Mandate of Jason

Its intimidating realli, the process of cutting open urself up and peering into the crevasses known as the soul and the heart. This is the process of self-evaluation. And in this process, i found stupidity, and i cleansed it all.

The nonsense barrage tactic worked extremely well on me, and indeed i did what everybody expected. Ignore and get on with life. I took some time i admit, but im somebody who needs time to get things cleared. All in all, i did not do any nonsense anymore, so that everything will fall into place easily, and i can clear all the shit out once and for all. Yup, area cleaning done as per ordered by frends. =)

I thank those who stood by me and tried ways and means to help me clean myself up, i know you people meant well, so i dun blame you all for demoralizing me. heh. And yup, fate indeed does lies somewhere else like my grandpa says, so the tut tut train is once again heading to another station~~ tut tut tut tutttttt~~~~~

Alrite, back to studies, i need to study more MR. MR stand for Marketing Research, and there's like 25 pages of COMPRESSED notes to memorize and understand. Fuck. Last paper, gotta buck up ba. Now that the brain is empty of stupidity, got more storage to put useful information in.

Called jalene to find job, and although i told her i wanna work those 2 mths temp job at office or bank, she put me go starhub roadshow again. wah lan eh.... but times are hard lah, even DBS is retrenching 900 staffs, so i guess lan lan lor. Well, tinking on the brightside, got free time to watch drama and train mah. So i accepted lor.

Finally, i needa do some finance management man. The cashflow is running dry, and to think i still plan to buy a sofa bed, loft bed frame and a 42inch LCD tv. Dream on man, i tell myself. Alrite, the main purpose of this entry has been reached ( declaration, in case people dun kw), so i shall go watch my XL18P ( Xiang Long 18 Palm, which is infact Legend of the Condor Heroes) now. Gone~~ puff! (I always tot 'puff' was gay, but what the heck. lol)