Rain

Didnt blog for a few days cause i was well --> lazy. Watched DEJA VU with ah wei and his fren jingying. The movie was not bad, abit technical but still can understand the time and space folding concept. Makes me think about if there is a possibility of going back to the past and prevent or change something from happening, where would i be now? Alot of things wouldnt be the way that they are now, a stalemate which seems to be endlessly hopeless.

im sporting a new hairdo now, beri beri short no thanks to my stewpid encik during reservist.
A encik is a term we soldiers call out RSM ( regimental sergeant major) for those that dun kw. He damn garang lor, made me cut my hair so short. zzzz... Anyways reservist was a breeze because we kinda slept thruout the entire affair. U see, my unit's training was in june and i deferred that, hence i had to be attached to another sister unit for makeup training. Around 8 guys were with me and we were the 'outcasts' or 'invisibles'. lolx. Nominal roles for the training didnt have our names and hence we cant join the training and ippt. Wow, i went back and realli became a caveman---> Eat, Shit, Sleep, Play Cards (and the cycle repeats itself...) . Although some ppl tinks that its so good to be so idle, i beg to differ. Extreme nua-ness leads to super low physical metabolism and that means fat and useless. zzzz

Got to kw 8 new frens during tis ICT and as usaul, all seems fine initially. During the last day, some ppl (2 in particular) displayed 'patterns' and im juz standing aside and seeing how things unfold. Imagine asking a favour from someone and u get shown the black face, how would u feel? An old saying 'a frend in need is a frend indeed' realli hits the spot. Watever sia, fuck them, we onli meet once a yr for maybe 2wks max, so who the heck cares wat kind of fucks they are? :)

The day b4 went for primary school gathering (I know, im super busy these days. lolx) at cineleisure KBOX with buffet. wootz. The buffet was not super impressive, but at least some food were still edible, there were even oysters though i dun realli like oysters. :p The guys and gals from xingnan primary are still fit and healthy, a few guys got hitched up and brought their gfs along to intro to us. hahass. Its quite surprising that after like 11 yrs, we still meet up, i feel blessed to have them as frens because who the hell meets their primary schools frens nowadays? hahasss :)

Lots of appointments nowadays, going to meet the army dudes on thursday nite for drinks and chat. Then most prob around christmas having a sec school gathering. wootz, im meeting all my school frens within this mth sia. hahass. Looking back, my life isnt tat bad after all, seeing all the ppl that walked most of my life with me again made me realigned myself with my world. I see the world in yet another different aspect again. hahass.. :p

Adel went back to work at starhub le, i sort of wanna go back, but if i go back, its because of her or because i need a job? Going back for her is dumb, going back for a job is the correct attitude. In the past i screwed my job because of her, i keep getting preoccupied with her and well, i realli screwed my job. lolx. Jerjer is working at SH now and he was calling me to go back to work there when we were chatting at KFC the other day. Should i or should i not? Or can i?

When someone tells u ' i dun read ur blog' , what does it shows? It means that person dun care at all and u are just another organism among the thousands in that person's life. Though u qualify as 'fren', but u belong to the cathegory of 'acquaintance'. There's a microscopic percentage that that person lying, but still, its microscopic. Therefore being totally and entirely devoted to that person is abit pointless and insane. I know, dramas and movies always portray that in the end after donkey years, tat person will realised that u are always there and stuffs like tat, but in real life it doesnt happen that way. Even if in the end u were with that person, tat person is with u because he/she have no more choices or sympathizes with u. Its tat simple.

Its brutal but still i need to say, no matter how huge the rain, if someone does not wanna be hit by even 1 single drop, he or she will never be hit by tat drop.

Been raining continuously for 2 days alreadi and its still raining. And as u ppl mostly kw, im veri sentimental when it rains at nite. As usaul i was tinking about the thing that bugs me the most in all my 23 years of life. Im not whining mind u, im just trying to solve a veri veri difficult life puzzle. And wish me luck, may there be a day when i finally solve tis life puzzle. :)

A huge ulcer under my tongue have been bugging me for the past 2 days. I HATE ulcers, they're damn irritating and take ages to heal, especially on the tongue area. I have applied salt, bonjela, watermelon powder, they all dun help much although they did help abit. Therefore i have been toking like some retarded cow with too short a tongue. Damn sianz, i couldnt even work because my line of work needs my oral skills. Oral skills is verbal skills, not the 'other' oral skills. LOLX

K lah, its abit late le, i guess its time to sleep. I have lots to blog, but well, dreamland needs a superhero. :p

Jason's Famous Quotes: 心雨永远都淋不到不想被淋到的人.

Did You Know?: Salt melts slugs and snails.