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Todae accts exam. No stunts this time, relatively easy but thanks to farktart me, i tink im failing tis one. zzz.... let me tell u why, i nearly didnt went for the exams todae because i remembered someone telling me accts is on tuesday.... kaoz, heng ytd midnite i SUDDENLY wanted to see the exam timetable, maybe its my spider-sense or my extrasensory-perception at work ba. lolx. Anyways thanks to watever caused me to check, i went for todae's exams with juz 3 hrs preparation. Knn i didnt study for accts fully lors, i tot still got 1 more day to choing mah.... zzzz

This few days have been downloading movies to watch, i watched LONG HU MEN, SHINOBI, WO HU le, all dvd quality ones... wootz... lolx... and now i have THE HILLS HAVE EYES, and POPULATION 143 and RE-CYCLE to watch. muahaha........piracy is fun! Anyways my fren and i had tis beri intellectual conversation tat day regarding piracy and ethics and everything, in the end we came to tis conclusion --> piracy is a reaction move to counter the ever-rising price of stuffs. The companies and other entities are fleecing consumers more and more, i understand they say tat costs are rising on production and stuffs, but come on, who sets the benchmarks? They themselves set the benchmarks. so in the end, they are unreliable sources of benchmarking. And since the masses have no way out, they resort to piracy. If they reduce the price of original stuffs, who wouldnt buy them? Its because their greed prevents them from reducing the price and its a cheaper alternative to launch anit-piracy campaigns as compared to harming their profits. hmms.... at least that's the outcome from the discussion. Maybe we should analyse tis perspective again ba. lolx.

Ya, as i was saying, i keep going to macdonalds near my house to study with stuart sia. lolx, i didnt realli know tat we will click well because last time in poly i used to condemn him. hahasss, i still remembered when we went to gym with ah wong last time, stuart always complain about tired and he couldnt even lift 5kg.... -.-""" gosh.... but now he's running alot le, so in short he is fitter then me, im a fat fark. zzzz... But anyways, we click quite well, and we always discuss intellectual stuffs that most other guys dun discuss de. Sometimes we do tok about gals, but i always try to change the subject or remind him tat i dun wanna tok bout gals. What for tok so much about something u dun have? And when i tok, i tink, i dun wanna tink about other gals, 1 is enough. Just 1, no more. ^_^

And let me tok abit about the 1 and onli can? hahass, todae when i was going home, i saw a adeline look alike on the bus. kaoz, super look like her lors, from all angles also look like her, but is younger version lah, around 17-18 yr old ba. then on the same bus at the traffic light, a boon lay garden school bus with the logo stopped beside my bus. Gosh... boon lay garden instantly reminded me of huimin... lolx.. i remebered i even went back on teacher's day with her to her primary skool when we were sec 3... hahass... the good old days.... kks, enough, if not peter will say i keep tok about love le. hahass.. :P

And to end this long entry, i smashed my knuckle ytd -.-... nb i was walking pass my sandbag, so i casually threw a few straights, but i sort of got over enthu and smashed the side of my knucle against the bag.... knn i jittao high and my hand instantly orh-chean lor.... so pain sia, now i cannot punch, if not hand will pain.. zzz... need at least 1 week to recuperate ba... haiz..... sad....

Jason's Famous Quotes: The person u hate most might actually be your life partner next time...

Did You Know? : My ancestors was traditional chinese physicians.... 0.O

Jasonisitivity

Todae was OB exam. I tink i most prob failed it. The format was entirely not the same, and im supposed to be veri prepared for it, because i did put in effort to study. Yet once i entered the exam hall, my brain seem empty and i cant realli tink of watever i have remembered. And the most surprising thing is the questions are totally different from all the past year questions. Moral of the story, someone pulled a stunt on us. All of my frens cannot cope with the paper, not even one told me he/she is confident of securing a distinction, much less a high distinction. Why? OB is supposed to be my most passionate module this semester and im supposed to get a high distinction for every module. I once told her that i will strive to get high distinction for all my modules and get a degree with a high distinction, but it seems my abilities arent proving my promises. Disappointment always visits at the strangest times, and its like deep into the night le... -.-""

Tomolo need to study accounts le, i realli hope for my other paper, i can do well.... i realli dun wanna default on my promise....

