Friday, September 22, 2006

My First Composition

Todae went to do project until c buay late. so preoccupied with assignments these days, they nvr seem to end. And i got a Distinction for my Stats test, lolx. It the first time i got distinction in dun kw how many yrs alreadi. But thing is, the best is High Distinction, so i still didnt make it.

I realised army do change ppl's mentality. Studies matters, now i kw, i never studied much during all my previous yrs. I just scraped thru my modules and though i never repeated, grades wasnt that impressive. hahass... thing is this, i realli realised juggling studies and play need some skills, and im doing it nicely now, though i still appear damn slack. There's this thing in me telling me to get good grades, and the fact that im paying $5000 a semester totally motivated me to get something out of this. And if u're tinking im too preoccupied with gals to concentrate on my studies, then u're wrong, love is love, studies is studies, they are completely different things.

Anyways i wrote my first song, although there's no melody and tune yet, i did the lyrics le. ^_^
Its about some dude that regrets going into a relationship with some gal and in the end when they broke up, tat dumb fuck got so confused cause he dun kw whether he likes her anot. lolx. But the rest u all intepret urselves ba, i also havent realli refined everything yet, but ya, the lyrics do narrate a story. heehee.


淡淡的优伤带,
着咸咸的泪水,
缓慢的滑过双颊,
眼泪,不是因为你的离去,
而是为了我的无能,我的懦弱。

你要的,我永远无法做到,
无力的我,没有面对自己的勇气,
这是否是命运对我的惩罚,
还是我对自己的钾锁?

成经给你的一切诚诺,
对你说的甜言密语,
连我本身都心存怀疑,
宁视着你远去的背影,
我的心开始寻找伤悲。

一种不能表达的平静,
像黄昏的缅腆缓缓落下,
内疚,是什么情绪?
后悔,是什么感觉?

爱情又是什么呢?
你我之间的是爱吗?
难道简单纯普的爱,
是我们到不了的天堂?

wootz, there, my new song.. hahas... havent tot of a title yet.. hmms.... any suggestions?
hahass... anyways its suppose to be quite sad yet also portray how basket the guy is. Like daniel chan's 'feng yi yang de nan zi' tat kinda feeling. hmms.... well well well, i tink tis concludes another day in my life. wonder how many more yrs can i live? *thoughts running wild*

Jason's Famous Quotes: The root of all problems is you, youself and thy.

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