Monday, October 02, 2006

Purity

Hearts come in various forms. Mostly tainted, some half half, and a minority pure. Pure hearts come in 2 forms also, one is born pure, 2nd type is bleached pure by someone or some event. Being bleached pure is a veri painful process, and in some cases, there might be scars left in the heart. Okay, the above is not some description of my pain or watever, it just suddenly passed by my brain and i became abit philosophical. lolx...

Okies, onwards with that stuffs. You kw, i just realised something ytd. Tat day i went out with haojun they all, its exactly 127 days to a special day. lolx. and it fits the song by kangta and vanness '127 days' perfectly. hahass.. coincidence? dun tink so, i will change and by the 127th day, hopefully im a new guy that is finally worthy. Sometimes people do say realli harsh stuffs about me, but sometimes they are right lah, its impossible watever ppl say about u is fake de mah. rite? hahasss... right now, its 124 days and counting....

Ks, and from hereforth, we come to the nxt topic. Sometimes, people dun seem to be what they seem to be. And sometimes, a barrier of sorts developed over time due to some silly misunderstandings in the past. The wall will be there, no matter how hard u try to knock it down, the harder u try, the thicker it gets. How to break the wall? simple. time. Time will errode everything slowly day by day. Its the ultimate weapon. Its also a double edged sword, and in this case, it serves a positive purpose. lolx. Hopefully one day when we see each other alone, a simple smile and a simple hi will actually serve to be the first step to breaking the barrier ba. How bad is the barrier? have u ever had pause typing infront of the computer in msn just to tink about wat to say nxt? There is never a lack of topics, its just some things u deem as politically incorrect u dun dare to type it out for fear of irritating the other person.

Okays, enough about philosophy, lets come to the most exciting part, my day! wootz, todae was a fruitful day, whole day at home play game with ah wei and ah leong. lolx.. tat's wat i call fruitful? hahasss realli nua todae lors, i love rotting at home, save money, no troubles, wont eat too much. hahasss.. But seriously, when i wake up later, i need to study abit. lolx. exams are round the end of the mth le, its time to mug again. wee you wee. in all my life, i didnt kw wat is mugging, cause i dun study at all in the past, and tis few mths, i learnt wat is mugging. lolx... god kws wat the fark was i doing in the past. hahasss... anyways, will aspire to get good grades.

Aiyah, dun kw wat else to blog le leh, life is monotonous and peaceful, a tad too peaceful. hahasss... Tomolo go where to study leh? hmms... (124 days...)



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