Alrite, this few nites, beetles or some sort of unknown bugs have been flying into my room. They are big, hard and can fly at amazing speeds. Totally irritating. I can bear to kill them by smashing them, cause its beri gross, so in the end, i used a zip lock bag to catch them all, gotta catch them all! ( pokemon anyone? -.-"") right now i have a proud collection of 4 in my bag within 2 nites, and they are still alive and kicking.... gosh, they are hardy creatures ya?

How many of u imagine and fantasize and reflect? Do u tink about the day's event and recap the happenings like a recorder and start to analyse ur own behaviour patterns and reflect on them? Sometimes mentally im like a pool of stagnant water, and that is the perceived equilibrium that i always seek. With nothing mentally, no mental burden, no complex psychological issues, life is so much simpler. Some people managed to maintain and lead a life without any worries, but those people are much more naive. i guess its a fair deal, u earn social and life experience then u trade off ur simplicity and pureness of heart. Its a matter of survival in the world after all, a simple and pure heart wont get u anywhere, deceit and hypocriptical guides and leads u to your specific desires. OMG, OB again... fark... zzz, y am i so flooded with OB man, fark lah....zzzzz

Not in a good mood to blog, so shall stop here. Wish me luck for the remaining exams.

Jason's Famous Quotes: Promises are NOT meant to be broken. (I erred, so im trying not to break one again... sorri bro, im still guilty for tat event.)

Did You Know?: I have a pepper lunch coupon valid until 10th december 2006...

Screwed

Just reached home from school. Todae was accts revision lesson and its sort of boring, because balwant onli went thru a few questions then proceed to have consultation session. hmms.... After tat, went to study with alina and elissa. Halfway thru our studies in the study room, there was tis malay guy that tinks he is the boss and storms out of the room claiming we were noisy. -.-" I do admit initially ben was abit noisy lah, so ben went to apologise to that guy, he gave attitude to ben and when told me i was veri buay song alreadi. Ben was saying 'if last time me, i will hit him alreadi', and mentally im like 'haiz... dun so kiddish leh... -.-""'...

Then the storming off came when ppl left and entered the room, so there was a commotion mah, not our fault le lors. And ben was pissed, so he shouted a 'fuck off' when the pig left the room, after 10 secs, he came back in asking who said tat phrase. I was staring at the pig in the eye because i alreadi hot le, was expecting ben to own up and if a fight ensues, i will step in lor. But to my disappointment, ben kept quiet and looked down on the floor.... gosh... If u said something, u should own up mah, i kw he dun want trouble, but own up lah, dun diam diam sit there like a pigeon mah. I believe in being responsible for what u did and said, if its me, i cfm stand up admit de lor.... -.-""

Anyways, that pig went to complain to the librarian, and when the librarian came up to scold us, one of the guys (i dun kw him) retorted and scolded the librarian for not getting her facts rite and started scolding us. lolx.. damn funny, then people started joining in also telling her the problem dun lie with the people in the room, its tat pig, he's level of tolerance is too low le. hahasss... damn funny.. but i choose to keep my mouth shut thruout the ordeal, because i kw, once i speak, colourful words will come out. So ya, i also became sensitive to people and didnt say anything at all while at the same time analysing the situation.

Hmms, it seems the self-correction is taking effect le, i realli can start to tink in other's shoes. The librarian also quite sad lors, she's onli doing her job and tis is the treatment she got. But it all boils down to the pig lah, if he cannot stand the noise, then go toilet cubicle study lah, there confirm silent one, unless got occasional 'PUUUT!' or maybe a satisfactory 'AAAAHHHH~~~~!!!!'... hahass.....!

