Timid-ology

Went to source for suppliers todae, learnt alot todae. I realised im damn interested in business man, i like to listen to people's advice and then come out with my own judgement. Knowing people is also fun, though many might not be ur business partners in the end. I found out alot about how businesses operate, and the difficulties of a initial startup, that's y i say, i learnt alot todae. heh.

Anyways these days im at home rotting, not because i dun have a job, but because noone called. Its getting sickening rotting at home, although i can watch all my dramas in peace. Currently im catching up on Heroes Season 2, Prison Break Season 3 and the various jap and korean dramas. Jap drama wise im watching Kurosagi now, its nice, but i heard Liar Game is better, so most prob after Kurosagi i will move on to Liar Game.

And since i have so much time, i also borrowed the entire Naruto anime from fei zai win to slowly watch. Im contented to spend time at home watching shows and playing games, yet when reality strucks, it always hurts. Financial woes always follows when u rot for too long, u do so many things that make u happy, and at the end of the mth when all the bills come, u cry father cry mother also no use, no money means no money. Fuck.

And i have so much stuffs to buy, new clothes, raybans ( i kw, its been almost 6 mths since i said i wanted to get them) , new specs, new contact lens, PSP, ipod touch.... and the list continues. The age old saying is extremely true, money never seems to be enough, the law of economics always applies, trying to satisfy unlimited wants with limited resources. Ta ma de, hao poor....

My dreams of driving a BMW by nxt yr feb have to be postponed, simply because i haven actually done any thing as of todae. Its such a pain in the ass when only a few people have the guts and the drive to do something about their ambitions. People think of becoming rich lah, be boss lah, drive big car and have lots of paper money etc, but how many of these dumb asses have the balls and guts to start something?

People like to drag and procrastinate, to me its simple, if the plan is good and everything is in place, just do it, be a man. If u dun start and u're afraid of this and that, u will never take the first step at all. (this applies to business, not romance, im balless in romance after being totally battered in the last attempt. sad but true.)

Be not afraid of failure, be afraid of not even starting. Why do i suddenly address this issue? Because there's too many people that dun dare to take the steps. I dun blame those that are busy, because they're busy and i totally understand their position ( im nice, i told ya guys. ) But for those rotting at home playing some MMORPG until they have no life for any other fuck things, then its another issue altogether. I dun beg to get people to join my crew, i offer, ai mai sua, dun come and 'hang up and sell', i fuck u understand? :)

Im not tulanz though i use strong words above, but well, im just a little disappointed in people. When will i meet those people that have the same drive and passion as me? I have some frends that are passionate and have the drive, but they're just too busy. ( Except ah wei, he likes stress, dun kw why.)

And one more thing, playing mahjong and watching dramas and playing games occasionally are good for your health, that's why i do them alot. Mahjong train brain, drama train charisma, gaming train fingers. See? Its useful.

Kuku was telling me how nice it was in China, which makes me wanna go there again. The last time i went was during sec school times i tink, when i waiting for poly after my O levels. Went to Jiu Zai Gou, some place near Yunnan. The view there was BREATH-TAKING, fucking hell there's this 7 Color Lakes there that are the 7 colors of the rainbow. Each of the lake is EXACTLY the color of the rainbow, and its just so damn wonderful.

I was there just as the final snowflakes are melting off, so its damn cold, yet enchanting. I had my first snow fight there with my cousins ( yeah, its a family trip.) and the feeling of snow smashing in ur face with ur specs intact isnt so nice. Ahh..... those were the days.... hohoho.. thinking about it, i look like Hiro Nakamura when i was younger. hahass, for those that dun kw who is he, he's the fat jap guy in Heroes.

Well, i tink i have to end here, because i wanna continue watching Heroes, and before i forget, next entry i shall paste the lyrics of my new song here. heh :)

Bang! : God will not help those that dun help themselves. So what's he there for?

Jason's Simplicity : Horoscopes are dumb, they never come true. lolx.