Its been a long long time since i blogged. Its now july le. i gave her the bk tat i made for her on the 2nd of july b4 i left starhub.
I love her, there's no qualms about tat. And yet i kw i she shall never be with me.
Confidence has expired, hopes have died. Its time to move on.
Its one of those nites again, when the moon seems to hide and my emotions are flooding me.
Adeline is at NUS Union camp now, im sort of worried about her. Why am i still worried?
im supposed to have place 'everything' with the bk on her table when i left....
Im sort of surprised tat i have completed the scrapbook, cause i have never done something like
tis for ANY gal, even corinne...

Im bloggin now because i realli have alot of things in my heart tat i cant release...
I've known some new frends in SIM, which makes me tink about its farnnie how ppl from totally different worlds will get to kw each other and eventually become a part of each other's lives.
SIM, its supposed to be another turning pt in my life and im SUPPOSED to get over adeline.
Its realli hard, but im realli trying... realli realli trying....

Indeed, i have known a few gals in SIM tat are realli nice and pretty girls. But its realli not about
looks anymore, who can i click more with? Im clicking with tis pretty and sweet girl now, but i realli feel we're just frens. i dun kw y, initially im like 'tis girl is nice and sweet'... but after kwing her more, i realli feel tat we're just frens will do, reminds me of corinne...Im not putting her name here, im not dumb.

There's onli like 5 guys and ALOT of girls in our grp. And tat is not realli a good thing. People blabber on and on about going to a female dominated Uni and having loads of pretty gals surround u and so on and so forth. But wat the heck man, gals are also human beings lor, so wat
if ur're whole lecture theatre have like 70% girls? Its paradise for flirts and farktarts but for me,
having more girls onli reminds me more of her.

ARGH, wat the fark man, i tink i go sleep le, cannot take it anymore, fark the nite, fark the weather, fark the loser-theory. Im not a farking hunk and i cant tink straight now. I shall farking seal myself in ba, its the best option rite now. Moral of the story: Never like someone too much.