I was so amused by the incident that i sort of smiled to myself like a sick bastard while i was staring and studying my OB lors... lolx, why is it so funny rite? simply put, my brain is using OB to analyse that pig's behaviour lors~~ hahass.. ge funny.. ~~~ ( we sort of endangered tat pig's safety needs, so tat will lead to jeopadizing his self-actualization needs and when he left and came back, he wanted to fulfill his esteem needs... LOLX)

Okay, screw him, lets get back to life, exams is onli a few days away, and i havent finish revision or should i say, i havent started on stats and BC yet... fark lah... die le lah....... i kw i wont fail the exams, but i wanna get a HD leh. I gotta put more effort if i wanna get HD ba, i promised her tat i will get HD for all my grades, so i must do it no matter wat. Promises are meant to be kept, and i totally intend to keep these.


Jason's Famous Quotes: Humans like to assume split identities.

Did You Know?: The haze makes people dumber.

Complacense

I have wasted a week. Sad to say its true. a week of my life is spent gaming and not studyin when i should. haiz, ytd go out until super late also. hahasss... But i feel sort of guilty, yet i did wat i did because its ethnical. gosh. Its about sean, eh bro, if u're reading tis, sorri for not making it for ur grandma's funeral ya? im going to a fren's birthday at nite so i cant go to a funeral then go ppl's bday, hope u understand bro. Chill man, dun tink too much yeah?

Anyways, b4 heading over to jean's bday, went back to NPS to see how's the Family Concert getting along. Saw the usaul suspects ah kuang and zhaorong there, and james was there again. lolx. The dumb guy that bought APOLLO CAKEs for our concert 4 yrs ago as refreshments. LOLX.... recalling it makes go gaga, lolx.. still remember jiayan's astonish face when tat fruitcake reported back with 2 bags of APOLLO! LOLX.... Where got ppl so stewpid one? hahass... was recounting the incident with zhaorong ytd at the concert and we laughed like crazy. hahasss...
But the sad thing is most of the alumnis didnt realli came back to the club. haiz... time realli tears people apart. The times with ah pin and the guys, strumming and singing as a group realli brings back memories...Even the period where we were illegally in the music room staying overnight, the horrible nite that all of us were bunched together and not making a sound because EVERYONE of us felt and saw the 'lady in white'.... Fark man, tinking about it sends shivers down my spine especially since im typing tis entry in the middle of the nite. We didnt sleep tat nite, waited for the sun to rise and that sort of took eternity, even going to urine also dun dare... kaoz...

okay, back to the concert, i feel that the standard is not there anymore. haiz... during my time there was still some standard to the pieces and the our techniques and style were also prim and proper, but nowsdays i sort of see alot of slack. Nevertheless, the freshies and the members did their best and i did see some hard work. Good job guys and gals, but the next coming battle is Virturso, i hope the standard is higher, cause Virturso is a formal concert, not like family concert which is informal.

Halfway thru the concert, i gotta run cause im rushing to jean's bday, and when i reach pasir ris park, i farking hell step into a mud pile. knn luckily im wearing flip flops but the mud flooded my jeans and foot, i hate that kind of nua nua squishy feeling. So in the end, i lan lan went to toilet to wash up lor. Then finally went to the BBQ and eat some beehoon then stand around see the guys do funny stuffs. As usaul, alot of ppl were looking at rei , i was sort of people-watching and stoning around therefore casually noticed the glances. lolx, standard ba, rei is yandao and he's a good person, at least better then me tat is. hahasss. ^_^ Then after that, we went out in 3 cars and did some late nite activity. Visit a multiracial temple, haunted places, see bapo and geylang-rians, and finally eat tau hui. Fleeting glances and distain mixed with curiosity. So i reached home at around 5am. Once i woke up i played game again. lolx.. bad student. :P

Tomolo MOST PROB will do some running and maybe a round or 2 of shadow-boxing ba, if im in the mood maybe even heavy bag training? lolx... but i tink the highest possiblity is me slacking off the day AGAIN. grrr... i have a deadline to meet and here i am, slacking like mad. Cannot be complacent le ba, i onli have 111 days left. kks, must persevere! GRRRAH!


Jason's Fabulous Quotes: A change of pace in life will yield both detrimental and incremental behaviours.

