Essensification

Tired legs, sore mouth and heavy eyes. Tat's the toll work has took on me. Im damn tired todae at work sia, keep stand there promote cards and walking around spying on the stewpid kids tat were doing a OCBC assignment. Was posted to IMM todae with shane and edmund, all guys, good to tok cock and crap rubbish with. Look at gals, give comments, relate to past humourous examples (if any), then stare blankly into the crowd looking for a potential customer. Whole day was repeating tis routine until boss called and told me to go spy on some kids he employed to give flyers. Spied and felt like a fat 007 doing a FATSINO ROYALE. okay, not funny. nabei. -.-"

Top sales among the guys todae mainly due to my exceptional luck. I mean when 'edmund-and shane-stopped-customers, they-come-directly-to-me-and-asked-me' kind of luck. Wat fark man, should have bought TOTO or 4D todae, most prob will tio. heehee. :P Alrite, lets come back to what i've been thru tis few days. Yesterday ( friday) was at wisma atria's 'outside-mango' booth and tat place totally sucked. I hate outdoor roadshows cause i keep sweating and become sticky like glue. Then i totally no mood to work at all. completely totally no mood. So my sales sucked ytd, juz 2 sales as compared to todae's 14. :)

I guess when a person is tired, he starts to tink about some life issues. At least that's wat i am, when im realli tired, i recap on wat my whole life was about and the ppl in my life tat made a inpact. Todae was one of the days when i was realli tired and burned out. Was on the shuttle bus from IMM to Jurong pt after work juz now, and was recapping about my army life. On the 11th dec, im going back for reservist, and they say 'PLS COME WITH A DECENT HAIRCUT AND NO DYED HAIRS'. Fark, my beautiful long hair is going to get sniped off? no way lors, im totally sianz about tis, i want my long long hair lors. was planning to dye it ash blonde (refer to previous entry) lors, kaoz. Anyways, was tinking about army and the changes it brought to me. I matured quite abit inside army, but still im lacking in some aspects that im currently learning slowly.

The other time when i was realli tired was after the first dragon boat training during my poly days. I ran and ran till i sort of felt giddy and lacked oxygen sia... Then after the training was weights session. Gosh by the end of the training, i take the bus home also nua like dun kw wat sia. lolx. damn funny, when i was giddy, the onli thing on my mind is huimin sia. sort of dumb but its true, my whole mind is huimin during that short period of time sia. lolx. Anyways that was the past lah, during my poly days lors, so many yrs ago. :)

My msn nick is still counting down to her bday although i kw we cant click. Its a deadline for me to change myself and till the countdown is up, im not going to go after any gal at all. I must have the discipline to stay true to just one, so this period will be a buffer period for my change. Yes i admit i do look at gals and sometimes do fantasize abit. But i kw deep in my heart that i will not go after anybody till the countdown is up. Simple. 66 more days to go. Wish me luck.

Now we come to a topic tat is quite interesting, at least to me.
*Disclaimer: What is said is wholly my childish tots and does not stands for the truth.*

Gals like to get cheated. Gals cannot stand honesty. Gals like hypocrites(i forgot the spelling). Gals like jerks. Gals tink jerks are good guys until they get cheated and realised tat the jerk is a jerk. Gals cant stand honesty, they want a hypocritical guy that seems nice and frendly and they tink he is a good guy.

Guys are evil. Guys like to cheat gals(nothing else to cheat). Guys refrain from honesty. Guys tink they are good guys. Guys tink they are the best(ego). Guys like to act and live behind a mascarade. Guys are 99.9% horny (yesh, including monks). Guys over fantasize. Guys want a girlfrend that is pretty, sexy, willing-sex partner with a no-resposibility tag.

The above is what i derived from a sample taken from the people around me, so might not be true. Anyways, as i was saying, guys like to act nice to a gal first, then slowly go in for the kill. especially towards pretty gals. I was like tat. I am no like tat now. treating someone nicely from the bottom of ur heart is much more important then just putting up a nice front. Yes i kw, most gals are suckers for hypocritsy, but u cant blame them, they were made like tat. Same with guys, we were made horny and nothing can stop us, no even buddha. Its onli how strong ur willpower is to control ur horniness. lolx. Anyways, i realised some ppl are slowly falling into traps made by guys, and i totally see everything unfolding as what i have predicted. But i dun tink i should say anything, because the person wont believe me anyways. :) But all the matured gals i kw have been cheated by a jerk b4 and they grew up from tat incident. So i do have the conclusion that gals onli grow up and understand the cruelty of the world after being cheated by a guy. They kw the beri simple logic tat a guys word is 98% lies, 1.95% crap and 0.05% truth.

Always remember, onli 0.05% of a guy's words are true when they tell u how much they love u or watever their brain can tink of. Im a guy and im guilty of that also. But i dun care, i wanna be honest and put everything down here so tat the person tat is supposed to see it will see it a pull the brakes in time. Anyways to that person ---> good luck, have fun. :)



Before wrapping up everything, i juz wanna inform my dear diary tat im considering taking up photography as a hobby. I wanna capture the emotions, beauty and ugliness of human nature. Most prob will be doing digital photography ( professional cameras are too expensive, especially the pic-developing part.) for a start and maybe i should get a good digital camera soon. :)

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