Im now looking for a boxing school to join.. i cant seem to find any around singapore..zzz... im looking for a kickboxing school or muay thai skool. Im now going tanning every week because its
so relaxing. ^_^. I need to forget someone, its takes time. She cant get over someone, i cant get over her, its so ironic yeah? anyways its 15 days b4 contract ends, i need to learn to be frends with her with no motive at all. I need to tell myself i dun like her tat much, so i shouldnt tink of her tat much. Its sort of working, although at nite, when i tink about her, it still hurts.

Time heals everything, and soon, i wont be seeing her everyday, so i guess i will slowly 4get her ba... i hope... I learnt a lesson from tis incident, tat is never sincerely love a girl, it onli begets shit. Being too good to someone is being cruel to urself. There's no need to be so good to a girl who isnt ur girlfrend yet, its just plain dumb. Girls like jerks, they dun kw how to appreciate a guy tat realli cares for them, so in the end, being a jerk rox. it fucking hell ROX.

Tomolo im working afternoon shift, so im going to wake up early to train. Im now into the next phase, its time to use my legs. Im hoping to come out with my own style... maybe i call it SOUL BOXING? lolx.. just dreaming lah.. im trying to divert my mind from tinking about her again. zzz... fuck it, i go sleep le, its starting again, im starting to be sentimental again... zzz...