(NEW!) Did you kw? : Ramli burgers supposingly funds a cult. O_o

Irony

I feel so misunderstood sometimes. Human beings like to jump to conclusions. That is confirmed. Why judge a person so quickly? How deep do u kw that person? Im not trying to hit back or anything, ask urself deep inside, are u superficial? I know i am, sad to say, im among the most superficial among homosapiens. But i know that, and i try to know more about ppl i have a prejudice against, because that is the onli way to overcome stereotypical opinions. Anyways i totally understand some ppl will tink otherwise and think im spouting nonsense again. hahasss, well, my mentality is still beri simple. I am wat i am, and this is my blog. i write what i want and i am what i am. Yes i can change, yes i am changing, but within my soul there is still integrity. Im not a plasticine, i cannot be moulded to suit every single person and i wont. So understand that, and when reading my blog, keep a open mind. Whats the use if u read wat i write, and feel offended and u keep coming back to read and make urself more and more tulanz?

Hao le, the above is food for thoughts, and please dun say i kw gals. i dun kw them at all. if i kw gals that well, why am i still single? Its obvious rite? I dun tink i kw gals well and i certainly dun. Each and every person is different, and everybody went through different upbringing and hence have differing cultures. What is acceptable to someone may not be so for another person. Okays, enough blabbering le. Im tired of typing le. ^_^

Kks, todae went back to skool to finish and hand up my database assignment. Im a last minute man, and therefore, i do things last min. hahasss :P Then at around 6, i took a bus home, and once i reached home, play game! wee you wee! But gaming is starting to get boring le, haiz, i guess things do get boring sometimes ba. But i play play play hor, then lost track of time. Was supposed to go the sean's grandma funeral at 9pm de, then i forgot.. -.-"" But chill, called sean and told him i will b going down tml afternoon. So tomolo will be leaving house at around 3pm ba. Its at woodlands lor.... abit far sia. hahasss.... Then after that will be going back to NP to show face for family concert, then at around 730pm, most prob will leave for jean's bday at pasir ris. lolx. LONG LONG LONG day tomolo, hopefully im still alive by then. wootz. relax.


Jason's Famous Quotes: Time always compels.

Politics!

Hmms, im veri happi, alot of ppl tagging in my board. muahaha! Aiyah, its juz a story mah, lolx, im sooo into story telling rite? hahass. not funny. sua. -.-"" Alrite, if dun blog about love hor, ehs... blog about philosophy want? Anyways i not realli blogging about love mah, its not like im writing which gal i am into rite now and stuff lors, its juz emotional-philosophy lah. But hor, i tink for tis entry i make it more... global ba.

North korea, a country that is virtually a hidden entity in the current modern global village. Its still practicing 'extreme' communism and has a silly looking farktart for a leader. lolx. we have to agree kim-jung-wat-the-fark looks a little nerdy. hahass... anyways, they are currently luring the world to wage war on them by running a second nuclear test. Sometimes it just makes me wonder how silly can they be? Trying to reinforce their ego by doing things that is completely senseless. Why the hell would u wanna incur the wrath of the entire world and expect to survive?

From a economic point of view, north korea is trying to force the US to agree to its demands and give economic aid to help the country. But the fools also should understand, that what happened in iraq can happen in north korea. Well , coming to tink of it, its a totally different context. lolx... contradictory rite? North korea, being a asian country certainly have alot of differences from iraq, and as a side note, we need to understand tat iraq belongs to a specific ethnic group. Hitting on iraq has benefits, while hitting on north korea does not have any benefits, and as we kw, the US always consider gains above anything else. As we can see, hitting on iraq gave the US a hold on the middle eastern oil monopoly.

Coming back to north korea, we understand that the south koreans do harbour a hatred for the US and they consider north korea as a brother although they have a long running war between them. Some south koreans even have relatives over on the northern border, and hence, waging war on them will eventually result in dead relatives. lolx.

So the question now is = will the US attack north korea?
Answer: currently NO. because US have just ended the iraq war, and is preoccupied with the war on terrorism, so resources and manpower wise, they are spread quite thinly. Even if they are realli bent on waging war, they need allies from south-east asian area.

