Todae we spoke. Finally. But i choose to speak less to her, there's only 16 days left before the contract ends. Im finally finish the thing i wanted to do for her, it took SOOOOO long man.. hahass.. She's online now, and yet i chose not to speak to her, im starting to get used to life without her. i need to, because after the contract ends, i need to live without her in my life. Everyday i see her, everyday i get used to seeing her, hearing her and loving her. Although its
been just a short 3 mths, it made a great impact on wat i am.

I dun kw wat will happen in the future, i wanted to be her first bf, and in the end, its quite farnny how i actually ended up the last on her list of potential bfs. I dun kw wat made our relationship turn out tis way, yet i dun wanna kw exactly. I kw its something wrong with me, and i believe she also had a wrong perception of me. We just didnt have enough time to kw about each other, and her heart is locked by another guy. I dun kw who he is, and i dun wanna kw who he is, i just hope tat i dun see her with another guy the nxt time i go out with my frends. Witnessing the one u like holding hands with another person is realli wat i call suffering. I tasted it b4, and it aint a good feeling.

The end of the contract is a veri sad affair for me, and for her, i believe its the best thing tat happened to her because finally, im not there to bother her anymore. Being sincere towards someone is just dumb, and in the process, i missed out on communication. We didnt realli toked much in the end, i liked her too early and the whole thing just sort of spun out of control like a
tornado and in the end, i need to clear up the aftermath. Wat is done cannot be undone, yet time works wonders, rite now i have onli one option, to let time heal watever i have done. Up to tis moment in time, i never regretted falling in love with her, she says she's not a good person, but to me, i kw she's lying. Im leaving soon, 3 more weeks to go, as i said earlier, im leaving earlier then the others, and adeline will stay in my heart. I hope there's a continuation of our story, and may god bless tat our part 2 will be happy,and may her heart belong to me in future ba...