Reminisence

Hmms, yesterday went back to NPS for the camp. Corinne was late, so i went in myself first, and i called ah kuang, he told me to help out as a game com... -.-"" My mind goes: ' im a alumni and i came back to catch up with the other alumnis, and nw u call me do sai kang?' . LOLx, but anyways, i helped out cause ah kuang is my best bud in NPS mah, so watever laziness juz sorts of dissipates. Nich and xuanhe smsed me to go ah tan house to play mahjong and to tok things out cause they kw im unhappy with wat happened in the previous entry. But thing is im busy, and im in NP, so i couldnt go meet them. I tink as long as they kw its unfair to do this to me and stop doing this childish stuffs, im glad le, dun need to take any further measures ba.

Up till now, my problems are actually quite transient as compared to my fren's prob. Maybe not fren, acquaintence during NS ba. I read his blog and realised one of his frens juz commited suicide, and he tinks he didnt do enough to stop his foolish act. Therefore he is critisizing himself for not doing more for him. I dun have such a tragic experience b4, hence i will nvr kw wat is the feeling like to lose a fren when u can actually save him/her.

Anyways, back to the camp, they played a murderer/treasure hunt game and as the name suggests, we have to RUN AROUND NP. Gosh, its been 3 yrs and here we go again, running the polytechnic and sweating like a dog once again. hahasss.. corinne and zhaorong was with me and we sort of sweat like mad. Poor corinne, she's having gastric flu and still have to suffer with us. haiz, ke lian de mei ren. hahasss :P Then she left at around 10 when her bf came to fetch her. After that, its juz me and gay zhaorong. hahass... The club's freshies were a veri interesting batch, lolx, they reminded me of myself when i was young and naive. hahass... When the game ended, its alreadi 12 plus so i cant go home. -.-"" Fortunately, ah kuang brought extra clothes, hahass, and so i borrowed his clothes, BUT i have no towel, so after bathing, i used TOILET ROLLS to dry myself. In all my 23 yrs, i have NEVERED dried myself using toilet rolls after a shower, so its quite an experience. ^_^.

After a nice shower, i sat down and had a good chat with ah kuang and company, and naturally, ah kuang asked me now im on which gal. And when i told him i have no gals now and is changing, he thought it was a joke...-.-"" After i told him seriously i realised what's wrong with me, he sort of surprised me yet again. He told me all along, he tot my attitude towards gals last time was fucked up. He told me that i was super ultimate flirt. I can put effort on a gal during a period of time, and infront of tat same gal, i can be veri veri close with another gal. And hence even if some of the gals liked me, they also didnt realli did anything because gals simply dun like flirts.
I took it all well, and i sincerely admitted tat i was wrong. Ah kuang said i had the charm to click with people veri veri quickly, and alot of people got close to me, especially gals, but i did not kw what is the limit to closeness, hence sometimes when the gal i liked saw me so close with another gal, obviously they will be turned off. Alrite, so i nw i kw. Maybe i should ask my close frens out one by one and asked them about myself. hahasss..

After that, ah kuang went to sleep ( he told me to stay for the nite, and he happily went to hug qi mei and went to sleep...) and i there like a dumb dirk. lolx.. so i went to play card games with a few freshies. okay, its not on purpose that they are all gals, but there realli is noone else alreadi. The guy freshies are either asleep, or playing guitar their own guitar at one corner silently. How u expect me to approach them when i didnt played a proper guitar score for almost 3 yrs? And well, i onli played CHOR DAI DI with them lah, nothing much, i mean they are onli 17 yrs old, same age as my sister lah, so i treat them all as sisters. hahass. And i realli did not tink too much this time, i kw im changing and im starting to see the positive effects. ^_^ Its 118 more days and i need to change physically also. I want a near perfect me for that coming special day.


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