Okay, i kw the above is abit boring, but can lah, that should suffice for now, i can write a entire thesis on the above topic and blabber on and on. But im not going there, cause too long, im dying to sleep anyways. hahass. And one thing about the previous quote, im not a male chauvinist pig, i saw ppl saw tat phrase in a drama, and so i put lor. Its just food for thought, not realli my thoughts. hahass.
(P.S. If its realli true, then i should have melted someone by now....)


Jason's Famous Quotes: Noone totally understands him/herself.

心 雨

Things always come a full circle. And its quite funny sometimes. Let me quote an example, what if there was this person that is changing and waiting for another person, yet the other person, is changing and waiting for another person? hahass... complex rite? actually there's onli 3 person in the loop, and the first person, is realli trying beri hard to change to wat the second person wants, yet the discovery that the second person is changing for a unknown third person sorts of surprised the first person. The first person came to the above conclusion from some unrealible source, maybe its just a song lyric, yet after attempting to decipher what song the lyrics belongs to, the person cant find it. Which means for a veri rare period of time, the second person has shown her thoughts. Is the first person jumping to conclusion? over-sensitive?

Well, lets try to give my example some names. hmms. lets name them A, B and C respectively.
But C is redundant anyways, cause my story revolves around A and B mostly. hahass..
Its sort of sad for A, cause A didnt tell B tat he/she is changing for B, and B wont find out until a specific date. But B is changing for C though, but B understands that its too late now that he/she have changed for C alreadi. So in the end, wat is the answer or outcome of this complex changing and waiting game? And will B ever forgive A and try to give A a chance? Will the rain in A's heart ever touch B?

Hahass, alrite le, enough of complicated examples. kks, todae was a normal day as usaul, started my revision finally. hahass.. 3 chapters of OB... i tink tat should suffice for todae ba, tml need to rush the BC access assignment, so hopefully can finish by tml. ^_^

And ytd i went tanning rite? i tink i over tanned my neck and now its red and itchy... sianz... cannot scratch too much, if not veri ugly... but realli veri itchy mah... sianz... farked up one lah. Maybe im allergic to sunlight? hmms.. cannot be leh.... nah, sua, dun care. by tml will be okay le ba. heehee.


Jason's Famous Quotes: Girls are like ice-cubes, no matter how hard, they will still melt one day.

Monotonotivity

Went swimming and tanning todae. Realised different perspectives yields different reactions. Will let time tell.

Todae's swim and tan was a timely one. Had some time underwater to think again. hahas... water seems to calm my mind and give me alot of space to reflect. The vastness of the pool eventually seems to make my tots bounce around the pool and come back to me. okay. tat description sux. lolx.. kks, so todae went swimming with stuart, and he told me he got kidney stones..-.-....seriously.... he's abit worried lor i can see, but wat to do? i can onli advice and console. hopefully it helps ba.

After tat, we both went to drink papaya milkshake at the hawker centre nearby cause stuart says its good for shitting... -.-"" my frens can be so lame sometimes ya? hahass... Rite now, im downloading the game 'romance of three kingdoms 10' now, and the news reported some ppl were caught downloading music from the net todae. hmms... game is not music, so i wont be caught rite? rite? ya. rite. :P

The haze. i hate it. it made alot of ppl sick and tat is totally fucked up. I dun tink i can write any evil comments on the country tat made the haze here, cause i will go inside sit. so i shall subtly say tat the country is dumb can le. k, end of story. Actually hor, i sort of wanna redye my hair leh, cause the colour is growing out le. hmms... wat colour should i make it leh? hmmm.... gold? nah tat one too ah beng... purple? dun ba, like dog like tat.... red fades beri fast also... haiz... i tink copper brown is still the best for me ba.. lolx...


Jason's Famous Quotes: The world does not need anybody to spin.

