i finally realised y i cant go after her again liaoz... its because im fearful of being hurt again n i juz cannot take it when she goes on n on about her bfs n ex-bfs.... i realli cant listen to all tat simply because i still feel for her, at least i sorted tat out. I cant go on like tis with her, its juz too much in the long run lah, so i might as well cut off everything with my own hands lor... no doubt i still like her alot, but fate juz can let us b together, so i might as well b cruel to myself, its better then the prolonged pain.. i finally tot everthing thru liaoz, one thing is still hanging in the balance... do u tink i can go after her again? the possibility of us being juz frendz is non-existent, so please give me some clue as to wat to do k? Hopefully the one reading tis entry will give me some answers... thks... ^_^