manhood. Tears shall onli be shed on 3 occasions, a loved on died, ur country felled and i forgot the last one, lolx. Anyways, since i cant realli cry when im sad, i use my guitar to pour forth my emotions. I remembered once during my poly days, i sort of met with some beri unfortunate turn of events.

Its during a Freshman Orientation Camp and im one of the commitee if i remembered correctly. In the middle of the night, when everyone was sleeping in the hall, i was tinking about someone which i dun remember now. I realli couldnt sleep at all and as u ppl alreadi kw, im SUPER sentimental at nite, especially cold nites. I took my guitar and walked out to the dark field, then say there and played a extremely sad rendition of 'Reason', the theme song for the korean drama 'Autumn in my heart' aka 'Qiu Tian De Tong Hua'. As each and every note echoes towards the nite, the cries of a forlorn heart seems so crystine and silent. One of my frens tat couldnt sleep came out and joined me, sitting quietly beside me and listening intently. He said its realli veri sad, he can feel my emotions from the music. And then from then on, i discovered this new way of letting out my emotions.

Im practicing my guitar again after 5 yrs of nearli not touching a guitar, so was quite stiff initially. For the past week i have been playing on and off, which gave me back my 'feel' again. The joy of perfecting a song is a indescribable feeling, maybe it can qualify as a mini-orgasm? LOLX! But well, now i can pluck and sing JU HUA TAI quite smoothly and i seriously loved singing along with my own music. I should have learnt piano when i was younger, then i can play piano and sing FOREVER LOVE and KISS GOODBYE, but well, too bad i rejected my mum's offer when i was young. haiz...

I was helping my mum do housework 3 days ago, when i found something that's been missing from my life for some years now. When i was young, around 12-13 yr old, i used to help my mum take care of my brothers and sister and do housework. Im like a maid during tat period cause im the eldest son and my siblings were still kids. I hated doing housework and hence nowadays at home, i refrain from doing housework as much as possible. But well, conditions made it so tat i have to hang the clothes out to dry 3 nites ago, and i did it alone cause my younger bro went for OBS camp. As i took the clothes out one by one and clip it on the bamboo pole, i found peace. The sort of simple peace that is unexplainable yet extremely soothing. All my problems seem to slowly sort themself out while i was hanging the clothes. Its especially effective for affairs of the heart, at least for me tat is. hahasss. And that my frens, lead me to another of my theories.

Todae we shall tok about the theory of lost innocence. As we human beings grow up, we gradually lose some of our innocence. Its so gradual that we dun even feel or see it coming unless we look back and examine ourselves. That my fren, is the power of time. Some of the extreme cases even contracted the condition known as 'selective amnesia', which means they forgot some of the moments that they deemed as 'weak'. Example is how they used to be so attached the the parents, anything they will always run to papa or mama and hug them for protection. The smiles when u're a newborn and blinked then looked them in the eye. The tons of hopes they have for u when u're just a kid. They love u, provide u with a home and protect u with their lives, ever willing to sacrifice themselves just to make sure u survive. Every parent love their children, but time and fate are merciless, things happen along the way the starts drifting the parental bonds apart. How many of u lock urself in ur room when u reach home and onli goes out to eat, shit and bathe? I am one of the guilty ones. I've learnt to appreciate and love my mum more and more, because we must understand one veri important lesson in life. Life is always bounded by time, noone lives forever, what started, must end somewhere. Hence cherish ur parents when u still have the chance, i know of ppl that wanna cherish and love their parents, but its too late for them alreadi...

Im not a veri sensible son, but im trying my best to be one. I once told my mum, next time when i am rich and successful, i will give her a good life. After i graduated and got my 1st job, im going to save some cash and bring my mum to hong kong. To me, when my parents are old, they are not a burden,as in the old chinese saying, having an old at home is like having a treasure at home. Though my dad did alot of wrong things, but still he is my father who provided for my siblings and me for all our lives, that kind of parental debt can never be repayed. Remember, love can onli be repaid by love, not by money.....

Jason's Famous Quotes: Do to others what u want others to do to u. Give me money.

Did You Know?: I dun like people with motives even though i am one too.