Reminisence

Hmms, yesterday went back to NPS for the camp. Corinne was late, so i went in myself first, and i called ah kuang, he told me to help out as a game com... -.-"" My mind goes: ' im a alumni and i came back to catch up with the other alumnis, and nw u call me do sai kang?' . LOLx, but anyways, i helped out cause ah kuang is my best bud in NPS mah, so watever laziness juz sorts of dissipates. Nich and xuanhe smsed me to go ah tan house to play mahjong and to tok things out cause they kw im unhappy with wat happened in the previous entry. But thing is im busy, and im in NP, so i couldnt go meet them. I tink as long as they kw its unfair to do this to me and stop doing this childish stuffs, im glad le, dun need to take any further measures ba.

Up till now, my problems are actually quite transient as compared to my fren's prob. Maybe not fren, acquaintence during NS ba. I read his blog and realised one of his frens juz commited suicide, and he tinks he didnt do enough to stop his foolish act. Therefore he is critisizing himself for not doing more for him. I dun have such a tragic experience b4, hence i will nvr kw wat is the feeling like to lose a fren when u can actually save him/her.

Anyways, back to the camp, they played a murderer/treasure hunt game and as the name suggests, we have to RUN AROUND NP. Gosh, its been 3 yrs and here we go again, running the polytechnic and sweating like a dog once again. hahasss.. corinne and zhaorong was with me and we sort of sweat like mad. Poor corinne, she's having gastric flu and still have to suffer with us. haiz, ke lian de mei ren. hahasss :P Then she left at around 10 when her bf came to fetch her. After that, its juz me and gay zhaorong. hahass... The club's freshies were a veri interesting batch, lolx, they reminded me of myself when i was young and naive. hahass... When the game ended, its alreadi 12 plus so i cant go home. -.-"" Fortunately, ah kuang brought extra clothes, hahass, and so i borrowed his clothes, BUT i have no towel, so after bathing, i used TOILET ROLLS to dry myself. In all my 23 yrs, i have NEVERED dried myself using toilet rolls after a shower, so its quite an experience. ^_^.

After a nice shower, i sat down and had a good chat with ah kuang and company, and naturally, ah kuang asked me now im on which gal. And when i told him i have no gals now and is changing, he thought it was a joke...-.-"" After i told him seriously i realised what's wrong with me, he sort of surprised me yet again. He told me all along, he tot my attitude towards gals last time was fucked up. He told me that i was super ultimate flirt. I can put effort on a gal during a period of time, and infront of tat same gal, i can be veri veri close with another gal. And hence even if some of the gals liked me, they also didnt realli did anything because gals simply dun like flirts.
I took it all well, and i sincerely admitted tat i was wrong. Ah kuang said i had the charm to click with people veri veri quickly, and alot of people got close to me, especially gals, but i did not kw what is the limit to closeness, hence sometimes when the gal i liked saw me so close with another gal, obviously they will be turned off. Alrite, so i nw i kw. Maybe i should ask my close frens out one by one and asked them about myself. hahasss..

After that, ah kuang went to sleep ( he told me to stay for the nite, and he happily went to hug qi mei and went to sleep...) and i there like a dumb dirk. lolx.. so i went to play card games with a few freshies. okay, its not on purpose that they are all gals, but there realli is noone else alreadi. The guy freshies are either asleep, or playing guitar their own guitar at one corner silently. How u expect me to approach them when i didnt played a proper guitar score for almost 3 yrs? And well, i onli played CHOR DAI DI with them lah, nothing much, i mean they are onli 17 yrs old, same age as my sister lah, so i treat them all as sisters. hahass. And i realli did not tink too much this time, i kw im changing and im starting to see the positive effects. ^_^ Its 118 more days and i need to change physically also. I want a near perfect me for that coming special day.


Jason's Famous Quotes: Money is the ultimate god.

Stereotyped

What's the feeling of being ostracized? guess everyone felt it b4? yupz, it sux.

Todae went skool for BC lessons. Was lost thruout the whole lesson because i nvr bring my assignment. lolx. Im getting more and more lazy these days, i dun even wanna update my blog, the deadly slacker virus has caught up with me again. gosh.

Im forcing myself to write something here in case ppl tink im dead or something. As usual, have been tinking and reflecting on some stuffs. Am i MCP? Well, im definitely not, because i dun feel women are inferior. My mum single-handedly brought up my siblings until we are old enough to care for ourselves, whereas my dad onli came back last yr. Who am i to say women are inferior? My mum is a veri good personification of a veri strong and independent woman. Okays, why am i saying this? simply because ppl sort of misunderstood me to be a MCP, i might look like a pig, but im not a MCP. Ppl like to judge without even trying to kw me in depth, and sad to say, i treated them as frens. The disappointment is realli overwhelming, they dun even have to courage to voice it out to me. All along, i've been brought up in a upfront-in-ur-face enviroment, and i appreciate honesty more then anything from frens. Anything not happy, say it out, pull me to one side, tok things out, that would be my preferred move. Im matured enough to receive feedbacks and criticism, i wont be pissed and shout back. And the thing is they dun kw i am such a receptive person, why? They didnt took the effort and time to kw me as who i am. I kw i might spout nonsense and stuffs most of the time, but i realli felt those were jokes, if they feel uncomfortable, they can tell me. Like tat time, i used too much vulgarities, a guy got abit unhappy and told me, and till now, i dun use much vulgarities with him le.

Okies, the above said, lets come back to my boring yet interesting life. Yesterday nite, i was plagued by mosquitoes and couldnt sleep..-.-.. i hate mosquitoes, so many stuffs get extinct everyday, y mosquitoes couldnt be extinct? i mean they are totally useless to the eco system ( okay, maybe as food for some silly bugs) and they are PESTS, even rats have more use then them. I wished someone can wipe out mosquitoes one day. Let them be extinct. Screw the mosquitoes!



Jason's Famous Quotes: One of the greatest pain known to mankind is the pain of betrayal.

Purity

Hearts come in various forms. Mostly tainted, some half half, and a minority pure. Pure hearts come in 2 forms also, one is born pure, 2nd type is bleached pure by someone or some event. Being bleached pure is a veri painful process, and in some cases, there might be scars left in the heart. Okay, the above is not some description of my pain or watever, it just suddenly passed by my brain and i became abit philosophical. lolx...

Okies, onwards with that stuffs. You kw, i just realised something ytd. Tat day i went out with haojun they all, its exactly 127 days to a special day. lolx. and it fits the song by kangta and vanness '127 days' perfectly. hahass.. coincidence? dun tink so, i will change and by the 127th day, hopefully im a new guy that is finally worthy. Sometimes people do say realli harsh stuffs about me, but sometimes they are right lah, its impossible watever ppl say about u is fake de mah. rite? hahasss... right now, its 124 days and counting....

Ks, and from hereforth, we come to the nxt topic. Sometimes, people dun seem to be what they seem to be. And sometimes, a barrier of sorts developed over time due to some silly misunderstandings in the past. The wall will be there, no matter how hard u try to knock it down, the harder u try, the thicker it gets. How to break the wall? simple. time. Time will errode everything slowly day by day. Its the ultimate weapon. Its also a double edged sword, and in this case, it serves a positive purpose. lolx. Hopefully one day when we see each other alone, a simple smile and a simple hi will actually serve to be the first step to breaking the barrier ba. How bad is the barrier? have u ever had pause typing infront of the computer in msn just to tink about wat to say nxt? There is never a lack of topics, its just some things u deem as politically incorrect u dun dare to type it out for fear of irritating the other person.

Okays, enough about philosophy, lets come to the most exciting part, my day! wootz, todae was a fruitful day, whole day at home play game with ah wei and ah leong. lolx.. tat's wat i call fruitful? hahasss realli nua todae lors, i love rotting at home, save money, no troubles, wont eat too much. hahasss.. But seriously, when i wake up later, i need to study abit. lolx. exams are round the end of the mth le, its time to mug again. wee you wee. in all my life, i didnt kw wat is mugging, cause i dun study at all in the past, and tis few mths, i learnt wat is mugging. lolx... god kws wat the fark was i doing in the past. hahasss... anyways, will aspire to get good grades.

Aiyah, dun kw wat else to blog le leh, life is monotonous and peaceful, a tad too peaceful. hahasss... Tomolo go where to study leh? hmms... (124 days...)



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